Sincerity Love Vishnu

Chapter 110 Carried the Atmosphere

Alan removed his lips and fused their eyebrows together. Yashna's breathing was stupefied, they were both shocked by what had just happened. Ununderstood frustration. Yashna felt very confused about this unexpected attack.

Yashna pushed Alan's body away, then rushed away without saying a word. He was shaken twice.

“I was a fool for not slapping him before leaving!” rutuknya while removing shoes and throwing origin to the corner of the room. His heart was filled with anger and loss.

Yashna has arrived at the rented house. He takes a taxi and ignores the expenses he has to pay for quickly leaving Alan's office. He was short of breath and wanted to cry.

“Brengs*k! Why do I still love him!” yashna shouted annoyed while sobbing.

He hugged his knees and slumped under his bed. The words of Alan who was about to marry another woman tore his heart apart. Yashna felt pain more than anything.

'Alan told me that he really only felt sorry for you, so he got you with his mother.'

'Together children are born out of wedlock, what will you pass on to your offspring later? Sin without end?'

'Let go Alan, you're too old to live with Alan who still needs fun.'

'You're just a barrier to Alan's future! See, her college is desperate to take care of you and your marriage duties have been her burden all along rather than thinking about her future job and career.'

Yashna's tears flowed. The memory of what Alan considered to be a line of friends actually fortified Yashna not to guarantee what they had told her.

”But I can't, Alan. It felt so tormented more than their accusations and gossip. I can't see you marrying another woman. Am I being selfish?“

Yashna dragged the backpack lying on the floor and grabbed her phone from inside. The sudden name of the caller made him even more tormented.

'Thank you for the phone, please, Yashna.'

'I'm sorry about the kiss, Yashna. I swear, I got carried away.'

Yashna blocked Alan's number with a painful heart. The confession carried away an atmosphere that increasingly caused her cries to break. I think he just wants to get out of this world. Anything that has to do with Alan seems to have only fear and fear. He felt not strong to face.

'Brother Yashna, go for a walk tomorrow, yuk! Sekar needs refreshing.'

A message from Almira distracts Yashna. Although her teardrops have not completely subsided, her desperation leads her to the courage to contact Almira.

”Hallo, Yashna.“ The cheerful voice of Almira was heard.

”Do I interrupt?“ ask Yashna slowly.

”Hai, your voice sounds bad. What's up?“ tanya Almira sounded anxious.

”Alan will marry another woman,“ he said just like that.

”Hah! Impossible!“

”He told me himself. She was tired of waiting for me and felt I had no more love for her.“

”Ya Allah.“ Almira heard me sigh. ”Understand your feelings, Yashna.“

”Not that I can not take it off .. it is not entirely Alan's fault, but I—“ Yashna rubbed her tears with her arms, her sobbing again sounded. He was confused as to what to say. All this time there was too much that he had been craving.

”Is there anything that makes you so disappointed that you can't forgive and come back the way you used to? No man is perfect, Brother Yashna, remember that .. I can see, all this time he has tried to improve his attitude. I don't blame you, but I think it's time for you to sit down together and talk honestly from heart to heart.“

”I can't, Almira. Actually I could have let her marry another woman, it's just that I was too confused by her attitude towards me.“

”What part? Maybe I can give you some advice?“ almira asked cautiously.

”Part ... he kissed me after saying he was going to marry another woman he just met two months ago,“ Yashna surprised Almira. ”Doesn't that mean he's a brengs*k guy?“

”Yeah, Alan is crazy!“

Their conversation also paused. Yashna simply exhaled, waiting for Almira's response.

”What a hell am I a stupid woman!“ yashna felt it was ridiculous.

”Ya mingan stupid but not sorry, rather than smart but instead let go of the opportunity to get a husband like Alan. Remember, if you are not married to Alan, we will fail to be sweet and compact aunt-nephews,“ said Almira joked.

Yashna smiled as well.

”Pursue him, it's good to marry a girl who has only been known for two months! Hih!“ Almira's voice growled.

