Sincerity Love Vishnu

Chapter 91 Simple Love

Hollow, longing, and the desire to continue to meet. Release from the form of love. Now, Alan realized that Yashna was indeed firmly imprinted in the heart. It had only been two weeks, and it felt even crazier when her lover was hard to contact.

All this time for him it was pretty easy. You can hug her anytime, at will. He felt so much that Yashna was his that no such thing was ever absent from day to day. Perhaps that was why he became not so much concerned about whether Yashna was comfortable with him, with no strings attached.

“You're a mess!"

Kartika's loud voice was also unable to divert Alan's daydream. He still sleeps face down not heeding the presence of the mother. For him without Yashna all is meaningless. His world stopped and he felt bad.

”You'll only be like this?“ tanya Kartika began to clean up her son's messy possessions.

The woman who chose to spend time alone without wanting a life partner again opened the window curtain and then let out a long sigh.

”Then what can I do?“

”Following it if you still feel you have a reason.“

Alan rolled his body to look at his mother, he could not believe his mother had suggested the thing he had always held. Yashna.

Indeed, he wanted to give a lesson to his beloved woman that without him certainly the days will feel heavy. But what happened? He himself felt bad.

”You know, she posts happiness every time. Together with children and young people,“ said Kartika made Alan look sharply at him.

”I'm not lying.“ Kartika again gave the information that Alan did not get at all. All of his accounts have been blocked.

”Badness!“ hiss upset.

”You angry? Jeez don't let it, Alan Darling,“ led the mother immediately walked out of the room to leave her son to think.

”Lebay? Jeez!“

”Why are you angry Yashna is close to the social community if you yourself also like your community.“

”It's definitely different!" the man was filled with jealous flames.

“Don't be silly, Alan. You think when you're close to a woman you think is just a fellow member of the Yashna community not feeling the same?” the mother made him silent.

He was stunned for a moment. The words of his mother who said that he and Yashna felt the same deeply entangled his heart. All this time only he kept doing as he pleased. When the woman is older than him, he just chooses to stay home after work, he will hang out with his community all day long for the weekend. He would only hug his woman to apologize and feel their relationship was fine when Yashna would just shut up and listen to what was going on.

“Ah! Stupid, he's replying to me?” decaknya did not believe Yashna would behave childishly like that.

The man then moved out of bed. Find a passport and pull two savings books from the drawer. This week he will apply for a visa and follow Yashna to Indonesia. He did not expect that Yashna would misunderstand what he had been doing all this time.

“Did he think I was playing behind him? Holy jeez!" annoyed himself.

****

The sun of Solo is shining. The smell of vehicle exhaust fumes that pass by adds to the stuffiness exactly as it feels. Yashna dropped herself on a park bench. Really, the different air that goes into his lungs now feels fresh.

”Alan again?“ he complained while staring at the screen of the phone that was on.

He is now testing the man. What if I live without it? Is it a pure feeling of love or is it just an attraction of a man to a woman who is still not able to ignore.

Yashna grinned thinly. The word conquer feels inappropriate, because from the moment Alan was at his side when the biological mother who had given birth to him seemed to reject and condemn his birth it was Alan who courageously defended. From that moment on, he felt meaningful in life. She has fallen like a man, but not as a woman.

”Yashna, please pick me up at the terminal."

Yashna read the message from Alan with a frown. How can he mention a place with the word terminal while he knows that the man is in Australia.

“Thank you for my phone, I'm drunk.”

Yashna then picks up the phone from Alan after reading the incoming message. He was quite surprised because Alan had caught up with him as well.

“Fetch me, Yashna, or I die,” he said as soon as Yashna picked up the phone.

“Terminal? How can?” decak Yashna felt It would be very strange.

The man was silent, then there was the sound of running water and vomiting. Yashna immediately became anxious. He hurried to walk towards the highway still faithfully heard Alan who had not yet returned to talk to him.

“Yashna ...”

“Iya, I'll be there. Wait a minute, the trip takes time so sit in the terminal waiting room I'll be there now.”

Yashna turned off the phone and ordered a taxi online and not so long ago the car was booked.

He still could not believe that what he had experienced was real. Even every now and then he tries to pinch his own cheeks to make sure this isn't all a dream.

“Why not ask to pick up at the airport instead of the terminal?” ask Yashna via text message.

Alan simply replied with a laughing emot. Yashna snorted annoyedly, why should she be so sweet when she heard Alan was unwell. He should keep the image by pretending not to care.

The journey takes thirty minutes. Yashna immediately searched for Alan in the waiting room of the largest terminal in Solo City on the platform to the city of Wonogiri. Really, his head is dizzy when it comes to passing through the many platforms that connect between cities even though the placement is very well integrated.

“Yashna!" The screams from one of the men made him turn his head. It was unexpected, one of the members who was in the smart park met him here.

”Where to?“ yashna asked as soon as the man extended his hand.

”You to Wonogiri, you yourself?“

”I ... pick up again -“

”Prospective husband!" alan, who now stands behind Yahsna.

“Oh, is this your girlfriend?" asked the man named Aris to extend a hand.

”Iya, meet his name Alan.“ Yashna lets Alan come closer and extends her hand towards her male friend.

”Aris, Mas.“

”Ya, already. Be careful, yes during the trip. I'll excuse you.“ Yashna bailed while pulling Alan to walk away.

He did not speak anymore, his hand moved to take over Alan's backpack and carry it despite the weight. He knew Alan's pale face was already describing what the man was going through.

