Sincerity Love Vishnu

Chapter 95 Meeting Part Of A Soulmate

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Sometimes we forget the meaning of a meeting. The soul mate is part of the meeting itself though not absolute forever. Yashna believed that what she was going through would definitely stop at her mouth, which was a soul mate.

The woman is now twenty-eight years old. He is well aware that his age is no longer young. It is possible that while still in Australia she was still considered a young woman growing up, but when she set foot in Indonesia again, that age again became part of her weakness.

“Mbak Yashna not married what because it has not sold?”

A question. Ah, no. Yashna called it an immoral frontal attack. He just smiled, not having the intention to reason. Marriage is a life choice and not a life goal.

God may not give her a husband but a friend. He will also accept it. When he died, he was alone, not inviting and his soul mate. So, he is quite calm in responding to the grapevine of the person who tastes himself with a negative point of view.

These few days after the visit to Vishnu's house, Alan no longer met him. His decision to ask for a break for a moment was finally approved by the young man, but on condition that Yashna would not avoid him again.

“I beg you not to run away.”

That's the only message. No other words are sweet or desperate. He knows, the decision to take a break for a moment will not solve the problem. However, at least he is now trying to rearrange the feeling after for two years like a rollercoaster ride.

This morning, Yashna's activities were to visit children with cancer at a cancer-caring foundation. Because often follow social activities now make him understand, life does not only contain dating, shopping, selfi, and playing the streets. There is someone who is struggling to stay healed even though hope sometimes does not match reality. When today can still meet and laugh together, encourage each other, it turns out that tomorrow he is gone.

Grateful, he never ceases to give thanks for his life path.

“Cowok handsome that does not come?” ask Aris who since a few days no longer saw Alan following into the activities of Yashna.

“She was busy,” Yashna replied turning her head and again observing the interaction of children who were in the park of a hospital that is specifically for treating cancer patients.

“You have any problem?”

“No,” says Yashna slowly.

“You broke up!” pekik Aris could not believe it.

“I'm asking for a break for a moment. Yes, if the soul mate is not going anywhere,” firmly Yashna was given a nod of Aris' head.

“Oh, true too.

Yashna and Aris were silent after that. They enter each other's daydreams.

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The weather this afternoon is cloudy. Already this is Alan back and forth to the notary office. He is now seeking a name transfer assisted by lawyers and also the company. His time was drained, he was quite grateful because it made him able to forget a little about his problems with Yashna.

“Al, you can't, yes, turn your eyes to make you look at me for a moment? Not afraid that the cornea is the same pupil of your eyes kesleo because all day just mantengin monitor screen the same play game!”

Alan threw his body on the bed with smiling lips, remembering how Yashna had even asked for a moment to look at her. It was too busy with its own world.

“This week there is a good film, gala premier loh. Can you please help me?” pinta Yashna at that time. He has no friends, Alan limits his association other than because he is not fluent in English.

“I promised you. Limited quota. How dong,” said Alan at the time.

“Oh, yes already. I put my mother in the house. Watch sometime if you are free,” said Yashna forcing a smile.

“Don't get angry, huh? I promise not to feel good. I'll make you after that, okay, Yashna Darling?” alan kissed Yashna on the forehead.

“Yes, I'm okay. Dozen it your activities.”

Yashna then swallowed disappointment in her heart. He's an adult, not a kid, he shouldn't be angry, right?

“Do not get angry, yes. Love you.”

Regretted? Of course, for two years he was lost. Forgetting that love should be constantly nurtured. No matter how great the taste, if it is not expressed with the language of attention, it will be destroyed also swallowed by time.

Alan is still unstable. He thinks just by saying the word love then for women is enough. He was wrong, he was wrong, and he felt very guilty. The shadow of Yashna during her time in Australia is now twisted in her brain.

“Yashna, where are you?” Alan asked the whereabouts of the woman who was still enthroned in the heart after five attempts to contact him.

“On the road, why?” yashna answered from the phone line.

Alan can make sure Yashna isn't lying. The sound of vehicles was heard from there.

“Home time?”

He no longer had the right to be angry. His position is no one else after going to undergo a break for two months.

“Why?”

Alan took a deep breath. This time he moved from the bed and walked to grab the shirt from the closet.

“Why questions answered questions? Who will answer later?” gerutu Alan now began to remove the white office shirt and replace it with a t-shirt.

