Sincerity Love Vishnu
Chapter 114 What do you think?
The room lights have been turned on, the bathroom faucet has been turned off, even the garbage that is usually thrown away in the morning, in fact tonight Yashna used as an excuse to get out of that unpleasant situation. The compactness of the house could no longer accommodate his feeling of wanting to explode. Alan was at his house, not to meet him of course, but rather a beautiful, spoiled woman who was able to make the man laugh.
"I'm going out to take out the trash for a bit" he said without looking at Alan or Julia in the living room. The two of them seemed to be chatting with familiarity and Yashna did not want to listen and watch the scene any longer.
"Let me take it with me on the way home." Alan offered himself while looking at the stubborn woman.
”No need, even later troublesome!"
Yashna walked over without waiting for a response from Alan again. Thought's dead-end. When was the last time he saw Alan laugh? Yashna's heart was sore. The meeting is now filled with endless quarrels. In fact Yashna felt guilty, when his true apology was enough from the man, but he never accepted it. But he knew Alan had never made a fatal mistake.
Yashna took off the sandals in front of the porch of her small house after coming home from the end of the alley to relieve her breath— threw away her heart trash. No more laughter from the house. Suddenly his mind became very bad for having left two adults in one house. His blood rippled not until it felt the thump of pain control the heart.
“They didn't do contempt in my house, did they?” the accusation is in the heart. He walked slowly while holding his breath towards the door.
“You settles in your own home?” alan's satire surprises Yashna. Looks like the man is imitating his style when he wants to enter the house. Walking without making any sound and it was very embarrassing for Yashna. Instantly his face became heated up and looked crimson due to being caught off guard performing such ridiculous actions.
“K-why are you here?!” The jolted Yashna immediately straightened her body facing Alan. Adjust the rhythm of his breathing so as not to look nervous. This time he was really embarrassed.
“I? Waiting for you.” The man replied in a flat voice. It was obvious that he was trying not to laugh at Yashna's behavior.
“For what?” sahut Yashna was indifferent. The woman tried not to show how ashamed she was. He knew Alan would have been able to read what he was thinking.
“Pamitan.”
Silent. Their conversation was interrupted. The words of farewell deeply struck Yashna's heart. He cursed his mind and heart that began to become foolish. What did he expect? Hearing the confession that was waiting to hug and say that the man misses her so much?
“Don't be crazy, Yashna,” inner beautiful woman trying to get rid of the mind that had crossed.
“I want to thank you for you—”
“Makes your woman injured?” cut Yashna ketus. His heart was engulfed in the burning fire lava. She did not want Alan to thank her for taking care of the woman. Truly, it seems he instead wants to expel Julia after knowing that the woman has something to do with Alan. He felt very upset.
Alan responded to Yashna's keto attitude with a small laugh. There is nothing more pleasant than seeing the woman he loves show jealousy. A hasty thought that Yashna put to him brought profit instead of asking who the woman was to him. Of course Alan will admit that the woman is very dear to him and will be like that forever—because she is his older sister.
“I don't know if he's injured,” I'm Alan honest.
“He didn't tell you?” yashna asked began to soften. “Didn't he curse and yell at my name when I left earlier?”
Alan laughed again. For a long time he had not heard the ravings of Jashna like a child. Expecting and worrying about what really doesn't matter. The age of late which is the reason why Yashna acts as a very adult, the woman forgets basically the woman is destined to be spoiled so that the chest of a man's field is useful to support her complaints.
“She is not that kind of woman.”
“Oh, sure. She must be a very nice woman. Yeah, right?” Yashna's face turned red, the heat all over her body began to creep back. Like that, Alan was in knowing the woman to have to praise and defend her right in front of her face? It feels like being dumped.
“Do not take offense,” us Alan thinning lips. He exhaled, looking at the pretty eyes he had always missed with an elusive look. He has to hold on to this moment. He will not give up until he has reason to step back and is glad to release the woman before him from his life.
“I'll take care of it, don't worry.” Yashna released a gaze from Alan then bowed.
“Thank you.”
“I didn't do it for you, don't be confident!” Yashna smiled mockingly, looking back at the man before her in a confident manner, hiding anger.
“I don't care.”
“Not because she's your woman, but because I'm responsible for my mistake.”
Alan shook his head, always the woman was able to guard herself with a strong defensive fortification. If Yashna wanted to admit she was upset and jealous, surely without waiting long she would say that the woman in her house was her older sister.
“Ya, even you remember her last name.” Yashna begins to be cynical, provoked, and can be sure Alan is currently feeling the upper hand. Something precious, and this is what he's been looking for all this time. Yashna's earnestness that she no longer has feelings for him. The woman lied.
“Sure. I know his family well.”
"It's late, you better go home,“ drive Yashna start walking towards the door. Alan could only exhale, refraining from hugging the frail woman and saying that the game hurt him so much.
”Hm, good night. Tomorrow morning I'll be here to drop off breakfast.“
”Don't provoke me, Alan! It means nothing to me.“
Yashna turned her head again, her gaze now containing a wound. What does it feel like to see what it really means to start turning away? No, he didn't want to look weak. He knew that Alan was trying to make him look very sad.
”I told you not to be offended, Yashna. Jeez!“ Alan tried to ease the tension by laughing. Stepping out of place while submerging both fingers into the pocket of the pants. Really, a very charming man in Yashna's eyes. The calm attitude that irritated Yashna because her heart had betrayed her because she wanted to feel being in that warm embrace again. A man he considered a boy.
”Go home, I'm tired. Really, I wasn't that naive to the point of being offended,“ denied Yashna in a soft voice.
”Alright, I'm home. If there's anything—with Julia, contact me immediately. If—kamu, ehm .. contact complex security guard when needed,“ joked Alan while turning around. Carving a smile has not completely faded from his lips, especially he made sure his own lips whimper with the fist of the woman's hand was thrown at him.
A challenging relationship, he even began to imagine how troublesome it would be to seduce Yashna when she was married. I can't wait to wait.
”Yashna!“
Julia's shout immediately resuscitated Yashna from the blank stare on Alan's car trail. The man left with a triumphant smile. It felt like his hands were itching to punch the boy's stomach so as not to lose confidence. He can't let it. Yashna promised, tomorrow will not show weakness like tonight.
”Ciz!“ yashna and walked into the house again.
”Yashna, I want to go to the bathroom!“ julia was still in the living room.
”Oh Lord! Strengthen me in dealing with these two annoying big babies.“ Yashna growled to herself.
”Two big babies? You mean me and Alan? Hem!“ serobot Julia with a probing look.
Yashna could only close her eyes, cursing her unlucky fate. He wanted to deny the fact that what he saw tonight was so disturbing, in fact it was not that easy.
”No! I'm not talking about you guys. Jesus, do not conclude yourself and then offended for no reason, Sister Julia,“ please Yashna while smiling sweetly towards Julia.
Julia also softened her gaze again. He grabbed Yashna by the hand and began to try to get up from his place to go to the bathroom. They walk along with slow steps.
”Thank you, yes. You look very sincere looking after me,“ Julia said making Yashna stunned for a moment. Wrong, Julia was wrong and it hit her heart because it had been upset when she realized that Julia had defended Alan before her eyes.
”It's my responsibility, Kak.“
”Ehmm ... What do you think of Alan? Is she ideal to be a good husband candidate?“ julia asked immediately made the world of Yashna suddenly dark.
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'Don't be too late to realize that his presence means so much, because it could be when the feeling arises, at that time he is no longer with us.'
(Sala Yaya)
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