”I reached Jakarta this morning, then took a flight to Solo this afternoon.“

”Cock stray in terminal?“ sindir Yashna who is actually very amused to see the state of Alan which is usually very cool.

”I try your kayak, from the Airport then to Kosmu place by bus to terminal.“

”You blocked my account why?“ his protest was now in an online taxi booked.

”Let me calm down,“ replied Yashna in a flat voice.

”Quiet post same guys mean!"

“Yes, it's okay, dong. Time only your account can post the same girls,” reply Yahsna with a voice almost very calm.

Alan snorted holding back his annoyance. Truly, it felt like he could not wait to spend the woman so that she could no longer make him jealous.

“You reply?”

“No, just challenging yourself, anyway.”

“What do you mean, tuh!"

Alan was already impatient to continue debating Yashna. Even though the two of them were in a taxi now, he felt like he wanted to fight a lot.

”Everyone underestimated me, had been down, anyway. After I'm here and some take me on a serious relationship, it feels, really, I'm not bad-bad.“

”Jeez, Yashna." Alan swallowed his saliva with full struggle. He did not expect Yashna to be so naive as to do what he thought was outrageous. He was silent, no longer talking to Yashna until he reached his destination.

***

Yahsna was waiting for Alan in the lobby of the Novotel Hotel where his girlfriend would stay for a few days. Occasionally stared at the few guests who came with agitated faces. He knew this place was one of the best hotels in the city. However, with the clothes he was wearing today it felt really bad to be in this place.

“We don't go in first?” alan asked, now he was back to see him.

“I'm home, huh? You take a break, I know I'm jetlag,” Yashna immediately prevented Alan. He still misses his girlfriend, hoping there is still time to just talk together.

Yashna paused her intention to move from where she was sitting, letting Alan hold her hand.

“What can make you always by my side?” ask the man with the foggy eyes. Even Yashna could see the passionate longing from the eyes of a lover five years younger than her. However, what was his decision would not falter.

“Trouble I say, weight.”

Yashna now chooses to release the hand link and then waves for a farewell. Alan does not prevent it this time, he allows Yashna to rearrange her feelings again, after a meeting that leaves a debate.

How does Alan feel with Yashna. He's giving Alan a choice that won't hurt anyone. If you want to achieve it, then the only way is only to formalize the relationship or no relationship at all. He knows Alan has a passionate love, but Yashna was not a child yesterday afternoon who just needed love and not commitment to go in a clearer direction. Two years was enough for him to be on Alan's hardest side and now it's time he put his own life together.

“We just need to get married, right? Let's do it, Yashna. If that's what makes you comfortable with me.”

A message that makes Yashna sick. He never begged for a marriage from her. Just a commitment, that's all.

He no longer wanted to read Alan's message after this. It's arrogant for Alan to feel that he can't live without it. The man had absolutely no idea what he wanted from a love sentence.

Yashna chose to take the Damri city bus when returning to Indekos. Waiting at the stops that have been provided while observing the crowds of beautiful cities that bring the comfort of his life from a young age.

“Abiyu, how are you? Are you already big? Has Vishnu ever met you?” he muttered with his head down.

It was not until he waited five minutes that the bus he was waiting for arrived. Raindrops began to decorate the glass until now became blurry, like what he was feeling. It turns out that Alan has not been able to understand what he wants. He was quite annoyed with the stubbornness he had. Even before Alan could understand what he wanted all along, he would stick to his stance.

****

At the house of Almira...

Vishnu washes the car accompanied by his wife. The two several times debated the name that would be given to his son later when he was born.

Much of Vishnu proffered for him, but almost all of Almira rejected for reasons less fitting.

“You want me to tell our kids what girls are boys?” tawar Almira makes Vishnu who is still drying the car body using a kanebo turned with a firm head.

“How many times mas ngingetin, no one can leakin.”

“Yes, let's easily find his name, Mas,” whine Almira scowled with his hands crossed from where he was sitting.

“Ya 'kan, stay nyiapin two mana, one girl and one guy then all problems kelar,” said Vishnu relaxed, he only responded to his wife with a thin smile.

“Terden, deh. Anyway accept so. Only, Ira want his name does not need to be British, I want an indo-indo java although later his face will be like a Turkish artist or Korean artist,” Almira said to make Vishnu laugh.

“Why laugh? You know, I often watch Asian dramas.”

“Iya, believe. Besides his father is handsome like this surely his son yes saucy,” reply Vishnu replacean given the laugh of Almira.

“I'm beautiful, Mas.”

“Iya, if not beautiful mas Inu want,” reply Vishnu smile.

“Yes, yes, yes, give up anyway if Mas Inu has started to digombal,” said Almira sneered.

“Sin, you know. Husband time alone dikatai nggombal.”

“Lha what? Later the end also seduced,” debate Almira memorized with her husband's behavior in launching his action in asking for pleasure.

“What end? Oh my!"

”Ya, the ...“ Almira paused her sentence because she was laughing because she was amused to see her husband who had walked closer. ”Eh, stop. Not now!"

“What, anyway, Dek Ira? Want to grab a drink suspected of what?”

“Heleh, sok alim.”

“Cieh, who again wants a pinter kelit,” ledek Vishnu has now come to sit while sipping a drink.

“Family! Idiho!" elak Almira with a red face.

****

'Love is simple, you just need to say that you are the one who wants it more, then there is no need to debate who loves more. Because really, what starts with yourself is easier than waiting for someone else. Because the nature of love that gives pleasure is not fun.'

(Sala Yaya)

Update after a long time, heheehe. I will always do when I miss you Bang Inu lovers who will have Baby Inu&Ira 😍. Come please, hehe