
Billy's expression that almost softened because he could not bear to look at his wife who was waiting was suddenly turned upside down after seeing something in the woman's hand. His hand that had just released the grip on the chin of the woman he had married was again moving to snatch the object from Milly's hand.
"What's this!" Billy brought the toy music box closer to Milly's face. His eyes looked at his wife sharply as if demanding an explanation. "What have you done to this thing!" The impact was getting louder, making Milly tiptoed because she was so surprised.
Suddenly nervous, Milly who was a little calm was again shaken with fear. With a trembling body, he tried to swallow the slavina with weight because his lips were shaking as if unable to speak. The bad shadow that he had expected earlier seemed to have really happened. I don't know what special things that make her husband so angry.
"Java!" Milly almost jumped when Billy snapped back. I don't know why Billy seemed impatient when Milly never answered the question.
Sobbing, the ripples of stagnant water again overflowed from the eye peluhan. Throwing down the river and flooding into the pretty face of the little girl. Milly who was downcast ventured to raise her gaze and returned Billy's mistressful gaze with a look of tenderness. In between his sobs, he also tried to say the word with the rest of his courage. "Pardon me, sir. I was not intentional."
"Not intentionally!" Billy replied quickly with a voice so loud that it felt deafening. A gentle gaze full of pleading of his wife he retorted with a sharp look full of hatred. He does not like others to disturb his calm. He does not like any stranger who is presumptuous to touch his personal realm.
Shaking something he held in his hand, a rude sigh escaped from Billy's growling lips. The man with the slightly dirty coat stellan closed his eyes while throwing his face away. His jaw tightened with teeth that were gritting full of aggravation. His hands clenched firmly, trying to hold back such a furious rage. As much as possible he tried to resist violence against a woman. Although this girl in front of him had actually tested to exceed the limits of her patience.
Silent for a moment, a bitter smile with a trace of the cut on his lips. Billy who had originally thrown his face now returned his gaze to his wife and looked at the girl while shaking in disbelief.
He has faced so many enemies, even rivals who pretend to be friends. Once he lies, he will no longer believe, even though thousands of times they try to convince. For for him a traitor is a traitor, who can never be a friend. Once they break the trust they are given, then do not expect it to be lifted from the abyss of blasphemy.
Billy can't accommodate people he can't trust, so his decision is to get that person out of his life as soon as possible. To hell with love. Fuck the marriage. To him, this was all a fraud.
"Go from here right now!" Loudly, Billy even uttered the command line with a flat expression without any remorse.
Flinched, Milly who was originally down immediately looked up at her head, looking at the husband with a look of disbelief. "I mean Father?" the girl asked as if she wanted to make sure that what she had just heard was just a mere hallucination.
"Didn't you hear? I'm asking you to leave right now!" repeat Billy as if to reinforce the sentence earlier.
Milly who could not believe it just like that was still silent without a sound. The manic look of her husband was fixed, as if trying to find a trace of doubt from there. But Billy's unblinking determination to speak and return that gaze really made Milly not find what she was looking for. The man really wanted to throw him out.
"It's still not clear." Billy growled while staring at Milly who was still unmoved. I want you to get out of my sight forever! I don't want to hold an intruder, in my residence," he said with emphasis on the word intruder.
Seeing Milly's lips clenched and twitching, Billy then threw his face away. Either avoid meeting with the glassy bead or maybe because he felt so fed up, that he would not look at it.
"I'll get out of here, but give me some time to explain this misunderstanding, sir." As if not broken charcoal, Milly still trying to convince. Seeing Billy who was indifferent and reluctant to respond to him, the girl did not even hesitate to drop her pride. Soon he rests on the floor and then hugs Billy's feet as a form of plea. With tears she begged forgiveness from her husband.
Instead of forgiving, Billy actually pushed Milly's body to stagger backward. But he did not know if his wife's hand hit the right on the glass shard while trying to support his body that almost collapsed. The girl grimaced as a sigh of pain as if she was slicing her palm.
Pitylessly, without pity, Billy leaves the girl alone. But a threat was thrown before he was out of the front. "Don't force me to be rude to women by staying here until I get back. You don't want to look stupid feeling you're needed here." The disdainful tone of the sentence became the closing before their separation.
Struckly, Milly began packing her things. Putting his clothes back in the suitcase after just yesterday he moved them into the closet even though slowly. Because the wound in his hand still often bleed if too often he used to move. He only rubbed his wounds to stop the deep red droplets that still came out of there.
If only the feeling of love had not occupied a red lump in the chest, maybe his departure would not be heavy and leave a scratch. Moreover, he left a bad image in his male eyes.
***
After escaping from Billy's shadow even with a heavy heart, Milly began to organize his heart and spirit. He continues to struggle to continue his life alone, without friends or loved ones. Choose not to go back to the old contract.
Luckily Milly got a boarding house located not far from where she worked. It didn't take long on the way to the office.
That afternoon, Milly who was shopping for daily needs at a market located not far from the boarding house met a girlfriend from her hometown.
"Gue didn't expect to see Lo here, Mill," said the straight-haired girl as she stared proudly at Milly. The two decided to chat while coffee in a cafe not far from there. "Lo who used to be whiny, spoiled and and mushy. To the extent that mijak *** a chicken is not a penyet, can also live independently in this cruel capital."
"Gue coming here is just a desperate capital, yes. The savings I brought from home were also lost in being robbed by fraudsters. Lucky I met a kind person who would lend me money to start my business." Milly who played the cup in her hand smiled faintly. Not intending to pride themselves or to curse self-nation.
"So since then you've never been home?" Rasya asked with a face of astonishment. The girl wearing a sweater with jeans looked at Milly as if waiting for her friend to give an answer.
Milly smiled bitterly. There are a dozen invisible wounds every time you remember your parents. It felt like he was coming home, but it would only be a wound if his presence was no longer expected.
Frankly the father had thrown it away to someone who turned out to have no love and affection. Make him have to be willing to make peace with the wound, because he is just a despicable woman who lives in captivity. A child and wife who feel wasted. It hurts when you feel useless.
This moment alone made Milly feel at ease. Without a hope that had soared his imagination far above the clouds, but had to swallow a terrible pain when it was dropped back to the bottom of the abyss. It's better this way. Loving and appreciating himself. This way he will not feel any pain.
Milly shook her head faintly responding to Rasya's question without staring at the girl before her.
"But every day a phone call?"
Milly nodded again. This time he raised his gaze, looking at Rasya with an ambiguous smile.
"So you don't know how the old man is, Lo?!"
***
Milly ran towards her hostel with tears. Hearing the news about the truth of the condition of the old man made the little girl cry sedu sedan. All this time he never thought bad things would happen to his parents after his departure.
Immediately he packed all the stuff. He left nothing behind because he would never think of going back there.
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