Teahmore
Episode 17 - Statement
Today my cousin happened to stop by from Bali and wanted to invite me to enjoy sushi which is quite famous in the Jakarta area, and it just so happened that Erine had been waiting for me at the office. We finally had to go all three like this.
Although I was more silent, because my cousin Lorita was busy talking to Erine, but stuck
being with him made me feel like I was wasting my time for free.
“Brian.” Sapa Erinem blew away my unconscious daydream that we had entered the intended restaurant earlier.
“Oh. Hello.” Sapa Brian smiled as Erine shook her hand.
Brian let the three of us sit with him, I don't know what he wants to do. But I'm very uncomfortable in this situation.
“Brian close to Anggie?” Ask Erine to investigate.
Brian smiled and nodded. “Iya, it's been a long time since we were close.”
“Your relationship?”
“Now it is still not official, but it does not matter as long as it can always be nearby.” Brian was smiling.
“Lu know that Anggie is close to Desta?”
Brian nodded.
“Not just close, but very close! Did you not suspect there was something between them?”
Brian smiles. “No problem Anggie wants to be close to whom, as long as he is happy.” The answer is wise and
made Erine speechless.
“You're your own co-worker or what about?” Ask Brian.
“Not..”
“Couple.” Cut Erine.
“Wah! When to bean?” Ask Brian sooner, before I can explain that there's nothing in the
between us.
“Ssts Bri, you are really into!” Anggie's whisper pinched Brian's arm.
Brian laughing. “When do you want to be my partner?”
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“Hhh.” They are officially becoming lovers. Erine's explanation is more than enough. Actually without him explaining it I should have realized that Desta had chosen him.
I wiped my tears, it felt like this painful feeling as if it did not want to go and continued to settle in my heart. Desta took away all my happy feelings with her, leaving no small amount of happiness for me to feel without her.
“I hate Desta. Sangaaat hate!!” I cried out in annoyance, hoping that this pain would soon go away.
I stood up and looked at the wall clock, which was 11:45. Who comes to nights like this? Is it possible Desta?
“Hahaha.” I laughed at myself, who still foolishly wished for him. But the more I approached the door, the feeling of expecting her presence grew, as if my heart refused to forget her.
“Anggie.” She hugged me tightly when the door opened.
I don't know what I'm doing, but my tears are coming out on their own. “Desta, are you drunk?” I asked after coming to my senses and breaking away from his embrace.
“I don't want to lose you Gie.”
I laughed, how could the words of someone who was unconscious be trusted?
“Gie. Erine the..”.
“Iya I know you guys are dating, stop clear her name is my front!” I shouted unconsciously, out of annoyance.
“I love you!” It sounds like I want to believe.
I took a breath, trying to clear my mind. I want to believe it, but in fact Erine has also explained that they have been dating. What else should I expect?
“You fought the same Erine?” I was pretending I didn't hear her.
Desta brought his face closer to me. “I love you Gie.”
“Dest, please go home.” My face is back.
“I don't want to go home Gie, I don't want to see Erine.”
“Go Dest!” My love.
I was sitting limp at the door.It was hard to throw it away like this, but the words of someone under the influence of alcohol was not the right choice to believe it.
It could be that he was so because he had a fight with Erine and made her say a no-no for feeling guilty about me.
“Hh. Why should you be present in my lifeDest?” I said lirih. “If you're only here to make me fall in love, it should be when you go, teach me how to stop this feeling!”
“Bags
all packed, make sure you remember everything
No looking back, no more, not for anything.
This is what you wanted, isn't it?
Clear it out just like you've never been
There's nothing left of you to remember me
But somehow you're still standing behind me
I'm trying hard to forget you
But my empty walls won't let me let you go
When you look it all, you forget your shadow
You say you wish me well without you
But something 'bout you tell me that you know, oh oh oh
When you look it all you forget
Your shadow, your shadow
When you look it all you forget
Your shadow, your shadow, your shadow, oh
Hide all your photographs, man,
But I can feel you watching me
How long does your memory last?
It's time I ought to be
Moving on and getting over you
I bet it looks like I'm not even trying to
Here all alone, my past on the walls
With nothing left of you to remember me
So why are you still standing behind me
I'm trying hard to forget you
But my empty walls won't let me let you go
When you look it all, you forget your shadow
You say you wish me well without you
But something 'bout you tell me that you know, oh oh oh
When you look it all you forget
Your shadow, your shadow
When you look it all you forget
Your shadow, your shadow, your shadow, oh
It is always there, too close, too much
The shape of something I can't touch
I turn, and find the shadow's grow
These empty eyes I begged to stay
Are watching me from yesterday
You can leave me, can you leave me alone?
I'm trying hard to forget you
But my empty walls won't let me let you go
Let me go
You say you wish me well without you
But something 'bout you tell me that you know, oh oh oh
When you look it all you forget
Your shadow, your shadow
When you look it all you forget
Your shadow, your shadow, your shadow, oh
When you look it all you forget
Your shadow, your shadow
Bags all packed, make sure you remember everything.”
