STEVA'S PASSION

YOU MADE MY SOUL DIE

"So, what's it like to fall in love with a soul you've made dead, sir? Painful right?" ~ Steva.

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Steva pregnancy can be said to be quite good, despite experiencing symptoms in general, once twice Steva experience Morning Sickness, the body feels weak, and prefers to sleep, but about eating there is no obstacle, he did not feel nauseous when he smelled any food, he was very greedy to eat. The portion of the meal increased.

Razz's been abroad for 10 days, coming home tomorrow, just now Steva's talking on the phone with Gulnora's phone, Razz's not letting Steva use a cell phone, so every time Razz wants to call, all through Gulnora.

Today Steva has a rescheduled meeting with Renata, in fact Steva is just an excuse for Razz, he is bored at home and wants to talk to Renata, for now, for now, only Renata is an outsider whom Razz believes and is allowed to meet with Steva. Or is Steva really so eager to see the condition of Malvin? I don't know, he's not sure, Steva just wants to come to the hospital.

"The family's side doesn't accept anyone's guests, Stev. So it's free, the doctors and nurses who can come in are also those who only handle it, so there's no way that I can help you" Renata explained after Steva asked Renata for help, he really wants to see or just know how Malvin is.

"Some, why the hell? you insist, what's the relationship?" investigate Renata a little suspicious of Care Steva's attitude.

"Him? Old best friend!" steva replied casually.

They were silent, but seeing Steva who was so curious, Renata let out a rough breath and relented.

"Hufftt,,, all right. You wait here, I'll find out from the doctor who handled it" Renata said. And Steva greeted with an enthusiastic nod, Renata out leaving Steva alone.

'I can't believe I have to do this.' Renata grumbled inwardly.

Steva and Renata went hand in hand, Gulnora was behind him a little backwards, impolite to hear the serious talk of his superiors.

"Dr, Richard said his condition was already very critical, he needed a heart donor, and yet, he had not opened his eyes for 2 days,"

Suddenly Steva's body lost power, he staggered and almost fell, fortunately Renata quickly caught Steva until her body did not fall onto the marble floor of the Hospital.

"Stev's? You okay?" ask Renata to panic. And Steva nodded slowly, she held her head that felt spinning, her body trembling, and her chest pounding.

"You need treatment" Renata said, Gulnora looked very panicked.

"Should I call the great sir, now?"

"No, I'm fine, Mrs Gulnora, I'm fine" Steva broke out of Renata's arms.

"You sure?" Renata. And Steva nodded confidently.

"Yes, I'll go home first, Doctor Renata. Thanks, yeah!" Steva said goodbye and he got into the waiting car in the front yard of the Hospital. Gulnora thanked Renata before she got in the car.

The journey to a quiet house, no one spoke, only the sound of a car traveling at moderate speed.

"Emm? Can we stop by a chicken geprek outlet? I want to buy some food" Steva asked Gulnora for permission.

"Let the chef do it at home, ma'am." Gulnora resisting smooth.

"But I want it from that outlet, Mrs Gulnora, I won't run away anyway!" Steva assured.

'*Of course I won't run away, even I'm pregnant with Razz's fetus now, and Razz will also be home tomorrow*,'

"Can you, Mrs Gulnora?" Steva continued to persuade, and eventually Gulnora gave up and she nodded.

"*Srreet*!" the car stopped at a red light, Steva turned her gaze to the windshield next to her.

"**DEG**."

***POV STEVA***.

What am I seeing here? Am I dreaming? A car that stopped next to the car that I was riding on the glass door in the passenger seat opened, and there I saw Razz with Liora sitting in the back seat, both, laughing and talking together.

'*No, did I see wrong*?'

Is he not abroad? Didn't he divorce Liora? Isn't he just coming home tomorrow?

Without a second thought I quickly opened the car door and got out, but damn, when I just stepped in to get closer, the lights were green, and the car carrying Razz and Liora had already driven.

"Mrs Liora?" I heard the screams I believed were from Gulnora.

"*Tinnn,,, tin,, tin,, tin*,,,," the horn of both motorists and motorists sounded loud at my reckless actions.

I didn't run out of sense, right in front of me was my jacketed brother and a green helmet that was empty of passengers.

Without warning I went straight up on the motorbike sitting sideways behind Abang ojol.

"Miss?" shouted Abang ojol was about to protest.

"Road bang, chase that red car!" I was so nervous, I hit Abang ojol's shoulder so many times, and he drove his bike.

As for Gulnora and the bodyguards, I no longer paid any heed to them. If what I saw was true was Razz and Liora, and Razz didn't divorce her, then I swear, I'll get away from her. I can't accept a relationship that shares. I'm not that good.

"That's bang, the car. That red front!" I cried in panic with fear in my voice, and my tears had even fallen, really, lies were more painful. No, why is my heart so painful?

"Oh,, Neng, when I want to pick up a customer?" I do not ignore the complaints bang ojol, because even though he was half-hearted, bang ojol still willing to advance his motorbike drove me to chase the red car that I believe there was Razz and Liora was sitting in the back seat.

"Buck, bang?" I kept hitting bang ojol's shoulders, I was so nervous, anxious, panicked, and hurt.

The red car we were following went into the courtyard of a tall, luxurious building, I don't know for sure what building this is.

When the motorbike I was riding just entered the front yard area, the red car passenger had come out, right, not wrong again, it was Razz and Liora. And they look friendly, like a happy romantic couple. Liora flanked Razz's arm and they continued to throw laughter at each other as they entered the building.

'*Strick*!' I cursed and cried.

I chased after those who had entered the tall building with heavy steps and gasping for breath, why did I suddenly become a weak woman? My body trembled and the pounding of my heart made me feel unable to stand up.

"Razz's?" I shouted so loudly that it caught the attention of everyone in the main lobby of the building that I finally knew if this was a VVIP apartment.

"Stev's?" There was a shock that I caught in the blue bead of my husband that I admired so much.

"What are you doing here?" my snaps don't take it. Liora only looked annoyed by looking away, her hands were both placed under her chest.

"Stev, let's talk first, listen to me," Razz tried to grab my hand but as quickly as possible I brushed it off violently.

"Darling, we talk elsewhere, not here, everyone sees us" Razz tried to persuade me who was at the highest emotional level.

"You never went abroad, you never intended to separate, and you two stayed here? Aye right?" I screamed while clutching the collar of Razz's shirt. I'm sure I'm in very bad shape, I'm venting indiscriminate anger in a public place, maybe looking like a market thug.

"Steva, honey?" Razz kept trying to talk but I didn't want to hear his explanation.

'*Plak*?' one slap of mine floated tightly on her cheek, I slapped my husband.

"I hate you, Razz! You made me live in a dead soul."

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