Teahmore
Episode 25 - Is it Real?
I can't lie that I've been happy lately. Although Anggie still doesn't remember me, but as long as we get this close, it doesn't matter.
At least this time I tried to approach it like a normal relationship between men and women who are PDKT (Addiction). It's not like a theatrical relationship filled with feelings of confessing prestige
that we love each other.
“But I let my heart go
It's somewhere down at the bottom
But I'll get a new one
And come back for the hope that you've stolen
I'll stop the whole world
I'll stop the whole world.. from turning into a monst.”.
“Lu like rock song huh?” Cut Anggie off when I follow the monster song on the radio.
“Keren right?”
Anggie laughs. “Keren how? I don't know what a rock song is!”
I smiled at him who had not changed at all. Even if some memories are lost, but he remains the same..
“Lu remains the same yes.” I said unconsciously.
“Same? Meaning?” Confused ask.
“Ehm. That's. Meaning the same as my sister.” Said lying.
Anggie rounded his lips to understand. “Erika? So curious to see him.”
“Mau? When's? I'm sure he can be familiar with you.” I said guarantee, because I know my sister has been familiar with him. Although Anggie does not remember it, Erika still hopes that my relationship and she will not end.
“Paramore music does not die. But, before returning to play the next song, Olive
will discuss the hottest news that is becoming a trending topic. Especially if it is not about Laurensia Erine, who reportedly prefers Michael Leonardo than his first love who is one of the famous young entrepreneurs in Indonesia Desta Hadi Setiawan. But whatever choice of Laurensia Erine we pray for the best yes guys!”
“Gue heard this news on TV and just found out that the name of the model's first boyfriend is Desta.” Cut Anggie off shortly after hearing the information on the radio. “Don't-don't you yeah?”
“Eh.” I said surprised.
“Home Desta.” Continue laughing. “No way Desta's name is just one.”
I laughed nervously. “Iya. Must've been plenty. A comedian named Desta also exists.”
Anggie smiled and nodded. “But I'm curious, why isn't he the same as his first love? Though he was willing to go all the way back to Indonesia so that he could with Desta. What a shame?”
I smiled in response to Anggie's response to Erine's news. Had she remembered that Erine had kept our relationship away, would she still feel affection for the decision she made?
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Brian's kind attitude towards me is very much appreciated, but there is a part of me that feels that
He was covering something from me.
“Hhh.” I don't know why this made me realize that I was so ungrateful, replying
his kindness with bad thoughts.
But honestly, there are a lot of things that make me curious. One of them, why is the frame in the room I live in
in reverse, what is the reason? But should I ask after the host has kindly taken care of you and allowed you to stay with him.
Somehow unconsciously I ran a little and peeked at him who was away through the door hole, as if there was a longing to continue with him.
I exhaled, aware that it had been so silly to feel happy receiving a small gift from her. But I can't lie, the miniature transparent blue glass with my name engraved underneath makes me feel
special for having something from him.
I walked into my room, placed the gift along with the important photos I displayed, such as graduation photos, with my family when they were in harmony, Tania, Eriko, and a few other people
I don't remember producing just a silhouette in my memory.
“Hhhah, hhhah, hhhah.” My breath was heavy, my head was throbbing with pain, and my face was soaked with sweat. I tried to take a deep breath, hoping that the pain would soon disappear.
I opened my eyes, the shadow felt so real it wasn't a dream. I feel the events
it had been my experience, as if the feeling depicted in my memory still felt.
But who is he? Why I don't remember it at all. “Hhh.”
What happened to me, why do I feel like I've experienced something I've never experienced? Is it possible that I had amnesia in yesterday's accident? But I still remember everything.
“Gie are you okay?” Brian asked worried and helped me
stand up from the floor.
“This what?” I pointed at the miniature
the glass I was holding. “Why can it be in your home?”
“I took this from your home.”
“Who gave that to me?”
“You don't remember?”
I'm shaking. “But when I accidentally held this, I suddenly felt that this someone who loved me was so special, but I did not know who he was.
Brian smiled and kissed me. “You're too tired, don't think.” Her request. “If you amnesia try here I test.”
“Test?”
“Iya try me ask, what is your parents name?”
“Johanes Kurniawan and Clarissa Soebagio. Um, but Bri was my favorite I feel that I have graduated from college, while I am currently sixteen.”
Brian smiled and hugged me gently. “Kan I told you, you're too tired. So don't think about it. Okay?”
“Okay Alexander Rafael Brian.”
“Well if you're amnesiac it's impossible to remember my name.” Entertained laugh.
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This is a mistake made by man, He always wants more and more than is accepted without being grateful. So I who feel less can only be close to him, and want him to be able to remember me immediately.
But what can I do, even restore his sight I failed. Various ways have been
I did, looking for donors in various hospitals to do tests on my eyes. Unfortunately, the results I received were nil. “Hhh.”
“When I look into your eyes
Or a beautiful sunrise
Well, there's so much they hold
And just like them old stars
I see that you've come so far
To be right where you are
How old is your soul?
Well, I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up
And when you're needing your space
To do some navigating
I'll be here patiently waiting
To see what you find
'Cause even the stars they burn
Some even fall to the earth
We've got a lot to learn
God knows we're worth it
No, I won't give up
I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easy
I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make
Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use
The tools and gifts we got, yeah, we got a lot at stake
And in the end, you're still my friend at least we did intend
For us to work we did not break, we did not burn
We had to learn how to bend without the world caving in
I had to learn what I've got, and what I'm not, and who I am
I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up, still looking up
Well, I won't give up
us on
God knows I'm tough enough
We've got a lot to learn
God knows we're worth it
I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up.”
“Lu always makes me surprised yes.” Anggie said it surprised me.
“Why?” I'm confused.
“Gue did not expect you to play a musical instrument.”
I laughed, again He gave the same response as when I first realized that I could
playing musical instruments. “Just a hobby.” Answer low. “Since when is here?”
“Wah very deep ya playnya until I came from earlier was not aware.” Laughing reply.
“Tumben night-night you dare to go out yourself, ordinary scared dark?”
“You night, morning, afternoon, or evening for me same Dest, dark. What do I need to fear?” Answer smiled. “Eh but how do you know I'm afraid of the dark?”.
“Ah! That.” Answer's cut. “Chick. Hm, girls are usually afraid of the dark for fear of ghosts.” Laughing covered up the nervousness.
Anggie laughed again. “Where can I be afraid? See it can't.”
“It must be hard for you. Um. Hard for you to adapt?” My toot.
Anggie nodded. “Very!It feels like annoyance but don't know what to do.” Evidently. “Oh yes I noticed you often really want to talk using me you, if it is more comfortable it is okay kok.”
“Later you think I'm a familiar snitch?” Manya make sure.
“Neither, relax again.” The answer is smile. . “Ehm Dest, can I ask?”
“Bby, want to ask what?”
Anggie bit her lips. From his expression, it was seen that he was hesitant and worried. “Ehm. No offense yes.” Ink.“I just want to know, why do you want to be friends with me? I can't see, people will think twice about making friends with people like me.”
“Why do you think so?”
Anggie laughs. “Yes what can you do with a rude person who says blind? We won't be able to have fun.”
I wanted to hug Anggie so he wouldn't think so, but I had to stop myself from doing it. “Of course there are many things that can be done together, and why should people see your shortcomings?”
“I'm surprised there are still people like you.”
“Everyone must have flaws. How about tomorrow we go to the beach?”
“Ngapain?”
“I want you to know that we can do things together.”
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