”Alright, Brother Almira. Thanks for the input.“

”I support whatever your decision is. But it looks like I'm going to selectively pick Alan's new two-month-old wife. How old he is, he wants to marry me.“ Almira's voice ranting.

”Yes, probably because of his slang as my parents.“ Yashna smiled bitterly.

”You know a long time, while—hih! Anyway I want you to fail it's a crazy plan, don't let him marry easily!“

”Iya, Brother. All right, good night.“

”Ok, Sister Yashna. Later I will tell you this same mas Inu. Ok."

“Thank you. Sorry to interrupt.”

“No problem, we are family.”

He did not speak again and chose to end the call by saying good night.

Yashna pondered, on the bottom floor of her bed she threw herself down. All this time he felt that he had been in a very futile relationship. When Alan refused marriage on the grounds of age and education, he understood everything. He decided to go and hope to get another man. However, when he can get a serious friend to foster a relationship, Alan comes by forcing himself to invite marriage. Though he just does not want the accusation of destroying Alan's youth by marrying the young embedded in him.

”But, why suddenly a woman who only knew two months would even get the status of wife with no charge of damaging the future of Alan!“ his anger did not accept.

"Just because marrying me Alan's future career is broken, whereas if marrying another woman is not, is that what it means?" decak Yashna feels unfairly treated.

Yashna got up from her place, then walked absent-mindedly to the bathroom to clean herself up and change her clothes. He needs to sleep. He feels unable to think clearly and will think about everything tomorrow morning. What would it do as Almira suggested, or just let Alan marry another woman. He felt very dizzy.

Yashna returned to the room with a fresher body. Her eyes were swollen from crying for a long time, and now she is smiling because again she realizes the crying was caused by Alan. That guy again. The one who said love when he was nineteen. It was ridiculous because without any capital, he had dared to propose when he was still working as a bodyguard at the house of Krishna and Isna at that time.

”Basic Boy!“ decak Yashna smiled bitterly. ”You're a boy forever! Unfortunately I was able to lose to the same boy and surrender when you kissed me just because it got carried away. You fool, Yashna!“

The woman nagged, talking to her own reflection in front of the mirror. He was heartbroken for the second time. It was not only Vishnu who left her to marry Almira, oh not .. at that time Vishnu chose Depe instead of her.

”Now his nephew will release me to be replaced by who?“ upset ocehnya.

Yashna sat on the chair in front of the dresser. Looking at the beautifully mounted picture frame in front of him. Photo with Alan and Kartika mother while in Australia. A disabled family that wants to show the world that everyone has the right to be happy and there are ways to make it happen. By complementing each other regardless of where he was born because no one could choose.

”Why did I forget what Kartika.“ mother once said Yashna became agitated. The bad relationship began since Alan began to know many friends, especially women. Yashna's world seems to be full of tests as her relationship with Alan disturbs them.

'Because Alan could have just told me about you, so his friends are envious and want to be in your position, Brother Yash. Or it could be that they did just to ruin your relationship with Alan.'

Almira was speechless on several occasions when they accidentally talked about several topics. Yashna shook her head. It felt quite reasonable, and it was bad for her relationship with Alan because the communication was not well-established. He's wrong because he can't open up like Alan.

”Do I have to foil the wedding plans? I'm gonna be a villain?" Yashna began scanning her own feelings, without cladding the accusations of the people to her again. It doesn't matter anymore right now.

“First of all I need to know who the woman who made Alan look at her. Even though the woman is just an impingement in fact Vishnu alone can fall in love with Almira. Alan could have fallen in love with the woman had there been no quarrel and there was only romance .. hih!” Yashna clenched her fingers, shuddering at the thought of how aggressive Alan was with her. All this time he himself who can keep the love relationship is at the limit of fairness. “That boy can't be left!”

****

'My despair is at a dead end. I always hoped to turn this complicated situation into an opportunity for us to walk together again and reflect on each other that we do not want to be separated from each other.'

(Kalandra Tama)