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#23
My colder monkey woke me up, the screen time was at 4am, which meant that in about 3 hours I would land in Melbourne. Without feeling I have gone through 10 hours of this journey with more sleep due to fatigue working on some projects that were left behind because of my health condition. I even made the doctor who treated my leg angry because I was very busy working and ignored the fact that I had to move heart – hearts because it had just healed which resulted in pain again in my leg. And even more shocked when I said I was going to leave the country alone in the near future, I remembered exactly how he said I was crazy back then.
So this is where I armed with some pain relievers that will accompany me when – arrives stricken with pain, trying to look healthy by taking vitamins and reducing the intensity of my smoking that often increases during stress.
Finally I decided to watch the film provided by this airline because it was not sleepy hoping the time will be fast approaching the landing hours.
Time showed at 9 Melbourne time when I decided to exit the hotel looking for an address that was not too far from where I was staying. Based on the information I got from Nayra's father, her best friend's restaurant will be open in the afternoon, which means Nayra and her best friend will leave earlier perhaps during the day to monitor all preparations. So I feel this is the right time to meet him, I can not delay any longer for fear of my feet arrive – arrived with pain.
After walking a few blocks I arrived at the address given by Om Syah, a new apartment building with a minimalist feel. I rang the bell at the apartment a little worried that they were gone.
“hey.. who is that?” a man's voice was heard replying, leaving me confused. Does Nayra live with her boyfriend?
“hmm. is Nayra Sudirman live here? I need to see her” I said a little doubt I was wrong address
“and who are you?.. I stared at the cctv attached near me, I knew they were monitoring me from inside “oh my god...” The scream surprised me “are you Rayhan?” I stared at the cctv nodding
“yes.. I’m Rayhan, can I meet Nayra here?” I tried to persuade them to let me in
“of course.. come in?!” answer the voice followed by the sound of the doorbell opening I immediately headed for the elevator up to their apartment on the 5th floor. I impatiently knocked on the door opened by a door that seemed familiar to me.
“welcome” said to let me in, inside there was a blonde haired woman sitting making tea smiling at me.
“hi.. I’m Rayhan” said I introduced myself to both of them and was quite confused because I did not see Nayra here.
“I’m Bradley, she's Anna” said the wooden-looking man introduced the blonde-haired woman across from us “Nayra.. have a seat please” he said with a smile pulling me a chair hinting me to sit down.
I stole – look at Brad that I thought was familiar, Anna gave me a cup of tea made me instantly remember that I had seen him.
“are you dating Nayra?” I asked Bradley who was sitting next to me that instantly broke the laughter of the two of them.
“why would you think like that?” Bradley and Anna are getting curious about me
“hmm.. I’ve seen you two holding hands.in front of the office building” they both still laughed happily at my words
“oh Rayhan.. we always like that, everytime..wait..is that the reason you don't back together with her?” I nodded making Anna and Bradley finally understand the reason I rejected Nayra a few years ago.
“Ray.. I rather date you than her” I nodded in understanding then fell silent, what the f*ck is he gay?! I looked at her dumbfounded knowing the fact how stupid I thought she was Nayra's lover back then
“ I’m really sorry for made you misunderstand on us” I shook my head trying to chim Bradley that all of it was my fault
“No. it’s all my fault.. I never asked her who’s that guy and jump into conclusion that I made” they both laughed again, Bradley moved from his seat opened the room door and shouted waking Nayra up
“NAY.. GET UP!! Someone looking for you” said Bradley entered Nayra's room who replied with ogah – ogahan like he was still sleepy “get up. someone from embassy needs to talk to you.. “
“what? Why?” Nayra who seemed surprised by Bradley's words just woke up checking outside the room with a look that made me surprised and became anxious because of it
With hair still random – catakan Nayra came out of her bedroom still in her pajamas while scratching her head occasionally she yawned and immediately stopped when she realized that I was not the embassy who was looking for her.
Nayra stood sculpting while winking – blinking his eyes as if not believing what he saw “kamu.. Ray. han.”
“good morning Nayra” sapaku that made Nayra gasp immediately turned towards the room but failed because it hit the door frame so much as – hours. He rubbed his forehead back to see me who was smiling holding back my laughter
“one minute” said Nayra as she held her index finger back in the room.
“so.. what make Rayhan come to Melbourne?” asked Anna whose voice sounded heavy like this smoker.
“there’s some kind misunderstand between us. so. here I’m” Bradley gave me a plate of choux that is exactly the choux I once ate at the cafe depo of Nayra's father's building.
I wanted to ask them a few things when Nayra's open door that looked neat came out while she was dripping her thick jacket
“you've had breakfast?” ask Nayra who is now walking towards me. I showed the choux I was holding a sign I was having breakfast.
