STEVA'S PASSION

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'Klek,' Tan opened the door to a VVIP + inpatient room guarded by professional guards.

Steva and Tan looked at each other as the door opened, Steva's eyes unable to hide how sad and hurt she felt right now, Steva smears dry lips and swallows the hard-earned saliva in the choked throat, takes a deep breath and exhales slowly, calms down so nervous, and? Fearful.

Steva stepped foot into the medicine-smelling room, followed by Malvin, Amora, and Tan, in a very quiet atmosphere, there was only Mrs Gulnora sitting near the patient's cage reciting the scriptures from her faith, praying, supplicating and hoping to God for the great Lord's healing.

Steva walked over, Gulnora who saw Steva coming stood trembling, without saying she closed her sacred book, kissed solemnly and put it on the nightstand, Gulnora retreated and let Steva sit in her place.

Everyone fell silent and held back tears. No sound except a heart-detection device that sounded piercing the heart.

'Nit,,, nit,, nit,,,'

Steva sat by the cage, staring at the man she loved so much, at the man she missed so much, the father of the child still in her womb.

Razz's eyes closed, either he was sleeping or just silently enduring the pain.

Steva touched Razz's soft hand, slowly grasping the very thin hand and stroking it.

"Hi,,," said Steva so softly with a quivering voice. There was no response, Razz was still silent and his eyes were closed.

"I'm home, honey? I'm coming!" Steva took a deep breath and exhaled slowly, her chest was very tight, her heart was very sick, the sadness was so great that she could not utter just a word.

"I miss you so much, I'm sorry, are you mad at me? Because I'm leaving? And you don't want to open your eyes? Hiks hyks," The sobs that Steva was holding back finally sounded as well.

"Wake up, talk to me, tell me that you're going to get well, tell me you're willing to have surgery and accept someone else's heart. If you're afraid of not loving me because of your lost love, then I'll teach you how to love me again, I'll keep fighting for you to love me back, I don't care if you'll yell at me later, angry at me, or even you throw me out of your house, I will not go, but please stay alive, stay alive,,, hysterical hysterics! Awake."

"I'm pregnant, Razz, I'm pregnant, our son,"

Razz's very cute eyes began to open despite being very narrow, he smiled faintly, and his tears fell through the corners of his eyes.

"Don't cry, you've cried too much because of me, don't cry anymore" Razz opened his voice, everyone approached to listen carefully, because Razz's voice was very slow and soft.

"No, no, I'm not crying, no one's crying, quickly wipe away your tears, no one's crying here." Steva moved quickly wiping her tears and shook her head. Razz smiled wider when he heard Steva.

"Do you want to forgive me?" lirih Razz, Steva can feel if Razz's hand is trying to hold it, and Steva holds Razz's hand even tighter.

"Yes, yeah. Sure." Sure." Steva nodded many times.

"I love you so much, Steva. I never betrayed you,"

"I know, I know, I'm wrong, I'm stupid, I'm sorry for not trusting you, as you always say, I'm stupid. I am your stupid girl. Hicks!"

"Hey, you're crying again" Razz chuckled, his eyes opening, Razz seeing the people there, including Malvin and his mom.

"Will Mom accept you?" Razz asked as he looked at the crying Amora in Gulnora's arms. That question really hurt Amora's inner self as a mother.

"Yes, yeah. Mom has accepted me as her daughter-in-law, she loves me, hysterics."

"Good, good. H~haaaahh!" Razz exhaled a breath that felt very heavy.

"Can I pet my son, my dear Stevaku?"

"Sure, sure!" Steva rubbed her tear-soaked face, standing up and grabbed Razz's hand, directing him to touch her slightly protruding belly.

Razz smiled but also cried, the atmosphere was getting worse, none of them were not crying at the moment.

"Hi, honey, did you hear Daddy's voice?" asked Razz in a very soft and soft voice, while trying to move his fingers to stroke Steva's stomach.

"He heard, he heard, honey? Hicks." Steva answered immediately.

"Look, your Mommy's so whiny, she just keeps crying, but you don't get fooled by her naivety, she's so fierce, Daddy's so scared when your Mommy's mad, Daddy's afraid Mommy's gonna leave Daddy,"

"No, I won't do that, no will, hysterics."

Razz smiled at Steva's reply.

"Mom?" now Razz speaks to Amora, and Amora approaches the side of the bed next to her.

