Sincerity Love Vishnu

Chapter 92 Not Replying, Just Mimicking

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This afternoon the weather in Solo is cooler than yesterday. Yashna and her volunteer friends are now teaching children about painting and how to create paper folding art in a park in Jebres. Many of the kids look very enthusiastic. For the public of course and anyone can participate for free.

Routine activities are often carried out at this location. Built with a magnificent structure for the public interest, especially to be an open space for the community and as one of the free, safe, and comfortable educational facilities for children.

Yashna sat cross-legged watching how cheerful the children were in painting. A dream and an ideal hangs pure despair from the painter's heart.

“Just what pictures are on your mind. A dream that later when we grow up we can reach it,” said Aris, one of the administrators and volunteers in the Dreamers community.

“If there is no charge?” ask one of the children who became a participant with his innocent eyes.

“Don't think about the cost. God never limits what we want, even though someday we will only get what we need.” Aris replied with great gentleness.

“Important dream first, dear. Because from the dream we can only find a way to get there,” timpal.

All the children who participated in the routine event at a place called Jebres Intelligent Park were looking at Yashna seriously. Their hands stop moving when the confusion starts to hit, what is a dream when circumstances sometimes do not support to make it happen.

“Simply because, we have a dream to go to market. Our goal is the market, right? If we do not have a dream to market will we reach the market?”

“No!" answer the children in unison.

”Then pictures, what are your dreams. Want to be a cop, a teacher, a businessman, want to be a painter, a tailor, or a pilot, can, because one of them could be granted by God in an extraordinary way,“ explained Yashna given the applause of all the volunteers who participated in the activity this time.

”Come, dong spirit!" shouted one of the members immediately given a simultaneous clap of hands.

“Come, pour what's in each other's hearts and minds into the paper that's in front of you...free, ok?” Aris started to pat her hands to encourage her.

“Good, Brother.”

Jebres Intelligent Park is one of the crowded places visited every day. Yashna became one of the volunteers who filled the event there after several times meeting with Aris, a Solo native who lives around the park. Many things moved his heart until the woman was willing to join after Aris several times invited him to fill activities with his college friends.

Alan's? Yes, Yashna never forgot the man she always considered a rancid delinquent. Treat it like someone who means a lot and then throw it right away.

“So, like this is the community activity?” ask Yashna while walking.

“Yes, many positive activities we do in this place. We plan to make this park a homebase. Many volunteers from various walks of life entered, although we have to go through selection so that our goal of forming this community is in line and in line for the advancement of education, interests and talents, especially for children with a parent economy that can be said to be less capable.” Aris said it while stopping at a large statue of an ancient man. He turned to Yashna with a smile.

“You know who he is?” he asked because Yashna was silent.

Yashna stared at the large half-ape human statue, standing slightly bent before him.

“Your return,” Yashna said successfully made Aris laugh.

“It was Pitecantropus, one of the ancient humans found in Indonesia,” he replied as he turned his head staring at the giant statue.

“You know who is there?” point at Yashna as she walks again, leaving Aris who is now running away pettyly following her.

The park built on three and a half hectares of land does have very complete facilities. Various games for children really spoil anyone who visits this place. Plus some corners are given some boards that are about science. Yashna had loved this place so much since the first time her feet stepped.

“He's my father, you know,” said Yahsna turned to Aris with a dimple smile that adorned his face.

“Ki Hajar Dewantoro, one of the heroes of education in Indonesia,” replied the three-year-old man replied with a chuckle.

Yashna took a deep breath. Subjecting his head for a moment to organize the memories and unfounded prejudices that he often lay for Alan. Is it too much? Just friends, are men and women possible when they often go together? Yashna's getting dizzy.

“So, that guy from yesterday was your girlfriend? Uh, your future husband?”

Aris investigates the mysterious life of the reclusive Yashna. He was very interested in the woman's speed in interacting with children in every activity even from heart to heart. As one of the volunteers who long dabbled in the world of child psycology, he felt Yashna had a valuable experience overcoming pessimism in every child in teaching activities.

“You believe?” lontar Yashna was instead met with laughter by the man. For him, what happened yesterday was easy to read. Yashna and the young man love each other but the ego is still a hindrance.

“I think it will be a idol if you believe in it,” he smiled back.

Yashna responded in passing, choosing to walk again to pick up her backpack and go home. Aris who realized that from the beginning met him Yashna was still cold immediately followed the steps of the woman.

“It looks like the man who yesterday was younger than you, yes,” guess Aris, but Yashna would not comment.

“She likes you a lot, but you're afraid of misrepresenting that liking." Aris started to guess.

”Do not origin by the way!“ sergeant Yashna felt the man was talking a lot.

”We can distinguish which one just likes the same who loves with the heart,“ said Aris again made Yashna sigh deeply.

”The man even gave you a stamp of ownership, 'I'm his future husband', what do you think if it wasn't love?“ the throwback is still walking in Yashna's footsteps.

”Hot, jealous.“ The man is still babbling.

Yashna grabbed the backpack from the chair in the hall where the committee was doing its activities in this park and walked again. Really, Aris' speech is so annoying.

”What does a man think to be able to say that he loves and wants to live together?“ yashna asked then while looking towards Aris who was looking at her flatly.

”Confidence,“ replied Aris.

Yashna who was dissatisfied with the answer decided to just leave. It seems he has not been able to feel the security that later he can survive with Alan who for him has not been able to compensate for what is in his mind.

