Sincerity Love Vishnu

Chapter 102 Open Competition

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Whoever the person is, when ever swallow the disappointment of someone who is loved, then do not blame when the person is no longer easily ignored. That is what Yashna feels.

Yashna saw what Alan was doing despite occasionally turning his eyes in the other direction so as not to look like he was laughing. The man's hand movements looked clumsy as he tried to stockpile with the soil, the roots of fruit tree seedlings that had been planted using a hoe. It looks so difficult. Yashna could only exhale because she thought Alan was so bad.

“It's good, right?” the tan was given a thumbs-down by Yashna.

“Yes geez. This I do full diligence,” protest does not accept.

His sweat seemed to drip from his forehead. He had planted two seedlings at once belonging to Yashna. It was very pleasant to be accompanied by the woman he liked to be beside him like a peasant who was hoeing in the rice field. Alan was suddenly happy.

“Mau, I help you?” bargain for someone who had been standing next to Yashna who was sitting crouching.

Alan and Yashna immediately looked over. Uncomfort soon enveloped Alan's heart with Setyo's arrival. For Alan, the man is a threat to his relationship with Yashna. A very clear look in her eyes that Setyo likes his woman.

“No need. I'm creating memories with Yashna,” Alan refused to look at Setyo with a sour face.

“Wah, cool.” Setyo lowered his head in order to stare at the reaction Yashna gave to the young man's words that were impressed offended.

“What did you plant?” tanya Yashna now returned Setyo's gaze. The man threw a thin smile then turned his face the other way.

“Bangkok mosquito,” answer then switch staring Yashna back.

“In a few years we have to come here to enjoy the fruit,” continued Setyo smiled warmly.

“Yes, can't wait too. Kedondong fruit that I planted the fruit will be sweet what not,” replied Yashna chuckled.

Alan could only look on in annoyance. The usual interaction, the usual chatter, but for him it was so sweet that his ears turned red, his heart was hot from being engulfed in the flames of jealousy.

“After from here the group will continue heading to bukit—”

“I and Yashna will be separated from the group. We'll go both.” Alan cut Setyo's words to make the man turn his head and then nodded with a smile.

“Good. Where to?”

Yashna did not respond to the chatter, choosing to stand up to relax her tingling leg muscles by walking away from Setyo and Alan there. Lazy, he's not in the mood to deal with men. She wanted to enjoy her freedom as a single woman in her late years before touching the triple head.

Alan continued his activities, closing the hole containing the plant without ignoring Setyo's existence. However, unexpectedly Setyo was still unmoved in his place instead of leaving from there.

“I can ask for your permission?” his tanyanya forces Alan to look at Setyo.

“Izin what?” Alan's forehead wrinkled. The instincts of his young soul were suddenly threatened just by hearing those short sentences. Words of permission that felt deep to him. He stepped on the loose soil that he had finished doing and then walked away from it.

“To pursue the heart Yashna.”

“Are you tired of living a quiet life!” Alan looked up, staring at him.

The man smiled and then cleared his throat. Alan could only pull two backpacks from under his feet and then walk away leaving the man with a thumping feeling of pain as he imagined Yashna with the man and left him. He can't just take it.

“You're still young to get another woman, Alan!” setyo shouted as he walked following Alan's hasty steps.

“While I've been thirty years. I—”

“Fuck with age!” furious Alan stopped walking to face Setyo who also stopped his steps.

“She is not happy with you.”

“Are you sure he'll be happy with you?” challenge Alan to try not to be provoked by emotions. Don't let him hit that guy at this important event. It cannot make Yashna disappointed with her behavior that easily ignites emotions like her old self.

“Yes, God. The test for not getting brawled and hitting people heavier feels,” Inner Alan is upset himself.

“I know the journey of the story of the two of you,” Setyo continued again while walking closer. “No end.”

Alan gulped, not believing that until Yashna told him what she was dealing with in the relationship. He doesn't want to be rash. Yashna's remarks about asking for a two-month break should be used well. He is trying to establish himself and is worthy of being made captain in the ship he will occupy with Yashna to sail his married life later.

