Sincerity Love Vishnu

Chapter 39 The Rage of Vishnu

Almira lowered her head after giving a nod confirming. The truth is that what he did in those days actually brought the lives of others to be undue.

“Do you regret?” vishnu's question changed his perspective to be ambiguous for Almira.

The hand that now touched Almira's shoulder he glued and put pressure until his wife again looked up at him.

Highlight the eyes of Almira can Vishnu read as a surprised reaction with his attitude that seemed to signal intimidation, seriousness in asking and speaking.

“I ... I don't .. know,” replied Almira shook her head weakly, her tongue twitched in reply.

“Why not know? Have you not been able to distinguish which one likes and which one loves?” ask Vishnu again with still being serious.

“No idea,” replied Almira shaking her head repeatedly.

Really, her husband is very good at stirring her feelings. His unpredictable attitude every meeting left him perplexed himself.

In one sense his marriage had not penetrated into his heart, a marriage that was to him only as the savior of his already tarnished self. On the other hand, it seems like her feelings have started to try to accept her husband's feelings which always showed her sincerity.

“Start tomorrow find out everything. Your feelings for me, the love that you may have carved but you tried to dodge it,” lontar Vishnu released his fingers and slumped to grab Almira's hand.

“What does it mean?” tanya Almira did not understand.

“One, how is our next wedding? I had hopes of wading through the household with you but it seems to you this is difficult. Secondly, you have a problem that you do not share with me, when I am your husband, is this not a sign that you do not yet fully consider me as your husband?” vishnu asked tightly grasped the fingers of Almira and looked at the wife who was still staring before him.

“Alright, I will say what went wrong in the past,” said Almira reassured herself.

“Try saying, I will listen,” said Vishnu carved a smile.

“I ... I at that time told brother Dhepe ... if Mas Inu plans to marry a beautiful older sister named Yashna and move to Australia,” replied Almira made Wisnu surprised and laughed.

It was very desirable for him to shake his wife's body and pinch her cheeks in a fit of anxiety. But Vishnu as much as possible hid his childish reaction for him, he did not like others to see the other side of his nature.

“What is the basis, you thought that I would marry Yashna and move to Australia? Misleading info,” hiss Vishnu pretended to be angry at the action stalking Almira in the past. His mind was eager for him to laugh.

“Because at that time ... I saw Mas Inu go to the Hotel where sister Yashna was, I also saw Mas Inu take care of Visa at the Australian embassy. Isn't that a sign that you two will stay there?” tanya Almira folded her lips because she felt guessed wrong.

“Pfffftttt,” laughter Wisnu restrained. “Amateuran stalker,” Vishnu's sneer is still holding back laughter.

Almira was getting bowed, feeling strange about her husband's reaction which instead gave her a laugh, shouldn't she be angry?

“You should ask me directly, what I am doing, so obviously,” always Vishnu look funny figure of his wife who passed innocently. “Sok know.”

“You are a cold, stiff, unfriendly person aka arrogant and never looked back and forth, I have tried several times to approach you but even my hair a strand of you never noticed,” Almira's murmurs stared fiercely at Vishnu, her lips pursed. She protested her husband's remarks about his pretentious attitude at the time.

“Wahh .. when? I forgot when it happened,” said Vishnu was very happy to get the fact that Almira wanted to get acquainted with him in the past. He wanted to hug his wife until he was out of breath.

“Saat ... Mas Inu is in the cafe kak Depe, while in the park every Mas Inu exercise, also time ...,” lamented Almira did not continue to answer, he said, he was still grumbling considering that his investigation had ended badly.

“When? I do not remember,” replied Vishnu felt very interested in the ravings of Almira, babble that always makes his wife look young and innocent in telling stories.

“What ... Mas Inu will be angry because of this problem?" almira said to break away and move away from her husband.

“What kind of answer do you want?” vishnu asked trying to test his wife's feelings.

“I will give in if Mas Inu wants me to fix it,” replied Almira who even made Vishnu feel torn apart.

“I will give up and go if Mas Inu wants it,” repeat Almira with a hard face looking.

What did he say ... give up? What does the word surrender mean?

Vishnu was silent not to say his wife, he chose silence not to continue the conversation he had suspected before. His wife had no intention of being serious in this one-sided marriage, her love re-clapping one hand.

“I'm sorry to sleep first, Mas. It was night,” said Almira continued her steps leaving her husband who was still standing as lifeless.

Almira's footsteps moved further away and disappeared when he was outside the work room Vishnu.

Vishnu could only duck down and continue his lyrical laughter. His mind became open when his wife met him there, telling him a light thing that turned out to be piercing his feelings.

“You relented you said?” his sizzle recalled Almira's words just now.

With a fist he flipped and walked emotionally towards his desk, sitting in his chair with his hands rubbing his hair full of annoyance in the bushes.

“Didn't I have been nice to you? Patience facing you? All I do is for you to feel all the love I've fully given you?” his sigh with the roar of his breath held in fury because of his wife's words.

“What is my lack of attention, the way I show love?” his wrath again vented his pent-up emotions deep in his heart.

