Teahmore
Episode 15 - Explanation
I observed a bear-shaped hanger, with a white shirt still neatly stored in plastic. Since I first got this, I have intentionally never opened it.
Perhaps this little bear was not at all a valuable object to anyone else. Besides its shape is just a fist
hands and easily available anywhere. But because it's a gift from Desta, this thing has become precious to me.
“Hallo. Alone?” Sapa Erine, it makes me surprised to have to meet her.
I nodded and allowed Erine to sit next to me. Even though I don't want to. First, I was already very satisfied to even get tired of seeing the news about him. Second, it feels like I was forced to look in the mirror, that it is not worth it to be with Desta.
“Wah, we have the same doll apparently!” Exclaims. When I saw the doll hanger I put on the table. “Desta buy when we were in school. Indeed this hanger just met.” Evidently.
I rounded my lips and then smiled back at Erine's smile. Even though it feels hard to smile at a time like this. But there's no way I'm showing my fragile side in front of him.
“Desta buy it where?” Tanyaku.
“Small shop, next to our school.”
“You know this store has been around since before I went to school here, and now it's open. Very good yes!” Obviously Desta, after coming out of the small shop that looks worn, yet well-maintained.
“Ehm. I guess you visited, because it has not been shopping there for a long time.”
Desta. “I often pass this store. I have absolutely no interest in buying things there. Because he said he only sells goods for lovers.”
I nodded, a sign of understanding.
“This is for you.”
“Make me?” I'm confused. Because all of a sudden Desta gave me a little teddy bear-shaped hanger, funny, and adorable.
Desta nodded. “Iya for you. This hanger is a symbol of love. That said the store owner.”
“Only white shirt?”
“Ngak.” Responded, Desta smiled. “Only white color means sincere love.”
I'm speechless. And hold tightly to the hanger. I do not understand the meaning of the symbol of sincere love and love. Did Desta mean to give this as, a symbol of his true love for me?
So all this time Desta lied to me! He didn't just give it to me, but to Erine as well. Same thing in the same place, given to me. Only color can distinguish. Mine's white while Erine's red. Okay shameful, I was once happy to accept it.
Did he say to Erine “I gave you red as a sign of my burning love.” Funnier. It was so funny that it made me want to laugh at myself, who was expecting too much of him.
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“Desta.” Call Erine. “Try see.” Petition me.
I observed the doll hanger, which was hung on Erine's bag. It's the same thing I gave Anggie, it's just a different color. As I recall, I gave her a hanger in white, because I wanted her to know that I really loved her. Even to this day, he did not realize.
“Can from where?” Tanyaku.
“Can from where?” Erine asked in surprise. “You bought this after we went to school.” Replied annoyed.
“Gue never buy anything for you, don't bother!” I said pissed.
Erine clucked in annoyance, because I denied it. “Remember you didn't accompany me to go to a nearby store
school?”
I fell silent and tried to remember what happened years ago that I can't remember at all. “Ngak.”
“Duh you yes! So at that time I wanted to buy a doll that hits really among children who have girlfriends at school. Well that time I forgot to bring a wallet, and pinjem your money to buy this.” It was obviously long enough for me to come back to my mind.
“Rin, I just don't know what you bought. My money, but that doesn't mean I bought it!” My reply explained, because I do not want the doll to mean this love is interpreted as a gift from me for her.
“This doll?” I'm asking you not to believe it because Anggie's still keeping it.
Erine nodded. “It looks like just bought, because I see it is still wrapped neatly.”
I smiled at Erine's story, it was like hearing happy news just by knowing she kept my gift. “Terus?” I asked to know further.
“I tell him the same, this doll gives you school time.”
“You said that?” I said surprised.
“Iya. I also got this story from the school side store.”
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Since then I've been pacing the door of Anggie's apartment with no certainty. Although I came here to explain the misunderstanding that He might have thought, some reason led me to discourage the intention.
I took a deep breath to relax myself. I feel like I've always been a fool, when faced with something related to him. “Hhh.”
“Desta?” Anggie asked unsure when she saw me.
“Ehm. Hi.” My reply smiled awkwardly.
“What are you doing here?”
I fell silent and went back to thinking about whether explaining this was useful because He had been with Brian, but on the other hand there was a thought about what if Anggie had feelings for me and became misunderstood.
“You want to talk about hangers?”As if I was guessing my mind.
I'm nodding. “So gini Gie, Erine story to you right if..”.
“Bentar yes.” Cut the Angkiese it doesn't matter that I'm explaining the meaning of my arrival. “I go in first.”
I watched the clock in my hand, waiting for him to come out of his room. But five minutes later, Anggie didn't come back to me. Is it possible that he doesn't want to see me again? “Hhh.” My grunts almost gave up.
“Sorry, long.”
“Nothing.” My reply smiled because he came back out to see me. “So Gie I want to explain to you, if in fact..”.
“This.”Cut it.
“Lho! Why behind Gie?” I was surprised, and tried to give him back the bear hanger for him.
“I don't want to save it anymore Dest, and you shouldn't give it to two people.” Evidently.
“Gie, I want to tell you about Erine who has the same doll as you. Please listen yes?” My request is that he give me a chance to explain this misunderstanding.
Anggie shakes.“No need Dest, I don't need any explanation kok.”
“But Gie..”.
“Lho no Desta?” Brian asked in surprise when he saw me. “Newly arrived? How not to enter?”
“Ngak. He's just a minute.” Anggie replied to me. “You enter first, I will follow.”
“Gue log in first yes.” Pamit Brian left us both.
I nodded back and smiled.
“I also want to enter first.” Pamit Anggie to me.
“Oh. Okay.” My reply smiled resignedly to Anggie's wishes, because even if I explained the true story, it would not turn him into mine.