"Yes, honey? Mom listened," Amora clasped Razz's hand gently.

"Mommy would love Steva and our son like Mommy loved Razz, right?"

"Yes, yes, Mom will love them like Mom loves you, son, Mommy will love them more than Mom loves herself, "Amora kisses Razz's forehead many times.

"Thank you, Mom. Razz knew Mom was a good mother,"

The atmosphere was getting worse, Steva was already flooded with tears and Malvin could not stand it anymore, he thought that if you should be in this condition, at least Steva would be happy if she was missing, and Malvin was going to fix it all, Malvin couldn't bear to see Steva grieving and suffering, and even then, Malvin's chest was beating so fast, as if it wanted to jump out at the master, it's not his, Malvin feels he has no right.

Malvin turned around, wiped his tears, and he'd come out.

"Where are you going, Mr Malvin?" lirih Razz.

"How does it feel, Mr Malvin? Did you feel the beating? The Debaran you couldn't control when you saw Steva?" lirih Razz is weak.

Steva shook her head, it sounded scary, someone who loved her so deeply and big.

Malvin nodded slowly, he held his left chest and looked at Steva who was not looking at him at all, Steva only saw the focus on Razz, stroked her face, and kissed Razz's hand lovingly.

"It's very distressing, isn't it?" lirih Razz.

"Yes, you're right, I can't control it, so, uh, I'll give it back!"

"DEG."

Everyone gasped for Malvin's answer, Steva quickly looked at him sharply and pushyly, Malvin saw the look in his eyes, the love so great that Malvin saw, but not for himself. Love is for someone else, Fabio Cannavaro Razolla.

Razz laughed softly.

"Are you God, Mr Malvin? Do you want to rival his power? You want to play against destiny? While we are only human creation, which is so weak" said Razz.

"The doctor said that I would only survive for one day with this broken heart of yours, but they forgot that they were only human, and in fact God gave me more time, so don't act like you can rival his power, Mr Malvin!" Razz spoke again.

"You're right, Mr. Fabio. But I feel unworthy to accept your heart of pure and sincere love, whereas I am but a sinful and wrongful bastard, I will restore what is yours, your right, I wouldn't be able to, either, to feel your love for Steva is so great, while Steva doesn't love me at all, she just loves you, and she's gonna hate me, right, Miss Steva?"

With no answer, Steva looked back at Razz, and everyone was silent

"I'm sorry," Malvin stepped away, and he would quickly see a doctor to prepare for a repeat operation.

'Malvin?' lirih Steva in heart. Would he have had the heart if Malvin had to make a sacrifice? Doesn't any decision hurt him? Lord....

"Stev's?" Call Razz.

"I-I did, honey?"

"Are you scared?"

"N-no,"

"Are you sad? Do not be afraid, and do not be sad, God knows what is best as the destiny of each servant."

"I-i did,"

"I'm grateful to have been given the chance to see you, and to meet you, can I ask you for a kiss, Stev? I miss you so much,"

"Sure, sure." Steva stood up, leaning closer to Razz's face, she gently touched Razz's face, caressed him lovingly, and Razz closed his eyes as Steva began to kiss him, Steva linked her lips with Razz's lips accompanied by an unstoppable cry.

SILENT.

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2 DAYS LATER.

"Aamiin,,,,"

"Aamiin,, man,,,"

"Aamiin,, man,,,"

There were humble people saying the same word when a religious leader was chanting a prayer sentence, sending the spirit to a peaceful realm.

A cemetery in the hilly area of the city has been done with solemnity and heartache, sadness so felt enveloping the heart.

The new tomb was neatly lined with the graves of some of the people who had gone before, the graves of the families of the deceased's wives.

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1 month later.

Steva sits on a long wooden bench, overlooking a beautiful natural lake, the cold is bone-chilling, the night the rain falls so heavily, leaving this day so peaceful and soothing.

Drops of rainwater drenched the leaves, and the sun timidly appeared, replaced by clouds that were still blackened, wind gusts added to the cool air as if to freeze the feeling.

A cell phone was in his grasp, and Steva began to slide the screen, revealing a video ready to play, plastered by the pale and weak face of Razz.

"Hi, dear Stevaku? How are you doing? If you receive this video, it means that I have come home, I have been waiting for you for so long in pain. I'm afraid I didn't have a chance to meet, and I prepared this video for you.

~Connected.

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