
Answered like that by my mother of course I immediately fell silent a thousand languages. There's a lot I don't know about what's going on in this house.
During this time when calling mother only focus on Alena who let go of longing with her grandmother.
But there is a story like this. Farah's mother and Emran's father have been coming home a lot.
Oh my God, how am I supposed to do this?
"Don't think much, let's sit down together" whispered mother to me, she also hugged my arm and pulled me to immediately sit on the sofa. Me and my mother sat together, Alena was already in the lap of Haris and sat next to Farah's mother and Emran's sir.
"I'm sorry for Alena's grandparents, we can only see you now" said Mr. Emran, again saying the apology and making me more down in guilt.
Because I'm the one who made Alena unable to meet all the Pratama families.
"It's okay, Mother, I'm not angry. Now that we have met," replied Alena, she did not feel afraid of the new man because she was now sitting on her father's lap.
His cheerful voice made me feel calm.
"Mama and Papa came here why didn't you tell me first" Mas Haris said later.
And I was quite surprised when the mother who answered him instead, "Mother who called Mama and Papa Mu Haris, mother who asked them to come here and welcome you home" explained the mother, her voice was very bright.
"Anin must be surprised?" farah's mother asked and made my heart again beat in pain, only able to look at her with my bland smile.
"I'm sorry Mom, all this happened because of my mistakes in the past," I said later, it feels like this heart will continue to be stuck if I don't say sorry.
"Haris has explained everything to us Anindya, even about your decision to get married. Mother and father will bless you" replied Farah's mother, her voice so soft. But it feels pressing at once.
And make me even more confused. Surprises that come so long that I am confused about how to be happy or even sad.
"Mom was just disappointed why you just met Haris, you should have told all of us about Alena from the beginning. So ... So Alena won't suffer all this time" Farah's mother said with tears that suddenly regained control of her.
Hearing that sentence I had no power to hold back, so these tears also fell.
Between my blurred eyes, I saw Haris rise up and hand Alena over to my mother.
They didn't say anything, but mother immediately took Alena away from this living room. The room was filled with tears of sadness.
"It's Ma, it's not that we agree not to discuss this anymore" said Mr. Emran, I vaguely heard him speak like that.
"Mama just wants to vapourize what's in Mama's heart, Pa. Seeing Alena this heart is getting sicker. Mama can't stop imagining how sick Alena was all this time" Farah's mother replied.
I've run out of words, just kept my head down and accepted all these disappointments. I really deserved it. Go without discussion, then suddenly come with bad news. The life of the Pratama family I really played with.
"Ma, please calm down. Don't forget there's Alena here," said Mas Haris, she sat down beside me and stroked my back gently. I know Mas Haris wants to calm me down.
I heard Farah's mother was throwing her breath away violently. "Mama accepts Anindya because of Alena, but Mama's heart still feels so disappointed," Farah's mother breaks up.
Simple but painful words to me. Haris was silent too. Now I hug my waist firmly.
"Mama is just an emotion, Papa begs you to understand it" said Mr. Emran.
Long enough we were here in a tense state, until my cries and Farah's mother's cries both subsided. Farah's mother got up from her seat and met Alena in the boy's room. He still ignores me.
"Mama just needs time to forgive us" said Mas Haris.
Oh, my God, he's so nice. Even using the word KITA when only I made Farah's mother disappointed.
"Yes Mas, I know, I'm sorry yes," I replied later, I always felt guilty about this to Mas Haris, about all my mistakes.
"Yes, how many times do I have to say it, I've forgiven you" Mas Haris replied.
The man I used to be so afraid of, now always calms me down. We secretly held each other's hands tightly.
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At 5 pm, Farah's mother and Emran sir came home, promising that tomorrow will come again with Dara.
While Mas Haris will stay in this house with us. Before leaving earlier Mr. Emran also said that tomorrow magrib me and mas Haris married first religiously. He was later registered with a religious court.
There was no party considering Alena's condition and I was very accepting of it. It feels really embarrassed if there is a massive event.
"Grandma's coming home first baby, tomorrow will meet Aunt Dara," said Farah's mother, she always stared at Alena, not staring at me.
"Okay Nek, it turns out I have a Aunt too," Alena replied with a chuckle, she would not have expected if I had a lot of family.
"Later tonight Grandpa will call Alena," said Mr. Emran, it was his turn to say goodbye.
"Ready Cake!" reply Alena spirit.
"We say goodbye to Ms. Husna, Anin," said Mr. Emran later, while Farah's mother just hugged her, without looking at me again.
"It's okay" Mas Haris whispered to me.
I nodded, trying to smile even though I still felt pain in my heart.