”What makes you doubt him?“

”The way of his thoughts,“ replied Yashna firmly.

”As?“

”Feel fine after tomorrow goes. Do you think what happened yesterday will have no effect on what happens today, tomorrow, later, and so on?“ cerocos Yashna took out what had been in her heart all along.

”Have you learned to understand?“

”What do you mean?“ hiss Yashna who was annoyed because it looks like Aris will defend the rancid delinquent.

”Understanding your own feelings? Sometimes you're fooled by the way the brain works, Yashna. Too much fear, worry, and lack of confidence until you are mired in prejudice is not good, the fall you feel wrong it he is not on yourself.“

”I studied in the department of psycology, Yashna. I know, that guy accepts you for who you are, only you don't even accept yourself into your girlfriend's life so ... you feel unworthy for him who enters into your subconscious mind,“ explained Aris with almost the same voice, no emotion when debating what is turbulent in Yashna's heart.

”You think that your girlfriend will leave you? Judge you just like everyone else? Come on, it is precisely yourself who judge bad, you judge what is in you bad, so you will not be satisfied even though your loved ones have done many things to you.“

”Shut! You don't know anything, it would be boring if you talk about theory. Real school, let's not be paranormal pretentious.“ Yashna who felt stupefied also reacted with annoyance.

”Try me, your mind is straight first, pity 'right, if for example I like and sincere with you, just because you think it is ugly mulu same with me, so we are not a match?“ lontar Aris.

”What you said!" Yashna's face looked inflamed.

“Umpama ... just an example.” The man immediately released a laugh as Yashna's mouth was seen muttering.

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Yashna arrived at Indekos at six in the afternoon, finding a man sitting on the front porch of his room sitting relaxed with his eyes closed. Yashna did not want to wake up and chose to go into the room.

“Yash?” call Alan slowly. However, Yashna could still hear the call, so slowly that she felt that it was not Alan whining whom she had known for two years who was waiting for her.

Yashna came out of the room again after finishing her bath. The house, which is divided into several bulkheads for rent, has three bathrooms on the back. Yashna occupied the number three room in the house.

“What time are you here?” tanya Yashna was now sitting across from Alan who looked disheveled.

“Jam two,” says slowly.

“Why not go home?”

“Before I met you? It's the same that I'm sick, ” she replied in a cold voice.

“I don't open phone all day, busy.”

“Wah, now busy, yes?” sindir Alan straightened his body to get a little closer to Yashna who was blocked by a small wooden table.

“Yes, not only you can be busy?” the reply was indifferent.

“You replied to me when I was in Australia? So, Yashna?” Alan's sharp voice and gaze now pointed at the woman.

From the very beginning, the first meeting accidentally in the park made Alan unable to resist his insistence. He likes, really likes, not ... Even Alan can go crazy can not meet a woman who has not been able to give her full heart for it.

Now that the eyes were clashing, Yashna as usual was able to calm down and chose to look away afterwards.

“Good, reply to all the disappointments you felt while in Australia. It's okay, Yashna. Until you feel better.”

Yashna did not respond, only taking a deep breath before turning to Alan again.

“Don't be quiet, I like it when you start arguing rather than being silenced.”

“I'll do what you did there. So that I can know how you feel when you do it,” Yashna said in a calm voice.

“Ok, I'll see it.”

“What are you capable of?” cibir Yashna melengos.

Alan observed Yashna's face with a detached smile. He did not expect that what he thought was ordinary turned out to cause injuries.

“I and all the girls were just friends, Yashna. Please, believe me,” he said then still looking at the woman he had never duaakan at all this time.

“I know, so I will also do the same as you,” Yashna debate makes Alan more dizzy.

“What do you really want, anyway?!" alan is furious at Yashna's attitude, who has not forgiven what she did before.

”Mauku? I can also befriend a lot of people, hug, chat, walk together, go out of town, take abroad the man I call a friend, Alan!" with a stiffened face.

Alan flabbergasted. His tongue was twisted with an esophagus almost choked with Yashna's words that overturned his perception.

“I'll do that, Alan. In the name of friendship, do not worry of course, all that is in my heart is you, just like what you said so far.”

“Yashna, please .. I beg you not.”

“Why? Don't worry, my heart is still for you. I will also consider all the men who will walk the same as me just as friends, like you,” Yashna satirized with a prosthetic eye when looking.

“Yash ...” Alan's breathing is hunting, he can be sure, the woman is now at the end of patience.

“Don't tell me we're going to break up, you'll see me die if you can do it!”

Alan said the desperate words while getting up from the chair, looking at Yashna who would not even look at him at all. He immediately approached, lowered his body so he could kiss the tip of his beloved woman's head and then left from there.

Yashna shed tears while looking down. Relieved, more relieved from the feeling of slumped during patience to face Alan's behavior. He is caught in the love circle of a selfish young boy. One side he knew Alan was still a young boy who loved women, but his selfish attitude with all his mischief made him a dilemma. Yashna knows, Alan loves her very much, but it feels quite hurt by Alan's overly kind nature to anyone especially the young women who often insinuate him.

“Ah! Shit!” yashna cursed the table.

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"As being at a crossroads. I was confused as to where this leg should go. If love only curbs your freedom, then please let me go. However, if you believe happiness will surround our lives later, stop making me dilemma. Letting you go or hugging you feels the same if you don't change, I'll get hurt.

(Yashna Andara Bumi)

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Part Yashna and Alan, yes, sorry for not liking. Hehe

Keep following ya, how did Alan convince Yashna?

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