Sincerity Love Vishnu

Chapter 60. Grief Reason

Vishnu grabbed Almira's body from the floor. Take her to bed and lean her back with a pillow. Almira was still trying to swallow the bitter saliva inside her mouth. His stomach felt so nauseous that his head became dizzy, slowly closing his eyes to ease his discomfort.

“How late are you?” ask Vishnu while pulling the blanket to Almira's body to the stomach.

Almira was still silent to overcome the dizziness in her head. Gently Vishnu immediately grabbed the fingers and kissed them affectionately. Almira opened her eyes with innocent eyes still without saying anything.

“Ira is eleven days late, Mas,” he replied later after a long silence.

His pale face made Vishnu breathe. He grabbed the forehead and rubbed it, he also spread his body beside Almira who was still at home looking at him.

“Why just say now? Eleven days you've been holding back nausea alone?” vishnu asked his wife's forehead in a surprised voice at his wife's confession.

Vishnu cursed himself who is not sensitive to the changes that exist in his wife. Everything around him escaped his attention.

“When I don't remember being late, I'm okay. I'm fine with no problems. Just tired,” replied Almira still staring at the chin of her husband who is now hugging her.

Vishnu smiled faintly, the obvious thing immediately made his wife hit her stomach again. Vishnu glued his embrace while still folding his lips so as not to laugh.

“Why is your face sad, hem? Why am I the only one happy if you're really pregnant?”

“I'm sad, Mas. This child may not be created when that night happens,” said Almira weak until the feeling of Vishnu seemed sliced.

Vishnu felt stifled being unable to say anything. He himself could not count such things. His mind was trying to deny the reality. His mind wants to change the reality. Is it true that Almira was pregnant because she raped her that night, not because of the results of the love and willingness of the past weeks. The tightness felt when he realized it all. Almira still remembers that night.

“No Ira, I'm sure, this is the fetus we made love. When we want each other. Not because of that night, you have to believe it?” vishnu said to calm himself and his wife.

Vishnu did not think that Almira's mind was that detailed in calculating. He did not expect that his choice of chasing this woman was very appropriate. This woman will be pregnant with her child if she does not account for her mistake. Vishnu feels very guilty about the future of the woman he now loves so much.

“But Mas, it's clear we did it again just a few weeks ago. Ira sure, this is the result of the night,” he said sadly. Her tears washed the clothes that Vishnu was wearing.

Vishnu closed his eyes feeling confused himself. What's he supposed to do now? What could have kept his wife from being shaken again like now.

“Same, Honey. It's the same as my son. So you do not need to think about when this fetus is residing. This is my son, so it will not change anything even if it is because of Mas Inu's fault or not. Hem's? Don't think too far, huh?” kilah Vishnu gave his advice.

“Mas' don't know the weight of the person who snatched what's valuable. By the way easy,” grumbled Almira still pissed off.

“Iya, I am wrong and grateful. Mas Inu the person who that night seized the valuable goods, not others,” sahut Vishnu made Almira rise from his sleep and looked at Vishnu with curious eyes.

Vishnu still sleeps obliquely staring at his wife's still confused face with a much better feeling. At least the fate of the woman he cared about could end well with him, not with another man who would of course only make him suffer because the fetus was actually developing.

“Mas always says so, what does it mean?” tanya Almira felt always given a riddle. With a smile Vishnu woke up from his sleep and sat cross-legged facing Almira.

He rubbed the hair and cheeks of the six-year-old woman gently. Vishnu enjoyed the eye work that always fascinated him. He is never satisfied just by looking.

“We are the victims of wrong target, dear,” replied Vishnu made Almira frowned. She still could not properly digest the words of her husband.

“Mistaking the target? Why does your language make me dizzy? I'll throw up on your shirt if you talk I can't understand,” threatened Almira smacked her fist into the bed.

Vishnu breathed his gaze.

“Walau that night we did not sleep together. We'll keep doing it that night. The difference I have with other women, and you with other men,” replied Vishnu made Almira widen her eyes, she covered her lips with her palms covering her surprised reaction.

Almira flipped her body with a confused and furious feeling. What her husband said clearly she could not just believe. But everything became so clear that at that time the man who is now her husband was drunk with the turmoil of rough and blind lovemaking. He was horrified to remember it himself. Recalling traumatic events in her life.

“Who, who would dare to trap us?” sumpul Almira felt unacceptable.

“Mas, who is it? Who am I and Mas Inu with whom?” furious Almira looked at Vishnu who was still silent has not answered.

“I'm the same as Nice? Right so?” urged Almira to get more serious with her question.

“Are you happy if yes?” vishnu asked looking at his wife with a knotty smile.

Almira immediately got the question. She turned to any place avoiding the eyes of her husband. He confused himself to answer. He could only shake his head without speaking.

“Bingung ya?” vishnu's temptation makes Almira more and more wrong.

Vishnu shifted his seat to be next to Almira, Almira shuffled a few inches away. Vishnu is more tempting by shifting again his seat.

“Stop! Alright I will be honest,” said Almira looked at the shame of Vishnu, with a serious attitude Vishnu immediately hold hands. While occasionally glancing at her husband Almira scratched his head that did not feel itchy.

“So? You're happy that guy's good?” vishnu became impatient. Though clearly his face shows a look that is not ready if Almira's answer misses from what he had in mind.

Ah, it feels like Vishnu wants to drown under the blanket alone, sorry also he told you things clearly only add to the problem for both of them.

“Not so, I guess .. Ira flavor ....”

“What feeling? Salty taste, sweet, savory?” sahut Vishnu was impatient also with his wife's slow speech. “Tell me, you are happy,” added Vishnu in a sniffling voice.

“Not Good, right? Ira felt it was definitely not her. If so, surely Mas Inu will not be like this,” Ira throw makes Vishnu nod yes.

Almira nodded in understanding, her heart leaving more wounds. Not good then who? Almira felt even more humiliated in front of her husband. Even at a time like this, she felt like a worthless woman, no matter how evil the man who fathered her son was still a hero.

“I want to go home. I want to eat boiled noodles,” said Almira immediately turned to her husband.

"We're going home now. How many packs?" consol Vishnu stroked Almira's back gently.

"Two, who are troubled," said Almira immediately stood up.

"Ready."

Vishnu immediately nodded. He understood that his wife was not in a good mood at the moment. Hugging his wife's shoulder Vishnu took a walk.

Seriate.

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A great man is not seen by how many women he can love, but how many ways he gives love and affection to one woman only. By. Yaya Shala.

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