Teahmore
Episode 23 - Who Are They?
Adapting is not what I like, I think meeting something new is the same as letting go of the comfort zone. It does sound like I'm someone who doesn't like to try,
but everyone will definitely have to continue in the most comfortable state, right?
“Aagh!” I'm upset. It feels like a dream! How not? Every moment is just the darkness I see! I can't even figure out how long I spent mourning my frustration.
As if God didn't want me to be happy, my parents no longer cared about me because they thought of me as the past of their hated ex-partner. Even now I can't escape the stick that helps me walk even if it's just a step!
I closed my eyes again, trying to make my body relax so as not to think too much.
“Agh!” I screamed because I suddenly felt my head ache and spin just trying to remember
why this could happen to me.
“Pagi. Already satisfied you scream?” Ask Brian meredek.
I smiled and formed a circle with my thumb and index finger. “Slight.”
Brian laughing. “Yes, be careful at home! If there's anything, call me. Inget the way?”
“Call Brian.”
“Yap! You will automatically call me. Yes I left first yes.” The fly, kissed my forehead.
“Bri.” Call me. “Why does every time I remember the events before the accident my head always hurt? Indeed you don't know I can crash why?”
“You don't think too much. Not healthy later! Okay?” Soft ink. “Oh yes later in the afternoon I come again to eat. Dadna.”
I smiled and realized that at least even though my parents no longer cared, Brian was still there and so
sing me.
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I always thought that for those in the same condition as me learning braille would be easy,
in fact, fumbling a point in every word is not as easy as a shadow. Until I
prefer to find information by listening to television or radio.
Although not able to see and capture a perfect event, at least this
it was comforting and freeing me from boredom.
“Good morning viewers. See me Rianti Kusuma on BBS. Celebrity Talk. This morning
BBS special guest arrival, an international model who had decided to return to a career in Indonesia. Who else if not Laurensia Erine.” Obviously the presenter of the BBS show, followed by the applause of the audience in the studio.
“Surely Laurensia Erine never disappoints, always beautiful and stunning!” He continued to praise the guest stars present on his show.
Laurensia Erine laughed crisply in response to the praise from the BBS presenter.
“Listen-heard you are going back to Canada, after almost two years of being in Indonesia.”
“Iya, but that doesn't mean I don't love living in Indonesia.”
“Well what makes you want to go back there? Wasn't that time there was a rumor saying your arrival to Indonesia because you wanted to meet your first love at SMA?”
Laurensi Erine laughed again. “That was the past, as I returned to Canada in addition to continuing my career as well
married.”
“Married? Wow must be your fans heartbroken huh?”
“I will always love my fans.” The answer, followed by a happy shout of the audience.
“Then who is the lucky guy? Is it true that the CEO of your agency is Michael Leonardo?”
“Yes!” The answer is shame.
“Wah sure your wedding will be spectacular huh! Well viewers, after the following ad breaks we will dig deeper into the life of the beautiful model Laurensia Erine, do not go anywhere ya!”
I closed my eyes withstanding the pain in my head. It felt like something was exploding in my mind when I heard the name Laurensia Erine, even though her voice was familiar to me.
“Anggie lu why?” Tania asked worriedly.
I'm shaking. “Gue likes to dizziness yourself.”
“Pusing? Why not check with your doctor?”
"The problem is that my head is dizzy not because of pain, but every time I feel there is something unfamiliar, but can not remember why it feels familiar.” I clearly. “Hm, have we ever known a girl who was just on TV?” Manya make sure.
“Laurensia Erine?”
“He is ex.” Answer truncated “I mean quite famous model it.”
“We never met him? Because it feels like I feel the voice he is not foreign, but I do not like to see a fashion show on TV.”
“Feelings may be Gie.”
“But Tan, not only this time I feel it.” My answer. “Although I can not see, but Brian's apartment feels familiar. Even every thought of it my head hurts!”
“Gie you think too much! Now focus on your health, okay?”
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Not being able to see made my sense of hearing become sharper. Not because I wanted to know what other people were talking about, but because accidentally their voices were heard by me.
Like tonight, Brian asked me to wait a little while because he had urgent business and because I was tired of being in his apartment all day then he let me wait at the Coffee Shop.
I deliberately chose the seat on the inside, to be a little away from the other visitors. But even so, I can still hear their conversation.
From the front left side, a couple of husband and wife argue about a divorce plan
who and they will take care of their two children. On the right, there was the sound of a child crying to take his parents home, because soon his favorite movie will be aired, and near me there are mothers who are refusing insurance services.
I'm twirling my phone. If my eyesight were still there, I could spend some time playing the internet. Not like this, just sitting quietly and hearing people's conversations.
“Anggie.” Greet someone break my daydream.
“Ehm, who is it?” I asked to investigate because I felt I didn't know his voice.
“Evan. I'm Evan.” He repeated his name twice, as if to affirm that I
knew him.
Evan's? A familiar name in my memory, considering I really like Hollywood actor Chris Evan, but there is no way he knows me and can speak Indonesian. Whereas if he was my friend in school, why don't I remember ever being in class with him?
But if he was wrong to say hello to someone, is it possible that the person is similar and also has the same name as me?
“Evan who is it?” I made sure, hoping to remember.
“Nicholas Evan's. Former lu.” Obviously, it made me quiet from confusion.
Nicholas Evan's? Who her? Why can't I remember ever knowing someone by that name? Then why did he say that he was my ex-boyfriend, and I never knew him.
“Sorry, maybe you're wrong. Because I don't remember having a friend named Evan let alone an ex.” I clearly.
Evan laughs. “No way I'm wrong! I still remember clearly how your face, nothing changed Nggie.” Evidently. “Nevent cold again be the same me, let alone pretend to forget. I know you're the same Desta and now I don't feel anything else as you kok.”
I frowned and tried to think hard which of us was bragging? How
maybe I who didn't know her could pretend to forget, then who else would she call my current lover?
“Truely I do not know you and I do not lie.” I hope he understands and leaves soon.
“Gie please, no need to pretend.”
“Gue seriously!” Reply annoyed. “Ngapain is also a lie?”
“Ah I know, this time you will not be able to digress if I am honest one thing.”
“Honest about what?” I don't understand.
“Lu remember Desta never came home bruised? He may not have told me why he got hurt
that, but just so you know that day we both fought so that I don't bother you anymore.”
I was silent and maybe my face looked silly not understanding what she was talking about. Although it felt like there was a familiar feeling when He mentioned the name Desta.
“Not bother me how?” I asked finally after successfully refocusing and digesting every word Evan.
“He who is Gie?” Cut Brian who came to pick me up.
“Evan.”
“Thyou?”
I'm shaking. “I just met him today.”
Evan laughs. “Lu Anggie's new guy? I'm an ex-Aggie.Now I know why your chick pretends to bego don't know me the same Desta.” It seems like I know why I behave like that.
“If Anggie says you don't know don't force it. Okay? I trust him.” Obviously Brian and ask Evan to leave.
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