“Just let him go, Alan. You know ... he can not get married at his adult age like now, because your shadow is always around—”

“I have a reason why I can't marry her yet. I've loved her since I was nineteen. I'm still in college. We can not marry carelessly, while the circumstances of my life and work have not been possible, as long as you know,” said Alan cut Setyo's sentence and then exhaled. He chose to sit at the root of a large tree not far from where he is today.

“You told him to wait?” tease Setyo with a smile. “Until when?”

“I know it's selfish, but .. I still don't want him to be with other people.” Alan's gaze sharpened when saying an honest sentence was able to thrill Setyo as a man.

“So?” he said he didn't know what to respond to Alan's thoughts.

“I'm trying, even if the end later I don't know. It's just, I don't want to burden him with a difficult life. So, I was building up my career before marrying her so that there was no fear of her life going short. I want to be his home, not just as a life partner or just a husband status,” said Alan as he moved from his place. He also walked away from Setyo who was shocked to see the departure of Alan who ran towards Yashna who was joking with other organizers.

“Yashna ... what kind of man is Alan?” muttered Setyo with a bowed face staring at the nanar of a ring, he was supposed to propose to Yashna after returning home from this event. “I should have done the same thing as Alan. Struggling,” growled Setyo while holding the ring firmly.

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Alan pats Yashna on the shoulder, embraces her, and joins the excitement of the participants telling funny events during nature lovers activities. Some of them also tell of activities outside the community such as racing and freestyle motocross. Alan just listened, laughed. He knows how exciting this activity is.

“You hit him?” yashna asked in between the crowd of participants who were gathering. His gaze looked up at Alan whose height was only limited to the young man's chest.

“Hem? No, I have tried to hold my emotions well,” he replied flatly, the glint of his eyes was very charming followed by the motion of curling lips smile. Yashna was satisfied.

“Good. You no longer hit people carelessly just because you are angry,” praise Yashna returned a proud smile.

“Ehm.” Alan nodded. “It feels so heavy, my hands itchy,” he continued again in an irritated voice.

“Indeed, but you are setting your behavior to be more mature and responsible,” Yashna asserted while holding a smile.

Alan shook his head as he lowered his gaze towards Yashna. He did not expect that she would teach him how to live as a real man in the stifling way that she is today.

“Yashna, you yesterday list join freestyle motor activities, yes?” tanya Aris the troublemaker made Yashna stumble.

“Iya, why?” he turned to look towards Aris. Alan was also surprised to find that women who really hate automotive activities and all**** - his whining was registering for such an event. He doesn't think out.

“Pengen also,” sahut Aris.

“Watch some attractions wheelie, stoppie, same cool burnout abis anyway,” other sahut. Yashna just smiled while lowering her head.

“In Gelora Manahan area, afternoon Yash.”

“Ready, Bang!” sahut Yashna gives thumbs up.

“Where to go touring?” ask one of the other participants.

“Two times, anyway. First the same nebeng Aris, if the second is the same Setyo,” replied Yashna with a flat face.

Alan looked at Setyo with a look of dislike, and vice versa.

“Eh, there's a stoppie of his style! Back to the front!” tease other participants who intend to comment on the man's fat body to make all participants laugh.

“There is a fun event next week. Follow, yuk. There is an automotive exhibition near the horse statue of Solo Baru. Motor freestyler club kids from all over Indonesia will join. The ticket is not expensive, how?” bargaining one of the others made Alan cluck.

“Ok, tuh,” welcome others.

Free chatter that is now like a ball that has been rolling wildly. They discuss anything. Alan also now realized Yashna had known all the participants who joined the event today.

“Ikutan, Yash?” ask one of the participants.

“I think there is an event with children Taman Pintar. Look sikon, deh,” sahut Yashna seemed to speak comfortably.

“There was a performance at THR Sriwedari because.” Aris also chimed in on Yashna's schedule.

“Bentrok, yes. Ouch, whereas it will be exciting, Yash.” One of the female participants responded. “You can know the experience of some freestyler from various clubs.”

“I entered the world of freestyler same motocross just want to try it. Soul's got a big break in performing arts, Men. Regularly,” says Yashna laughs.

“Oh, Resteh!”

“Cowoknya because kece-kece, yes Yash!” connect the other female participants.

