
Oh God, my mind after the phone call with Mas Haris was cut off. I know, I know very well that all the things that Haris did were for Alena.
But my heart grew more and more ignorant of itself, slowly touched and complacent with all of its attitudes.
Heart, don't be like this. Control yourself. My mind, speak to this heart. All this exaggeration I will never show let alone express, I will only pendam myself to death.
I don't want to ruin my relationship with Haris again, everything is fine now. Although we choose each other's path, but always try anything for our children.
"Wes round-trip, let Anin and her mother enjoy this house first," said bude Narti with his distinctive voice, sounding loud and full of orders.
"Oalah sek warung warek I lek nyawang," said one of the mothers, he said he was not satisfied to see this house.
I just smiled, "No papa bude Narti, no need to rush home, let me make a drink first," I replied despite not knowing where the kitchen is.
"Eh no! You must not be home this long? Alena must be waiting for you at the hospital. Let bude and the others go home," break up bude Narti.
The neighbors who heard Alena's name mentioned also immediately agreed with the decision bude Narti, finally they all agreed to go home.
There are also those who apologize for not being able to help give me debt for Alena's treatment, apologizing for berating me and swearing me as a woman who is not right. In person they apologized to me and my mother, of course we immediately forgave without thinking.
All this time I never had time to hear the negative words of the neighbors, my mind was always focused on Alena's health.
After everyone was quiet, the house became quieter. She also closed the door and looked back at the house.
"Oh Allah, Nduk. It's just a guess mom, it's going to be like this, '" said mom.
I sighed softly, "Yes Ma'am, but said Mas Haris he did this all for Alena's sake. This house will be occupied by Alena later," I explained.
Mom nodded her head immediately, as if she understood what I meant.
"Yes Anin, I understand. After 6 years, she finally found out that she had a child. Surely Haris will do anything to make Alena happy, make her son's life comfortable."
Right, I think so too. That's why I and my mother can't resist, just accept and enjoy this.
My mother and I walked together through this house, From the spacious living room, you enter a wider family room. From here we saw a few doors and we opened it turned out that these were all rooms. In total there are 3 adult rooms and 1 room is clear for Alena, because in the decoration with a favorite pink tone of Alena, also Barbie furniture Alena's favorite doll.
This house could be spacious because Mas Haris bought land next to my house first, land that was originally an empty house. Now the house also disappeared and replaced this magnificent house. I also got this story from Bude Narti earlier.
Finished seeing our room walk again all the way to the kitchen and dining table. By Allah, everything is perfectly arranged. Even when I opened the back door, I saw a flower garden in the backyard.
"Alhamdulillah, O Nin, now God helps us unmitigatedly. Through Haris everything became like this," said the mother.
I looked at her two happy eyes. "After Alena recovers later let me find another job, ma'am, I don't want us to always depend on Mas Haris. At least we should have our own grip."
"Yes, I agree with you. I'll always look after Alena under any circumstances" she replied.
We hugged each other for a moment before we decided to go back to the hospital. We left the house we were going to live in.
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Mother had gone to bed first, so in this middle room there was only me, Alena and mas Haris.
"Ma, shall we turn off the headlights yuk? Let it be like in a movie theater" Alena said, making a request.
I glanced at Mas Haris, I saw him nod.
"Okay, mama's gonna turn the lights off. Get ready, yes" I replied as I got up and approached the main light switch in this room. When the main light is turned off, all that lives is a dim light in every corner of the room.
"1 2 3!" I said, then clap! The lights eventually died.
"Yee!!" Alena cheered in a soft tone, she hugged her papa tightly as if pretending to be frightened.
I just smiled at the behavior of the two. "Ma, sit not far away, here near me and papa," Alena asked again.
Without many words I immediately complied. Alena's hand now touches my hand, while Alena's right hand touches Haris's.
We started staring at the television screen, watching Barbie's adventures on the beach.
Alena laughs every now and then when she sees the broadcast, Barbie slippers are lost taken by the crabs.
"It's funny! We go to the beach sometime? Yes Pa? I want to find the crab too," Alena pinta.
"Yes dear." Haris answered quickly.
"Yee!" cheers Alena again, then without cue Alena put our hands together.
The deg! Suddenly I hurriedly withdrew my hand, no longer landing in the hands of the warm Haris mas.
"Mom take a drink first," I said as I watched Alena and Mas Haris stare at him compactly, as if asking why their hands were removed.
"But I'm not thirsty Ma" replied Alena.
"Papa thirsty darling, would you please get me Ma?" sahut mas Haris anyway and made me swallow a rough saliva. Whether Haris lied or not about him being thirsty, but his request could have saved me from Alena.
"Yes," I replied later.
I went with my heart beating, even if it was just a little jolt but it still felt like it was electrocuted.
When I returned I had brought 2 glasses of water, 1 for Haris, while the 1 was in case for Alena.
"This is Mas, please drink," I said.
"Thank you, Ma" replied Mas Haris, he took the glass and drank it half.
I sat down next to Alena again, but it turns out that my beautiful child never forgets what he wants, because again Alena makes the three of us hands so united. This time I couldn't pull it because Haris quickly held back.
Grasping my hand and Alena at once.