“How dare he say he wants to give up? Does he think he has the right to decide my life, who I'm going to live with, who I'm going to choose?" he muttered again with his hands clenched on the table.

Vishnu stared at the screen of his laptop, staring at the picture showing Delia and Bagus sitting in a corner of the Bar area inside his Hotel with a real growl, a cold grin looking scary as he stared at the screen.

Brakk!

Vishnu's hand grabbed the books neatly arranged on the table and threw them with annoyance to scatter and hit the vase and urn in the corner of the room.

Pyarrs!

The noise in the night was actually very quiet in his house. Vishnu ruffled what was on his desk until he could feel satisfied and relieved.

With anger Vishnu grabbed everything around and slammed it release the inner pressure that eroded it.

The trauma back entwined and mastered the fear that lay in his heart. Having to swallow the bitter pill again that the woman he loves will release it and choose another man.

Pyarrr!

Vishnu sighed trying to calm his own emotions.

“Mas Inu?!” almira shouted half-run back into her husband's office.

The noise from inside the workspace made her recall the night her husband was about to commit suicide. Not wanting any more help, Almira immediately returned there.

Almira's eyes widened in shock with the chaotic situation there with books and ceramic fragments from broken jars scattered on the floor, as well as broken glass scattered everywhere. Almira looked at Vishnu who was seen being hit by anger.

“What's up, Mas Inu is okay, right?” tanya Almira stepped into the room, her steps slowly with a look of fear, her heart rustling in pain looking at the situation.

Vishnu was still silent with his fists, holding back his ascending and descending roar of breath shutting the stream of sanity as he was engulfed in the flames of rage.

Almira immediately crouched down to pick up some books scattered on the floor carefully. Pinching two small, brick-red and pale-blue books scattered with ceramic fragments, he clasped tightly with his fingers.

Her chest was turbulent, the marriage book that the two of them had just obtained as a valid proof of their relationship in the eyes of the law was also a victim of her husband's anger.

“Don't be cleared,” throw Vishnu with a sniffle sound.

Almira froze for a moment, unconsciously her hand still grabbed some books that were around her crouching place.

“I told you not to clean up anything here!” vishnu snapped a sharp turn towards Almira until his wife tiptoed.

Vishnu lowered his head in order not to hurt anyone around him, the disappointment that befell him was very tight in the chest. The word relented as if squeezing his heart like it would be thrown away by his own wife, he was very angry to hear all this beyond all Almira's mistakes about Dhepe in the past.

“Pargi from here before I patiently thinned,” slurried Vishnu with a voice resisting the pressure of anger that is still torturous.

“A-I don't know, why suddenly Mas Inu angry.”

“Shut up and go from here,” said indifferently Vishnu changed the direction of his view from Almira, he was very disappointed with the innocent thoughts of his wife.

“T-but, Mas ...don't hurt yourself again.”

“Why? Don't you not care about me? Heh?” said Vishnu smiled cynically towards Almira, his wife became confused in reacting because she did not know where her fault was.

Why is Mas Inu suddenly this horrible? My fault where. Is ... Because because of me, he can not be with Kak Dhepe?

Almira swallowed her saliva which felt hoarse and dry. Putting the book on the floor, chose to keep her wedding book that she held tightly in her right hand. He stood up with half-shaking feet. Her husband tonight feels very different from a few hours ago.

“S-who ... who said that I don't care about Mas Inu,” protests Almira nervously, feeling that her husband is the origin of the accusation.

“What did you say?” challenge Vishnu with a tinge of flushed face, sharp eyes and a cold voice jolting with Almira's feelings.

“You what? I-I didn't say anything,” replied Almira nervously yet understood.

Vishnu smiled cynically, looking annoyed at the innocence his wife showed. Very sick to him. He hates that attitude.

“Alright, do everything as you please. I will also do all the things I want,” Vishnu asserted with still looking cynically at Almira.

Almira looked at the bewildered throws of anger she received suddenly from her husband, her mind was in a state of turmoil and felt slow in digesting all the anger directed at her all of a sudden.

“What did you say? Release me?” The grin clearly visible on Vishnu's face, he immediately stepped slowly in the direction where Almira still looked at him in silence.

Almira froze staring at the slow steps of the man who was now back into another figure, his anger was clearly implied to be frightening to him.

I have to how is this? She approached me? Is he going to hit me? Why do my legs feel so heavy even just to shift a little?

Almira was still frozen with a chest bang spur, her blood flow felt faster, her arms felt sweaty and wet.

“Try it, just try it if you can,” challenge Vishnu still show a grin in the direction of Almira.

Almira became confused, she lowered her head without daring to look.

Did I say the wrong thing? Shouldn't he be happy when the mistakes of that time will he try to fix? Why is he so angry?

“We see, I am the right to throw not you,” lontar Vishnu push the shoulders of Almira and walk away past him.

Connect …

Don't think with a knife you can just hurt me.

Don't think with a sword drawn and pierced my body you can kill me.

Because, just tell me you're gonna let me go.

Just say you don't want me anymore.

Enough with that you've hurt me, you've made me feel like I want to die. (Vishnu-Almira)

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