STEVA'S PASSION

WHERE ARE YOU, RAZZ?

"If God wants two hearts to be united, then he will move both, not one." ~ Author.

**POV STEVA**.

We all came home a little late, maybe around 6 and a half, but the sky was dark, and amazingly, we didn't have a flashlight, thankfully Uncle Yohan's guests brought cell phones and we still got lighting from their cell phone flash.

Uncle Yohan and Mr. Ramon walked in front, I walked alone using Mr. Dori's cell phone flash behind them, and Mr. Dori and Malvin walked in tandem behind me.

The night was getting darker, the moon was not visible, the wind was blowing, shaking the trees that made me feel afraid, but I kept silent not saying my fear.

"I think it's going to rain" parrot uncle Yohan.

The occasional flash appears to the surroundings appear bright but back in the dark not up to a second.

"I hope your wife has prepared dinner, I'm very hungry" said Mr. Ramon who was greeted with harshness by Uncle Yohan.

"And can you get me a drink? I so want to enjoy a drink every time I am here, it is very suitable to warm the body with cold air like now" said Mr. Ramon.

"Well, I'll ask the neighbors."

We continued walking while listening to the chatter from uncle Yohan and Mr. Ramon.

Occasionally, I heard a broken branch that shocked me until my steps stopped and jumped.

"Are you okay, Miss Eva?" Mr. Dori asked, while Uncle Yohan who did not know I stopped continuing to step further and further forward with Mr. Ramon.

"I-I was, I'm just a little surprised."

"Dori! Hurry up here, my phone's battery out, aaah,, shit." heard Mr. Ramon yell from up ahead.

"Ah, yes, Mister?" Mr. Dori quickly replied.

"Miss Eva, are you walking with Malvin, sorry, my phone?" Mr. Dori asked for his cell phone from me to take him forward, and I was forced to go hand in hand with Malvin.

My wet body was getting cold from the wind, and I put my wet Malvin leather jacket together as I hugged tightly.

We went back on our way, crickets and night animals began to be heard, the most feared was the snake, oh, may the venomous animal not appear.

"Awas?" Malvin pulled me until my back collided with his chest.

"There is sharp wood" said Malvin with a heavily restrained voice.

I am not an innocent, ignorant virgin village girl, I really feel that the warlord Malvin down there is hardened touching the back of my body, '*Oh, Lord*?'

I widened my eyes, faded and stunned.

"Be careful," she whispered softly, her lips touching my earlobe, as soon as my body brushed, her right hand clutching the rough of my right arm, and her left hand on my left waist.

'*Razz*?'

Even though I realized I was with Malvin, I felt that Razz was with me.

"Ah." I let go quickly, tidying my hair behind my ears nervously. And then went back to chasing after uncle Yohan.

*Yes God? I want to cry, I can't stand it, this feeling is so excruciating, I miss my Razz, how is this? I was so fragile to survive. Razz, where are you? How's it going? Why is it that even though you have hurt me so badly, I still remember you, why even if you have already charged me, I still miss you, why do I still want your touch and grip? Razz,,, don't you miss me? Hix hicks hiks*....

"Eva?" Malvin yelled my name as I ran so fast leaving him, I was embarrassed if they saw me crying, I kept running and ignored Malvin screaming calling me, and he was chasing me.

Uncle Yohan, Mr. Ramon, and Mr. Dori stopped stepping, they looked back at the same time when they heard Malvin shouting my name.

"Eva? What's up, honey?" Uncle Yohan was worried about me, but I kept running past the three of them. I don't care about the dark streets, I can't stand it. My tears are pouring out, my mind is hurting, my chest is tight, I really miss Razz, Oh my God?

"Malvin's? What was? Why is Miss Eva crying?" Mr. Dori asked Malvin who had arrived near them.

AUTHOR POV.

"They? Dinner ready, son? Come out, we'll have dinner together, tok tok." Aunt Elly knocked on Eva's room door. His nephew locked himself in the room after coming home from the cage.

'Klek.' Eva opened the bedroom door, her face was swollen and her eyes were sad, she was crying.

