STEVA'S PASSION

WILLING

Don't offer water you mix with poison to a thirsty person. Because you're only gonna hasten his death.

~Author~

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Steva almost misfortune, he ran up the stairs to Razz's room.

'Klek.' Steva opened the door, her breathing puffed, her chest rising and falling as the roar of her lungs stirred.

"On time!" seloroh Razz who was sitting on the edge of the bed, he just woke up as usual at 6 am no less no more.

"Huhh,, huhhh...." Steva is still negotiating with her lungs and the oxygen she breathes, she runs from the Asha boarding house to the Razz mansion without pause.

"Sorry, Sir. I'll get your bath water ready."

Steva ran into the bathroom after her breathing started to normalize. Steva fills the bathtub with warm water, preparing soap, shampoo and more.

"You get out, I don't shower in the bathtub, I want to take a shower right away" Razz said. He wanted to immediately spout his urine which every morning thrashed to be removed.

"Oh, yeah, all right."

Steva sprinkles out, and Razz does her routine in the bathroom.

Nothing special, everything goes by as usual, Steva dries Razz's hair with a hair dryer, removes it, then helps Razz put on his clothes, and Steva faces the wall face down as Razz curses the lower garment.

Tan was already knocking on the door, standing in front of Razz's room door after Razz yelled asking him to wait.

"Have you thought about it?" Razz asked directly at the core of their conversation that yesterday was delayed.

"I-i did, already, sir!" exciting Steva.

"How's it?" Razz desperately hopes that Steva will accept him, and she can get Liora soon.

"There are things I have to say to you before I answer your request, Sir, after that, it's all up to the same Great Master" replied Steva who made Tan wait even longer out there.

"What?" Razz begins to lose patience, talking to Steva makes him always curious. Are all women like that?.

"Sir, I was taught to keep the disgrace of myself and others well, if it was not God who opened it, but I felt it would deceive you, if I don't tell you the truth my past holds a lot of shame before I finally say "Yes" to be willing to marry you," Steva has thought of this as best she can all night, until he did not sleep and only began to shut down when the clock showed at 4 am, making it almost late this morning because of lazy wake up, if only the neighboring motor next door did not ngeng ngong ngeng make a commotion every morning.

"Say it clearly, Stev. I gotta get going. There's an important meeting today at the office,"

"Master? My s-sa?" doubt, of course. What Steva is going to say is a very shameful thing for any woman who has never been bound by marriage.

"Stev's?" Razz's tone of voice is rising.

"Master, s-sa I'm not a virgin,"

'dug_dug-in. Dug_dug.' Steva's heart was pounding after saying that, what a shame. But as he had thought very well all night, if it was better Steva said it from the beginning.

"Tell me correctly," said Razz still with a flat face, he was not so surprised, besides women today are mostly so. After all Razz was not really in inviting Steva to get married, it was all about getting Liora.

"My father sold me to a pimping mami for some money, he was in debt because of his bad habit of playing gambling and losing, while in the entertainment place that night, I tried to run away, he was in debt, and that's where I first met Malvin, he redeemed me for five billion dollars in pimps," Steva's heart ached again, her tears in the river, it is not easy to forget the story that was carved beautifully in the past. Steva paused for a moment.

"I work at Malvin's house to be able to pay the debt, at the very least, I have good faith in being able to pay the debt even though I sold my two kidneys that would not be enough, we fell in love, and?" crying, Steva was already crying, he took a deep breath of oxygen in the chest cavity which was very crowded with air that felt increasingly thinning in this spacious room.

"And?" razz's forehead frowned.

"And we did it, like it, with full awareness," replied Steva, who ended the sport but with all her might she could bear.

"Huftttt,,," Razz breathed a rough sigh.

"You're not pregnant, are you?" asked Razz who already knew the answer, he just wanted to make sure the sentence was spoken directly from Steva's lips.

"That's not, sir. I'm coming to the moon!" steva replied.

"Well, it doesn't matter if your space has been broken into the seal. The most important thing is that you are not pregnant, because it will be unlawful for a husband to water the seeds in a field that has been planted," replied Razz so clearly discussing religious law.

"I-i am, sir!" steva replied, it's embarrassing. His body trembled violently, his hands clasping each other tightly.

"So? Answer you?" Razz asked again.

"I-i yes. Yes, I'm willing to marry you, sir,"

Razz's smile broadened, he was so relieved to hear Steva's answer, he wanted to jump immediately with excitement and scream, or most importantly he wanted to contact Liora directly.

"Good, all right, let's talk about this again tonight, I have to leave right now," the smile that continued to grow on Razz's lips after Steva gave the answer was misinterpreted by Steva. Steva thinks that smile is sincere to her. And Steva certainly feels very happy and relieved. Razz accepts what he is. And also accept the disgrace of his past.

"I went to work. You you? It's up to you what." Razz said as they reached the door, and Tan took Razz's hand and led him down the stairs.

'Shelf.' Steva closed the door to the room with a smile that continued to expand, happy. Very soon, she will marry the man who calms her heart with just her beautiful blue bead.

Well, even as we talked about yesterday, if the love between the two has not blossomed, but follow the Javanese saying, if the love will grow over time because it often meets.

Elsewhere, Malvin continued to rumble, he slammed the items in his room, his hands injured and bleeding due to the scratches of the shard from the drink bottle he broke.

His eyes were red, an irregular roar of breath. Her appearance was extremely chaotic, sweat soaked the body, alcohol accompanying her 24 hours, and disheveled hair. Malvin was furious that Steva had been on the heels of another man, even married, this morning his personal assistant reported about the money Razz had transferred to pay Steva's debts. Makes Malvin even more inflamed. And she vented all on her belongings in the room, items that reminded her of Steva's presence with a giggle of her cheerful laughter.

"I don't want to lose you, Steva. I can't."

*A new person will feel valuable when we deliberately waste it on yesterday but finally he chose to go from our grasp, and choose another hand to hold it. And there is only one word that covers the heart after that*,**regret***.

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