
Alena asked Namira for help because now she is sitting between papa and the future mom. Mom and I sat in front of Alena. So it was natural that Alena asked Namira for help to get the drink.
I try to keep smiling, as many smiles as I can give. I believe, when I treat Namira well, then later Namira will treat Alena well too.
After eating together, Alena again underwent a medical examination by doctor Anton. Mas Haris and Namira come in to see the examination. It turns out that Anton's doctor knows Namira well, probably because they are one profession so they know each other.
I saw from afar Namira seemed so serious listening to the explanation of Anton, Namira seemed to want to also handle about Alena.
When Dr. Anton was about to get out, I walked back and went back to the living room. If I remember now, I peek often.
"How's Doc?" I asked when Dr. Anton was here, in front of me standing in the living room.
"Alena was a really great kid, she was still so small but it was easy to be guided for her health. If it's like this Alena can heal faster than expected."
Thank God. Inner me, my race immediately shed all this sorrow. It paid off with the explanation of doctor Anton smiling.
"Thank God, thank you Doc" I replied, so happy I bowed my head so deeply.
"Sama-sama, then excuse me first Ms. Anin," said Dr. Anton later.
"Please Doc," I replied no less hurriedly. I smiled broadly as I saw Doctor Anton coming out of this room.
I looked back when I heard Namira calling. "Mbak Anin," called out to him in a fairly quiet voice. He must have understood very well to remain calm if he was in this room.
"You're out? Where are Haris and Alena?" my many. I also allowed Namira to sit on the sofa. In the end we both sat there.
Mom went into the room to rest.
"Alena is sleepy, she wants to sleep with Haris" Namira explained.
I could only nod, confused as to what to answer.
"Sir," call Namira again, a call that somehow makes my heart beat. It was as if Namira was about to say something very serious. He even took a pause from his words, making me instantly stare at him.
"Why Namira?" I also asked, speaking in a more subtle tone. It's as if no one can hear you two talk right now.
Namira looked down, playing her fingers on her lap. Then he looked back at me with anxious eyes. "Sorry Ma'am if I have to say this, but I'm afraid that Alena will ask for a marriage between Anin and Mas Haris" he said.
"Mas Haris loves Alena very much, I won't be able to compete with Alena. If Alena asks for that, I will lose, too" said Namira, her eyes starting to look red and dewy. I know she wants to cry.
So I held her hand which was already cold. Namira is like this because in the room Alena asked why Mas Haris wanted to marry her, why not marry mama again? That's why when Namira came out, she had her own fears.
"That will never happen Namira, believe me," I replied. I reiterate repeatedly that I met Mas Haris not to hold marriage accountable, I came because I had run out of expenses, while heart transplant surgery requires a lot of money, he said, if in total until the treatment may run out 30 billion.
Where can I get that kind of money?
Even when I sell the compound it won't be worth it.
Hearing my explanation Namira nodded, she stopped crying and tried to smile.
"Thank you Ma'am, if it's like this I can breathe a sigh of relief. I'm sure that between Anin and Haris there is nothing" Namira replied later, she hugged me and I replied.
Getting a hug from a fellow woman like this also made me comfortable, as if we were supporting each other.
"Ma, go inside" said Mas Haris suddenly and suddenly made us release a hug.
Namira immediately looked at me questioningly, while I only shook my head faintly. "Mas Haris just followed Alena's way of calling," I explained later. I finished talking, but Haris finally showed himself in front of the two of you.
"Alena wants to be with you" said Mas Haris.
"Okay Mas" I answered quickly, I also immediately got up, took care of Namira and immediately left from there.
"Honey," I said as I entered Alena's room.
"I want to be with Mama" said Alena anyway and I nodded quickly.
"Dear, Mama will always accompany you."
"Mama's sleeping too."
"Okay," I quickly replied. Then come up on the bed and sleep with Alena baby.
"You heard Mama sing," Alena asked. And he just wanted to hear again You Are My Sunshine.
While singing I stroked Alena's stomach gently. While my mind was whizzing everywhere. So remember Namira's story about Alena asking why her father didn't marry his mother again.
The question hurt me, I thought Alena had received all my explanations for Namira.
But he seems to have other thoughts. Really, I don't want Alena to think too much. I don't want Alena to be a genius child who has more mature thoughts than her age. I just want Alena to be like the other kids, who only know about play.
Still busy with my own thoughts, I didn't think Haris would even enter this room.
I couldn't stop singing, so I decided to just look at her for a moment and then focus on Alena.
Mas Haris was also just silent, he knew not to create sound. In order for Alena to go to sleep immediately, but even though her mouth was silent, Mas Haris actually pulled the blanket and covered my body with Alena.
I wanted to refuse, but if I remembered all for Alena's sake I was instantly speechless. Can only say Thank you between the breaks of the song I took.
Mas Haris then moved position, he was behind me because I slept facing towards Alena. Now he became next to Alena and sat on the bedside.
Mas Haris stroked Alena's head and I continued to sing in a soft voice. Until we both knew that Alena was asleep.
"Have a rest too, I will take Namira home" said Mas Haris in a soft voice.
"Okay, I'll drive you to the front of the elevator."
"No, I told Namira that I was the only one who told you. She knows you're accompanying Alena to bed."
"No, I'll take you guys anyway. Namira is going to be Alena's mom, I have to have a good relationship with her" I replied, even so there was a bit of debate between us.
Until Haris fell silent and I felt guilty myself. Though Haris' intention may only be because I don't want to leave Alena.
"Sorry Mas, then I'll meet Namira for a bit, won't take you all the way to the front of the elevator. I'm not leaving Alena" I said later and Haris finally nodded with his face now cold.
"Slow down" said Mas Haris as I got out of bed.
"Yes Mas" I replied, the words of Mas Haris that always sound like an order in my ear.
The two of us finally came out together, I saw Namira already standing in the living room.
"Sir, I'm going home" said Namira.
"Yes, thank you for coming. Come here often."
"I will try," Namira replied with a very sweet smile, making me smile as well. We hugged each other before we actually separated.
While Mas Haris did not say anything, he just looked at me and passed. Get out of this room by hugging Namira's waist.
I touched my chest that felt throbbing when I saw that scene. Repeatedly trying to condition the heart, but in fact still failed. There is still a little discomfort that dominates.
Astarghfirullahaladzim aposchland. My inner.