Not showered? No, he already misses Yashna too much and no longer wants to delay.

“You also seem to have just returned home from work.” Yashna just guessed.

Actually Yashna is still near the kosan, he deliberately sat in HIK, or a tent stall that often sells various types of fried food and rice packs also drinks. The vehicle was crowded as usual.

“Iya,” replied Alan stopped his attempt to wear a shirt with just one hand. He waited for Yashna's speech after this.

“Don't see me if you don't shower and your face is tangled!” pinta Yashna ketus.

Alan was glued for a moment, he smiled. He did not expect Yashna to guess what she would do.

“Who doesn't shower?”

“Usually so!" Still with a faint voice, Yashna answered.

”Still, yes. Still want me who mblawus it,“ seloroh Alan sitting again in bed, he took off the shirt he was about to wear to take a shower.

“Dah, yes. I'm on the road again.” Yashna immediately closed the call, without waiting for a reply from him at all.

After staring at the screen of his phone that featured a photo of Yashna, rubbing it with his thumb for a moment, Alan immediately went to the bathroom and rushed to Yashna's index. He misses her so much.

He planned to find the cost around Yashna. Actually, he is not used to being far from women who have dimples that will force his smile even though his heart is disappointed and angry.

“I have to get sorry and your heart again, Yash. Anyhow I will take it even though at that time I was like begging you. Apparently, it feels like my own stupidity that makes you so,” muttered Alan while walking out of the hotel room where he was staying to meet Yashna.

Along the way he thought about the strength of his patience with her. Two years is not a short time. It felt like he hugged and apologized many times, but it seemed like Yashna would just sneer at him. He has to prove by action, not by mouth alone.

Alan arrives at Indekos Yashna with his female room empty. The other residents say so. The clock has shown at eight o'clock at night, Yashna's phone since an hour ago continues to be busy when contacted.

“My test should pass,” muttered Alan pecking rough. He sat in the chair that was provided on the front porch.

While patting a few times mosquitoes who stopped by to obscure his clean and smooth skin Alan closed his eyes. He will wait until Yashna comes home.

The sound of laughter approaching finally convinced Alan, the voice belonged to the woman he had been waiting for this hour. They looked at each other for a moment and then turned awkward.

“I close first, yes, Bang. This is my play,” Yashna told someone who was in a phone conversation.

“You just got home?” alan asked as he continued to observe Yashna sitting across the table.

“Just hanging out in front of it, you know. What's up here?” tanya Yashna put her phone on the table.

Alan glanced for a moment, the profile photo has been changed into a photo of Yashna with the son of a dance sanggar. His heart was quite relieved when Yashna did not put up a photo of another man to replace his picture.

“I miss,” replied Alan honestly. Words from the bottom of his heart. Usually he will only say the word love and miss as light as candy. Now his speech is far from the bottom of his heart and it feels like exploding to immediately hug, kiss the woman to melt what she is feeling. However, it can no longer. He was so sorry, Yashna for two months was just his best friend.

“You've eaten?” alan asked as Yashna did not respond to the longing. He knew, perhaps Yashna was fed up with the frequent love speech and longing in the mouth only, in fact watching him never.

“Already, earlier in front HIK,” replied Yashna still maintained her flat face.

“Tomorrow, I'm free. All the company's business is gone. I will start learning with the help of my work team will occupy the position there,” said Alan immediately given a nod to Yashna's head.

“Congratulations, yes. Good luck with your career and life.”

“Tomorrow, no event, we go?” alan looked at Yashna expectantly.

“Wah, can't, Al. I have a promise with the children of sanggar,” replied Yashna displaying a face of sympathy.

“Can't be canceled? Don't you go there every day?”

“Not good, anyway. Know for yourself, how would it feel to cancel the appointment with him? You certainly will not cancel the appointment to keep a new promise even with your girlfriend though, right? Sorry yes, maybe the next time,” Yashna replied piercing Alan's feelings.

The man's blood rippled violently. Feeling torn to shreds by a simple sentence that now turns itself to him. He lowered his head, hiding a reddened face so that Yashna would not see him.

“Don't get angry, huh? A good friend would love to understand, right?” kilah Yashna is exactly the same as the weapon he gave when Yashna was disappointed with his friend-centered attitude.

“Iya, promise when we walk again?” alan asked clenched his fingers tightly as he said so.

