STEVA'S PASSION

LET HIM GO OR ME?

STEVA POV.

The jealousy still lingered when I thought about their closeness, however, Razz once loved Liora very much, and now their status has been as husband and wife.

My heart throbbed at the thought of Razz taking care of Liora at the Hospital, why not just use the services of a nurse? But I think it would be too heartless if I told Razz, even though my heart wanted that to be what Razz did.

I remembered Razz who took care of me sincerely and painfully when I was sick yesterday, he was so pampering me, would Razz also do the same to Liora? Will Razz also carry Liora's body to the toilet? Ah, of course you are. Razz couldn't possibly let the bodyguards do it.

Razz must have fed him food, stroked his face and kissed his forehead, or maybe Razz would have done more than that? Could he not stand it and kiss Liora's lips? And maybe Liora will melt down and fall in love with Razz.

Oh God? why is my thinking so bad? Really, sharing is so painful.I hate all this.

I came to the Hospital at lunchtime, all of you bringing lunch to Razz.

'Lunches!' I opened the door to Liora's hospital room, on the patient's bed, Liora seemed to be sleeping, and Razz was sitting on the sofa with Tan, a laptop was on the table in front of them, and Razz is seen signing some papers.

My heart was a little relieved, I came and saw a normal scene, even Razz was guarding Liora while working, unlike my guess that made my heart race during the journey to this place, which was not the case, imagining if it was possible when I walked into Liora's room, I found Razz making out with her.

"Darling?" razz exclaimed as he saw me enter, and still stood in the doorway. Razz quickly gives the file he holds to Tan. And he immediately threw himself into my arms very tightly, peeping at my forehead, face, and lips many times.

This is our meeting after two days ago since Liora entered the Hospital, I was quite hesitant to come on the first day, and Razz contacted me if she could not leave Liora. I also succumbed to longing and jealousy, I came today.

My heart warmed to Razz's great welcome, he missed me so much, he said it so many times.

"Alright, Sir. I'm back in the office." Excuse me and leave us.

Razz took my hand, took me to sit on the couch. He held my body back in his arms, Razz incessantly peeked at me.

'Oh, sir, I'm sorry I suspected my husband, I'm sorry I didn't trust you, Mr. Razz!"

"What did you bring?" Razz looked at the paper bag I was carrying, containing the food Mr. Koki had prepared.

"Have you eaten?" razz asked as he opened his favorite food I brought.

"Already," I answered briefly accompanied by a faint smile that I still forced.

My husband's handsome face looks tangled, his beautiful blue bead is wrapped in blackened eye bags, maybe he's sleep deprived.

"How's Liora doing?" I asked, Razz finished the food first in his mouth before he answered.

"It's very good, maybe tomorrow you can go home" replied Razz. I smiled and nodded.

I stood towards the nightstand, took a glass, then poured him some water. And back on the couch next to Razz, I put a glass of water on the table.

"Liora was shaken, she needed special attention, I'm sorry, for paying more attention to her now," Razz looked at me so deeply, he put down the food he had left and had not finished, Razz downed his drink before he continued his explanation. And I'm ready to listen.

"I need a psychiatrist for Liora, but she refuses, assuming that only a madman deals with psychiatrists. But Renata strongly advised him, Liora currently looked calm, but did not rule out the possibility that she would return to do reckless things, to harm herself," Razz sighed harshly, saying, I think it's only natural that Razz was worried about her, I shouldn't be too prejudiced, and I should also brush off my jealousy.

"I didn't expect Liora's life to be the way it is today, she used to be a very cheerful woman, but now? Huufftt,,,,"

"Leon? Leon's? No, Leon, no! Leon,,,,"

Razz and I were shocked when Liora, who was sleeping, suddenly raved, delirious, the name she mentioned explained how much Liora loved the man.

Razz and I ran up to him, I stood in front of the bed, by his feet, and Razz sat on the edge of the bed and hugged Liora, calming her down.

"DEG."

Oh, no, please don't be jealous, look at Liora's situation, she does need someone to strengthen her, and Razz is her best friend, why am I so mean and selfish with jealousy?

A drop of tear that fell on my cheek, lest Razz see it.

"Hey, calm down, it's okay, it's just a dream,,," Razz stroked Liora's back, and buried Liora's face into her arms.

"Razz?,, hysterical hyx, that dream again, Razz? The dream again?" Liora wrapped her hands around Razz's body, crying and complaining to her husband who was also my husband.

Damn, why is my heart so painful? I really don't like sharing a husband even though it's out of pity.

"It's okay, Liora, don't be afraid, there I am here." Razz continued to calm Liora down until her sobbing began to stop leaving behind a small sigh.

Me? Whether the parable is fitting to describe my current position, I was the first wife to witness my husband's intimacy with his second wife, I just stood unmoved and invisible. Where is the brave and screaming Steva not to be cheered on? Why am I like a mute woman who cannot speak my heart? Razz, I'm jealous!

"I want to pee," lirih Liora softly, making me flinch. What her?

"Okay, come!" Razz grabs Liora's body into her sling, and Liora carries her bottle of infusion. Razz's steps came to a halt as he looked at me, I guess my eyes must be watering by now, and Razz's eyes? Is that a look of guilt? I don't know, I can't interpret it.

Razz stepped back after Liora said she couldn't stand it, and she ignored me to bring Liora into the bathroom in the corner.

No, I can't stand it, I'm not that strong. I quickly grabbed my bag that I had placed on the table, and I walked straight out of Liora's hospital room.

I ran, and the bodyguard who drove me was chasing me. Do I want to escape? Why am I not sure? Where am I going? I don't have a house or nobody, and what about Asha? Will Razz vent his emotions on Asha? Oh God?

My steps stopped because one of the bodyguards managed to grab my hand, and I hated crying in front of others.

"Mrs, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to,"

I brushed off the bodyguard's hand until he couldn't finish his words.

"I want to go home" my great-grandson was brief. And the bodyguard immediately contacted the driver who was in the car in the parking area of the Hospital.

I can't leave now, I have to finish everything well with Razz, I don't want to be cheated on, I can't, I'm not that strong.

If Razz can't let go of Liora, then she has to let me go.

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