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"Mas, let's go home now," I asked, after a long time we've been there. I was also afraid that Mas Haris would get tired of holding Alena like that.
"Yes, call Mr. Budiman to come here."
"Yes, Mommy" I answered obediently.
After Mr. Budiman came, we went home. Mas Haris carried Alena, but still could carry the mat, while Mr. Budiman brought two bags that you carry. While me? Not carrying anything, just carry yourself and walk beside Mas Haris.
"Mas, let me take the mat, okay?" I asked, so it wouldn't feel good to myself if it was like this.
"No need, I can still carry it," refused mas Haris.
"But_"
"Just walk next to me, that's enough to help," said Mas Haris, cutting my words to a halt.
Again I could only resign, we walked until we finally arrived at the car. Alena sat in her own chair that had been arranged in such a way that her sleep remained comfortable. Mas Haris asked me to sit in the middle and he was by the door.
Once everything is ready, Mr. Budiman immediately drove the car out of the park area and into the highway.
"Where's your phone?" asked Mas Haris, his hand was stretched out as if I wanted to give up my phone immediately. And indeed in the end I just hand over my phone, without the slightest rejection.
"Don't delete this photo" said Mas Haris, he showed the photo as we accidentally kissed.
I didn't answer anything, just looked down and held in shame.
"My mom wanted to see Alena, so I sent her the photos and videos in your gallery" Mas Haris said later.
"Yes, Mas" I answered softly.
I have met with Mas Haris' parents several times, Farah's mother and Mr. Emran's mother. Also Mas Haris' younger sister named Dara.
It used to be that our relationship was pretty good, it was me who worked professionally and those who treated professionally as well.
But now I'm so embarrassed, how about I meet you later, what I have to do besides apologize.
My mind was blown away when Mas Haris handed me the phone again. "There was a reply from Namira," said Mas Haris.
And I opened the message to read it. 'Yes Alena baby, let's go to the park next time, ' Namira wrote.
But somehow I feel like there is sadness in the message Namira sent, is there really another time for this? While the opportunity that Namira asked for seemed to have just fallen.
"Mas," call me Haris.
"Hem, what?" tanyanya who spoke in a soft voice anyway.
I really want to know how Mas Haris and Namira really are, why it feels so easy for Mas Haris to end their relationship. But to ask that question, it turns out I need a lot of courage, because now my tongue is suddenly confused.
"What did Namira say?" ask Haris then, maybe because I was silent, he asked the question first.
"Said Namira, we can go to the park next time."
"Hem, go threesome, you, Alena and Namira. That's not a problem, is it?"
I was silent for a moment, confused as to what to answer for the words.
"My relationship with Namira is over Anin, so if Namira is still among us, it's just about Alena, not me" explained Mas Haris later, she also reminds him that Alena reminds Namira of her former patient, a patient she failed to handle until she left the world.
About Namira who had a second chance to make his patients now live well, through Alena he seemed to want to make amends in the past.
I went back into silence to hear the remark, justifying Mas Haris' words and also went back to wondering, actually how the man felt about Namira.
"Does Mas Haris not mind letting Namira go? sorry if I'm questioning this."
"No, because we had a deal. Like when we were together, now we agreed to separate ... You should have appreciated our decision, and stopped looking for a way to unite us," replied Mas Haris, she stared at me intensely.
"Because every time you try to unite us, it will hurt Namira even more" Mas Haris later said.
And it makes me run out of words.
"I used to love Namira. But now my love is only for Alena, and learn to love you," break up Mas Haris.