STEVA'S PASSION

HE HASN'T CHANGED

STEVA POV.

"Hey, kid! You have to change the look on your face that looks creepy to make it look sweeter, you're scaring little girl Mr Yohan!" said uncle Yohan's guest whom they called Mr. Dory.

"This is how handsome!" Malvin stood up from the dining table to the open window facing the backyard, he lit a cigarette and enjoyed it.

'Oh, God? You hear that? Even if you lose her memory, but it doesn't change her identity, she's still with her hubris and over pedenya, uffffthh.'

"So, this beautiful girl of yours just stayed in this place?" Mr. Ramon asked about me to Uncle Yohan.

"Yes, it's only been two months,"

"Before?" asked Mr. Ramon so enthusiastically want to pry about me, making me who put a piece of meat feels fiber in the throat because it is uncomfortable.

"He lives in the city," uncle Yohan replied casually and as it is, nothing is covered, unlike me who felt restless and afraid suddenly.

'Malvin's uncle couldn't have known me, right? I don't even know if Malvin had an uncle, we used to live alone in his house and the workers, no family at all.'

"In which city?" Why does Mr Ramon still ask?

"Him?" Uncle Yohan was about to answer a question from Mr. Ramon, but I interrupted quickly.

"I call the suburb where mom is buried."

"Oh, that's quite far from the city center." responded Mr. Ramon, he had finished his meal, and ended by chugging the water in a glass.

"Hey, don't you have drinks for me?" asked Mr. Ramon who I understand for sure is an alcoholic drink. And uncle Yohan smiled as he patted her on the shoulder.

"There's no stock, I haven't had time to go to town, just drink your coffee." Uncle Yohan stood up and was followed by Mr. Ramon and Mr. Dory.

"Young man, we're all going to my barn in the woods, do you want to come? Or just wait here?" Uncle Yohan was wearing his coat that aunt Elly gave him.

I who cleaned the dining table occasionally glanced at Malvin who was still faithful standing near the wooden window just below his chest.

"I'll catch up later" Malvin replied casually, again taking a sip of nicotine gas from a cigarette stick tucked between his middle and index fingers, without looking at it. Really haughty.

"Well, we go first" uncle Yohan said goodbye to Aunt Elly and to me, his guests Mr. Ramon and Mr. Dory followed Uncle Yohan's steps while wearing their leather jackets, don't forget their sunglasses are perched on their nose.

"Va, auntie went to uncle Oril's house first, yeah! Want nitip solar, solar in the barn stay a little, fear tomorrow run out and we have no electricity."

"Oh, yes, Bi."

aunt Elly also went to the house of one of the neighbors who although her house was only adrift 4 other neighboring houses but the distance was very far because the yard after yard of wooden houses here was very spacious.

I washed the dirty dishes and other cutlery that we used. When I'm done, I take out the trash inside the black plastic that Aunt Elly used to cook, I take out the trash, I'm going to throw it now to the dump and go to the cage to give the goats and sheep that have been my friends for the last 2 months.

I am grateful, my son in the stomach is very strong, obedient and not troublesome at all, only every morning feel nauseous, but does not reduce appetite, even increased portions.

"Aah?" I was shocked when I turned to find Malvin standing near the dining table with his hands under his chest staring at me sharply. I cleared my throat slowly to reduce the nervousness that suddenly struck.

"Where are you going?" malvin asked as he glanced at the crackle bag containing the trash that was in my left hand.

"A-a I'm going to take out the trash, all the way to the cage," I walked past hoping he'd stay there and not follow me, because I can't be quiet around him even though I tried.

"Cage?" he followed my footsteps.

"Yes, the goat and sheep pens,"

Why does my heart keep beating? He's just an ex, okay, I feel guilty for what happened to him then, but now look, he's fine. Very good in fact.

"You want to leave me here alone?"

My steps stopped when Malvin spoke again.

"Why did M-me?"

Malvin stepped up and he stopped as his body aligned with me, facing flat ahead.

"I don't want to be here by myself, people can think of me as a bad person, and they can beat me up, we never know what our next fate will be,"

"DEG."

Malvin stepped first out of the main door, down the steps of a wooden ladder that is not so high.

"So? You wanna come?" I shouted while closing the door of the house without locking it, a habit here.

"There was no other choice, so I had to," the parrot Malvin looked back at me for a moment before he finally stepped back to the front of the house.

"But the direction isn't there? You're going the wrong way!" my tone sounded sniffy. I covered the left into the barn next to the house to pick up my boots first, and I put them on before leaving.

"Khem, how do I know where it's going? It's a foreign place to me," fixed with his snobbery.

'Basic, not changed at all, if you don't know yes don't be pretentious.'

I stomped my feet in annoyance as I stepped foot for the first footing. And Malvin was tailing casually behind me.

We passed the path into the forest, shady trees became our sights along the right and left of the road, the cool breeze, and the cool but warm air, he said, because the sun up there perched gallantly, probably around 2 p.m.

"This place is still very beautiful, everything is natural, I rarely find in the city" said Malvin who made me feel even more upset.

'TK boy also knows that, you stupid man.' I swear in my heart.

"I can't imagine living in a forest without electricity and without the internet,"

Malvin was still babbling and I chose silence.

"But, I think I'd be at home, if accompanied by the village girls who_" Malvin kept talking to me, or rather talking alone because I didn't respond.

'Oh God? I've misjudged it, I think she's turned cold and quiet, but in fact? Ufffhh,, it's the same. Only women, women, and women were on his mind.'

"Miss Eva? Miss Eva? Miss Eva?"

"Aaahh?" Malvin screamed beside me and stopped our steps, for I was immersed in my own thoughts and did not respond to him blabbering.

"You hear me?"

"A-a what?"

"Iiisshh, you, you are beautiful, but you are stupid" he grumbled as he stepped forward and left me.

'What did he say? He still says to me, stupid. Fucking maniac s.e.k.s'

"So you admit I'm pretty?"

"When did I say it?"

"So, just now, you said I was pretty,"

"Yes, maksa. I want to be beautiful, I don't feel like saying it!" Malvin sniffed his shoulders, fixed his glasses, put his hands in the pocket of the leather jacket he was wearing, and stepped before me.

"Hey, you're pretentious to walk ahead, do you know where to go?" I've really been angry with this haughty attitude since a long time ago.

"At least there's only one path, so I can't go the wrong way, like I only have one partner, I won't make a mistake, but if I find a branching path, I'll let you pass first, I'll let you pass by, maybe you're a master at heart-shaking,"

'What is being talked about? After the accident it turned out that he was even more chatty.'

I don't want to feel defeated, at least this is my place, and he's just a guest, I walked ahead and I didn't care if I had hit his shoulder, or I accidentally, ah, that's it, I didn't, he deserves that.

We kept going and Malvin was still raving about commenting on everything around him he saw or found. It's like a natural yutuber.

We have come out of the path that left right of the trees of the dense forest, and found a stretch of grass, in front there is a beautiful natural lake, a beautiful lake, and nearby is Yohan's uncle's cattle pen. My destination.

"I still feel like you actually know me, am I right?"

"DEG."

My footsteps stopped for a moment.

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