
I could respond to her words mas Haris, which there I just fell silent with tremendous shock. My ears are still able to hear clearly what he is saying. Even though this breath is still breathing. About love until now.
My thoughts were instantaneous de Javu, like having experienced such a state in the past, about Mas Haris saying his love after we passed the forbidden night.
But I used to be so naive, I couldn't believe her words, I always felt that they were just lies so she could take responsibility. While I don't want to have a marriage that hurts each other. I don't want to take away the happiness of Haris just because of the word responsibility, that's why I chose to go.
But now it feels very different, because my heart has started to whisper all of its attitude to me all this time. Her concern, about her sincerity, was not only poured out for Alena, but for me as well.
"I'm sorry I can say it now, but I'm doing it so you don't leave again" said Mas Haris. He then woke up from his sleep and pulled a blanket to cover my body which was still open.
After that he went back to overlaying half my body until our gazes met each other. In this room the lighting is very minimal, but I was able to clearly see both eyes that look at me so deeply.
"I've never messed with Anindya, I love you not because I just want to be responsible, not just for Alena, but for myself" explained Mas Haris, and somehow hearing his words this time made me want to cry. I felt like I could feel about his love so deeply, but I always misunderstood.
"I can't help Anin anymore, I want you to know that I really love you. You're not going anymore, are you?" asked Mas Haris, his voice was very soft. A question that also sounded like a plea in my ear.
Her sad face actually makes my chest feel tight, it turns out I can't even see her being tormented. In the end, I cried first.
I won't question anything, not even about Namira. It's all the past you have. Tonight I will tell you about the love I have. No more covering it up.
Mas Haris must know that I love him very much, very grateful for being willing to accept me and Alena so easily, even without asking for a DNA test.
"I'm sorry, I don't know what to say. But thank you for accepting me and Alena, I ... I also loved Mas Haris very much," I replied, speaking with a stifled throat as it held back tears.
"Don't lie, do you really love me?" he asked, even Mas Haris did not believe. Though I should be the one in that position, is it true that a Haris Pratama loves me so deeply.
"Mas Haris doesn't believe it?" paka pula.
"Since when?" he asked enthusiastically, even hugging my body tighter.
"No idea, but it's clear after we meet again" I replied as I was.
And in reply with a kiss by mas Haris. If I had been shy, but not anymore. I even ventured to return the kiss.