
"I forced you to get killed in my head, but why do you feel like you're still around and don't want to get away? How many more times do I have to stab and erase you from my memory?" ~ Steva for Razz.
**POV STEVA**.
"I still feel like you actually know me, am I right?"
"**DEG**."
My footsteps stopped for a moment. And Malvin, who was behind me, was spelling out my body fingers with a flinch.
"N-no, I don't know you, it's not right, you, you're wrong." I rushed over because I was so panicked that I didn't realize I was walking down a muddy road and my legs slipped, I almost fell.
"Aaahh?" my reflexes are both closed. I thought I was falling into a wet mud patch, but when I opened my eyes, Malvin was holding me tight, and his body was on top of me, I mean, I was about to fall and he caught me. Our gazes met so deeply and my heart was pounding irregularly, damn it. Why this feeling? *ram*?
What the hell am I thinking? For a moment I felt that Razz had embraced me, his embrace that had warmed and calmed me, why did I feel the presence of Razz around me?
I broke free from Malvin, even subconsciously pushing his chest. It took Malvin away from me, and I looked around frantically looking for the Razz who might be following me here.
"*Aaaahh*?" lirih Malvin holding his left chest.
"Malvin?" I murmured in panic, Malvin looks like he's holding back the pain. The neckline, and his face were protruding, and his face turned a crimson red.
"Malves?" I was about to get close, however,
"Stop!"
My steps stopped, Malvin's hand raised, he wouldn't let me get close to him. And he's still holding his left chest in pain.
"W-why are you? Your chest hurts?" I was so panicked. Malvin closed his eyes, took a deep breath and exhaled slowly.
"It's okay, I'm fine."
MALVIN POV.
I walked down the path with the girl named Eva entering the forest, she said she was going to the cattle station, I was curious about the surroundings of this place, so I went with her, so I went with her, or actually I don't really care about the place, but I'm curious about the person, I wonder who this girl really is? Why do I keep wanting to get close and my heart beats so strongly. Well, it was the first time I met Eva, but the appeal was amazing.
Whose heart is it that makes me feel so miserable? Does the owner of this heart have anything to do with Eva, or am I alone related to this girl? But that's impossible, she's just an outback girl far from civilization. How could we possibly meet each other?
As Eva slipped down the slippery muddy road, I held back her body, my right hand grabbed her and my left hand grabbed her shoulder, her body a little kayang, and our faces met very close, I'm on top and he's under me.
"DUG.DUG_DUG.DUG."
My heart was getting out of control, that beautiful brown bead was so tempting to my faith, and those sensual lips were so tempting to my maleness, that my body down there hardened and expanded, but what was torturous was this heartbeat that made my whole body tremble, what was wrong with me. I can't control this heart.
"Aaahh?" I'm squealing. Eva suddenly pushed my chest very strongly, I grimaced with pain and pain. The pressure made me want to slam myself, but I held on. Hold on, I have to hold on.
Steva sat me down on a long wooden bench facing a natural lake, after she helped me walk because I still felt pain in my chest and continued to hold my chest.
But after seeing this lake in front of me, I gradually improved, the pain in my chest gradually reduced, what a very beautiful sight, I was amazed and did not expect there to be a lake as beautiful as this in the forest.
"Is that still hurting? Is your chest still hurting?" Eva asked in an anxious tone and face, Damn it. Why does this girl look so adorable?
"You must have suffered a lot!" lirih Eva regrets.
"No, it's nothing, I've felt more pain than this, just so you don't add to it, really, your drive just made me almost die,"
I said what I really felt, after all, before I got a new heart, I did feel excruciating pain, worse, and now it just takes time to really recover.
"M-ma sorry, I didn't mean it," said Eva still with guilt.
Eva's hand slowly stretched out in front of me, hey, what's she doing? I was stunned unable to escape. Very slowly and gently Eva touched my painful left chest. Calm down, the pounding slowly calmed down, Eva's hands calmed my aching heart.
Me? My heart? My whole body is rippling. I looked down at my own left chest, why was the touch of Eva's hand so soothing? And Eva suddenly pulled her hand fast, I looked up quickly, I saw her eyes glazed with lips clenched. I am really confused.
"What's wrong?" my question is to make sure, Eva just shook her head turned her back to me facing the lake, she wiped her tears, well, I'm sure she cried and wiped the tears away from my back, why is she?
This girl was very unique, for a moment she was so brave and dissident, a moment later she became weak and affectionate.
"Why were you? As if looking for someone," I asked the incident earlier, just after Eva pushed my chest, she looked back and forth like she was looking for another figure.
"T-no, no, no," Eva shook her head quickly, then walked back towards me with a sad face, I think she remembered someone, what was all this? Eva is a girl full of mystery that makes me interested, curious, want to always be close to him when we just met this time.
"B-ba well, you just wait here, I have to finish my job first."
Eva wandered away leaving me on a long wooden bench overlooking the beautiful lake all by herself. And he ran while carrying a bag of crackles filled with kitchen garbage. Strange girl.
I followed him, and watching Eva's every move, he burned the trash he carried in the garbage dump of the dried grass mound that was eating sheep, I kept watching him, he smiled once in a while while taking care of the sheep, damn it, again the smile made me feel anxious and wanted to pounce on him.
Eva washed her hands and feet near the lake after finishing everything, I approached and squatted nearby, intending to do the same, wash my hands. But shit! This strange girl was easily shocked and panicked.
"Aaahh,," cried Eva who was shocked to see me squatting nearby, her hands clutching my jacket and she slipped up to the two of us,
"BABYUURRR"