"Can I have dinner tonight, bi? If I'm hungry, I want to be alone first,"

Aunt Elly breathed a rough sigh, she stroked the niece's arm.

"Yes, it's okay, but don't get too absorbed in the sadness, pity the little one who just grew up in the stomach," Aunt Elly turned to stroking Steva's flat stomach.

Steva smiling wryly nodded and again closed the door, Aunt Elly headed back towards the dining table.

"How's it?" ask uncle Yohan.

"He will eat when he is hungry, he said!" Aunt Elly pulled out a chair and dropped down to sit next to uncle Yohan.

Malvin just silently stared flat at the dining table, he thought hard about Eva's change of attitude, why did the girl suddenly mellow like that?

"What were you really doing, Miss Eva, Malvin?" Mr. Dori stared in Malvin meaningfully. Naturally, if he is suspicious, because Malvin is behind with Steva.

Malvin looked up, everyone was looking at him with the same gaze, full of questions.

"I kissed her!" I'm Malvin relax.

"What?" yelled Uncle Yohan and Aunt Elly.

"You?" Mr. Ramon was about to throw a glass.

"May I do that? That's right, Ck." Malvin clucked away his face.

"I just pulled her hand, because in front of her was a sharp wooden fracture, and I don't know, she suddenly ran and cried, she was just a weird, stupid girl."

"Malvin?" shouted Mr. Ramon.

"Here you go, it's okay, I'll talk to her later, now, let's enjoy this dinner meal," Aunt Elly broke up the noise.

'Why are you so weird, stupid girl? Ck.´.'

Steva took the man's suit that had helped her in the closet, she didn't even wash it, letting the coat owner's scent stay there, although it began to feel bad because it mixed with the air from the closet.

"I don't know who you are, sir? But your scent really reminds me of the person I love so much, my husband, no, he's already divorced me, Razz,,,, I miss you, really!"

Steva hugged the suit inhaling deeply the scent of the owner that she did not know, but the smell was the same as the scent of Razz's body, the tears flooded back with a gray mind.

Uncle Yohan accompanies Mr. Ramon and Mr. Dori for a drink in the backyard of the house, after Uncle Yohan gets a few bottles of drinks from the neighbors. They will only be home tomorrow when Mr. Ramon's men come to transport wood to the city, precisely to the factory of Mr. Ramon.

Malvin sat on the steps of the terrace alone, and his mind was still filled with Steva. Really torturing.

Aunt Elly chose to sleep in the room, she was indeed used to sleeping after dinner.

At 10, Steva was hungry, and she came out of the room to the kitchen.

"You hungry, honey? Sorry Mom, huh? Mom's fussy again. Kangeen same Daddy, hihihi," Steva giggled, he spoke to himself while stroking his stomach while carrying a plate of food in his right hand towards the dining table.

"Auh?"

Malvin had held Steva's plate so as not to fall, he did not touch Steva's body in the slightest, fearing that the incident on the way back again repeated.

"I know that you must be surprised to see me, as bad as I am in your eyesight, you are always surprised when I'm around you."

Steva pulled the plate, sat down and put the plate on the table. Malvin sat in the opposite seat, facing off.

"Why are you sitting here? Have you not eaten yet? It's just disturbing" grumbled Steva who was about to start his dinner alone.

'Yeah, why am I sitting? Aaahh,, stupid, I always wanted to be close to this girl.'

"Why indeed? Is there a ban that I can't sit here?" Malvin nyolot.

"Iisshh,,, whatever!" para Steva continued eating.

"T-ta was? I didn't overhear you talking to yourself while rubbing your stomach," Malvin asked nervously, he didn't see Steva at all, his gaze turning the other way.

Steva stopped eating, then returned to struggling with a spoon.

"Yes, as you've heard, I'm pregnant" said Steva casually, he went back to devouring a spoonful of rice.

"Oh!" Malvin responded briefly.

'Just oh? Why is it so hard to ask?'

"I didn't see your husband, did you?"

"What's the deal with you? Are you so important that I should tell you about myself? If the guest is the guest, don't cross the line!" ketus Steva stood up carrying his empty plate to take to the kitchen.

"A-a what?"

'Based on stupid girls don't know manners!'

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