“Appointment, deh.” Yashna gave a sweet smile as she said.

“God, why is it so hard to endure patience? Why do I have to go through this to be with the woman I love? I want to go back to that time, I'll change my behavior to her. God, what should I do?” alan's mind was still looking in Yashna who now turned his gaze towards the front. The blue fence on the outside was already deserted.

“You didn't come home? Visiting hours only until nine,” said Yashna lowered her head. Actually he did not want to expel Alan, it's just that the rules are like that.

“I passed graduation in two months, Yashna. After that we plan our wedding, huh?” said Alan made Yashna surprised, he swallowed because he was nervous as soon as he returned Alan's gaze that was not as usual. To overcome his shock he then laughed blandly.

“Report home. You don't talk about marriage when we break like gini, Al. We are setting our hearts, can not be like gini,” kilah Yashna melengos.

“Ok, I wait two months this is your answer, this will apply forever. I will be there for you, and I hope that before you give me an answer, you think this more wisely,”, Alan said, making Yashna laugh.

“What did you eat before you came here. Go home, gih. Udah malam.”

Yashna got out of the chair. He approached Alan to pull his arm to stand up and leave.

The location of the cost at the very end does feel very quiet at night. Even the room was only rented by three residents. Yashna did not want their voices to interfere.

Alan was disappointed to obey Yashna to stand up. Walking dragged by Yashna's steps in front of him. Without a second thought the man pulled back Yashna's hand and was forced to stop. Without warning the man hugged the body of the woman he loved with longing mixed with guilt.

“I'll prove that I deserve your forgiveness, Yashna. Give me a chance, please. You can be angry, answer anything to me and I will accept it. But please, never convert your heart to another man, Yashna, please,” whispered Alan right in Yashna's ear.

Yahsna. He felt the same desire. But he feels tired.

“What's it like to hurt?” ask Yashna in a soft voice.

“Very, and I beg you, sorry for my stupidity back then. Me ...”

“Good, if you also feel pain. Aren't we even,” throw Yashna made the man let go of his embrace and stared inside Yashna.

“Are you going to torture me for two months?” tanyanya.

“Through not be on yourself.”

“Through what?” alan asked confused.

“Go home. This hug is the last time, don't do it again. Our friendship standards are different indeed, Alan. You hug who you want,” lontar Yashna break away.

“Ngak will. Forever all I hold is you, I promise.”

“Appointment?” yashna repeated with a laugh, and she walked over to the gate to let Alan go. “I'm tired of your promise. Ok, there go before evicted residents,” added Yashna standing on the side of the open door.

“I'm home, yes.”

“Cautious.”

“You don't love kiss goodnight first,” said Alan featuring a prank smile.

“If you manage to graduate and I accept your application, let alone kiss goodnight, after marriage kiss allnight I love you. Just there, go!” drive Yashna away while pushing Alan's body out of the fence. He also immediately closed not forgetting to padlock afterwards.

He walked away from Alan and entered the room without caring if the man was waiting for him to enter and the sound of his car was heard away.

“I have to do this, Alan. Or forever you will act arbitrarily with our relationship.” Yashna sat on the bed, putting her hands to her chest. His heart is pounding.

“You must teach him a lesson, Brother Yashna. Let him be jealous, hot, and hurt so he realizes that you mean so much to him,” Almira said at the time to him. Almira supports him on temporary break with Alan.

“Should?”

“Iya, dong. I know, really. Alan is dead love with Brother, only he is too cute with people, and that for me is not really,” added Almira patted Yashna's shoulder.

“Still, yes, Ira,” says Yashna smile.

“Quiet, we're brothers. I wish Alan was your soul mate. It would be great if we were brothers.”

“When I used to have the same taste as Vishnu,” godanya make Almira sing his lips.

“Important 'kan, Mas Inu there is just the same taste I,” reply the woman while grinning.

“Oath! What a pampering!” rutuk Yashna both laughed with Almira.

“You do not know 'kan struggle Mas Inu dapetin trust and love me to grant him to be my husband?” almira says show off.

“He got karma! Kapok, he got it from you apparently! Huh!" hiss Yashna was satisfied.

Almira pushed Yashna's shoulders as she laughed.

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'Don't expect to reap the good of the moment as the seed of pain. Take care of your heart, then that person will take care of your heart too.'

- Syala Yaya

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