“I didn't say, you know,” Yashna said with a laugh.

“Sorry, yes, friends. We couldn't go to the next event. We both happened to have another event,” said goodbye to Alan while reaching Yashna's hand to stand.

“Ok, Brow. Thanks for everything, huh?” the chairman of the committee waved his hand.

“If there is another event, please call aja.” Alan waved his hand.

“Sipp!” answer them in unison.

Actually Yashna was confused by Alan's saying. However, he did not want to humiliate Alan as one of the invited participants could only be silent and according to when Alan then invited him to leave the event.

“Eh, where are we going?” whispered Yashna still walking with her hands still in Alan's grasp. They walked through bushes and shrubs full of wild grasses out of the hills.

Alan was silent, he was still confused by Yashna's babble with all his activities as long as he was not with her. While in Solo city of course. She has changed and is very different since she came back from Australia.

“Al, where are we going?” tanya Yashna still walked forced with her hands in Alan's power.

“I am upset, I think need to make love with you so my emotions subside,” said Alan with a stiff face. Yashna chose to be quiet. For him the man's soul was still explosive. Easy to be emotional and hard to compromise.

“Where's my car?” alan asked one of the organizers waiting in the parking lot.

The road to the rainbow hill that the vehicle cannot pass through causes a distance between parked vehicles away from the location.

“Will you come back?” ask the committee and hand over the car keys to Alan.

“Hu um, want to take my girl for a walk,” her joke while giving a greeting with a fist fight to the man.

“Dead love repellent, beautiful lo girl, Boss!” praise the man for making Alan laugh.

“Iya, want to keep loose.”

Yashna could only breathe. He was silent and did not respond to the two men. There is no funny to him.

“That's all with the book bearing garuda.”

“Sip, you later I invite a witness,” said Alan.

“Wihh, ready, Boss. Careful, yeah. Later I will return Solo car sponsor.”

“Sip. If I go back to Jakarta, come by the house. I tipped again, yes,” said Alan was given a nod.

“Sip, be careful!”.

Alan pulled Yashna's hand back to follow her to where her car was parked. He knew the woman was silent with deep regret. However, he will survive, because indeed the way to melt the heart is not over because of his mistakes so far.

The car is now moving out of the area. Towards the Wonogiri highway and leads to Pokoh and then proceed to Pacitan.

Yashna asked nothing. Seeing the atmosphere of the nickname of the City of Gaplek with awe because of its natural beauty. Many hills with large trees still dominated. The complexity of the highway when it reached the front of the market also did not escape his attention. He would only enjoy this day without dizzy thinking about the man next to him.

“Where do you want to go?” Alan stopped the vehicle right in front of the traffic sign.

“I trust you,” reply Yasha turned.

Alan chuckles. He didn't expect to get an answer like that.

“We're going to Aunt Almira's house. Don't think I'll take you to the hotel?” she is with a brighter face than before.

“Sounds like you're happy, ya gagged?” yashna's lips made Alan laugh again.

“Why are you doing all this, Yashna. I do not understand,” said Alan full of emphasis.

Yashna was still looking ahead. The car again moved to overtake the vehicle with some overtaking. The directional board that shows that now the chosen path of Pacitan city has shown where they are headed this time. Yashna does not believe that the words going to Almira's house are actually done Alan.

“Do what?” asked Yashna in a flat voice.

“Community tube, join touring, freestyle motor and ... Yashna, I know you hate all that. My hobbies are all you don't like. But ... why when I'm out of my madness, you're in. This ... cruel revenge is not, anyway?” Alan took a deep breath, he was eager to do something that could calm his outburst of feelings. He wanted to do whatever it took for the woman next to him to understand that he was afraid of losing. I think he is on a crazy level.

“Focus if driving, don't talk about my activities. Two months I'm free,” replied Yashna with a flat face.

“Oh, God. Really crazy!” alan was very frustrated.

“I'm not, only you are crazy.”

“One more month, I finish you! Look,” decak Alan hit the steering wheel because upset.

Yashna just snorted, looking at the streets unwillingly responding to Alan's annoyance.

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'My test was heavy at first. However, I make sure the edges will feel more beautiful. I will definitely get your heart back.'

(Kalandra Tama)