“tadi already ate on the plane” said I continued chewing on the small cake. The shocked Nayra now ruffled her waist with a face that could not believe my behavior. Where should I rest at the hotel to avoid jetlag
“Rayhan.. “ he pinched me for being annoyed with my behavior “kamu.. instead of break” Bradley and Anna tried to try to stop Nayra
“let's quickly adapt to the time.I came here, so that the night I can sleep” Nayra still shook her head in disbelief and then took me out of the apartment.
We both walked through the park where the tree leaves are now yellow and brown. Feeling de javu remembered when I came here in the autumn.
“you're here for the holidays?” I stopped turning my body towards Nayra who was also facing me. The blowing wind knocked out the leaves that were partially flying over us, I took the leaves that fell on Nayra's head and then shook my head
“I'm here to see you” I said with a very focused gaze on him.
“you mean?” Nayra does not understand or pura – stupid temple anyway.
“iya.. There are some things that we have to straighten” said I put my hand in my jacket pocket
“hal...what kind of thing?”
“many things, including my relationship with Mila..” I took a breath trying to calm myself “I know Mila threatened you to stay away from me” Nayra looked at me surprised as if in disbelief with the words just now
“Rey.. i.” I stopped Nayra who wanted to talk by putting my index finger on her lips
“I know..you did it to protect me. But it's over now, you don't have to do it again”.
“you mean?”
“forgive me. “ said Nayra who made me confused why she apologized
“why are you sorry?”
“I feel guilty for contributing to your accident, and not telling me about Mila who threatened me just – eyes just want to protect you”
I pulled Nayra into my arms, hugging her so tightly. How much I miss this girl.
“Nay.”
“hmm?”
“i miss” very much said I buried my face in her hair which has now turned black again. Nayra's body which was like stiff because it was surprised by my behavior now began to relax, she returned my embrace which immediately helped make me feel relieved.
“I miss you too” Nayra said in my arms
The strong autumn wind came back against us, I tightened my arms.
“Nay.. breakfast at my hotel only well.cold” said I made Nayra nod at once laughing. He seems to know that now I have a headache from a long flight. We walked to the hotel hand in hand.
“Nay.. “ I saw a hotel that was close to want to start again our conversation
“ada what?” nayra asked as if she was worried about me whose face was starting to feel bad. I can't answer because my head is starting to feel dizzy “rey... you... why?” Nayra looks panicked. Immediately pulled me into the hotel.
Nayra managed to get me into the room right away maybe ordering room service and telling me to lie down.
“sorry.. we do not have breakfast with” said I saw Nayra who is now tidying up my room, miss perfectionist who seems to suffer from this ocd does not like to see the room is a mess he said.
“it’s okay.. soon room service comes, we can still have breakfast here” Nayra approached then stroked my hair. “so how long will you be here?” asked Nayra who was now sitting at the bedside behind me.
“until you want to accept me back” said I no longer want to base – stale with him immediately back sitting and hugging him from behind. “please Nay.. I want you back into my life”.
“isn't I been in your life all this time?”
“but the Nayra that I want in my life is my beloved Nayra, Nayra who will stay with me until old age, Nayra who will be my wife, Nayra, Nayra who did not give up on me” I tightened my arms felt drunk by the fragrance of her perfume.
“Rey.. I.. I am afraid that later – people will talk about you and your family. Because you and Mila have not broken up”
“you need not fear snatching me from anyone because I belong to no one, you need not fear being blasphemed for ruining my relationship because I will always protect you as much as I can, you need not fear being blasphemed for ruining my relationship because I will always protect you as much as I can, and you don't have to be afraid of what other people say about my family because they know what's right and what's wrong. So I beg you. stop looking for excuses Nay. because I still haven't stopped loving you”.
Nayra was silent, I still kept hugging her. “or did you say the hospital was a lie? I clearly remember you saying that always loved me” Nayra who never wanted to look at me now turned around with a surprised face
“you.. how do you know?”
“I heard everything..everything you say” her reddened face makes me even more anxious I turn her body makes us face “ah.. I wanted to take you to a romantic dinner and then say it all there” he who was embarrassed now so laugh because I never found the right moment to say everything – romantic things to him
“you can say everything without the need to create any romantic moments Rey.Every moment we pass feels romantic, you do not need to force yourself. Because what matters is what comes out of your mouth”
I nodded in agreement with the simple thought that always amazed me since long ago “all I've said, I wait for your answer” I put my eel to the jidat Nayra trying to calm myself who was impatient to get an answer from him while closing my eyes.
Instantly surprised as Nayra's lips clung to my lips, my eyes immediately opened my hands with reflexes holding her face trying to find a signal through her gaze to me
“what does this mean yes?” my question answered nods his head “please tell me clearly Nay”
“Reyhan.. I am willing to re-fix this relationship” powerless restraining euphoria exploding within me, I kiss Nayra mercilessly. With the breath that hunts us both as if to reveal everything that can not be delivered with the word – words. Now my hand began to embrace him without letting go of our lips that are still clinging sometimes by slowly reply sometimes violently. I became drunk with the scent of Nayra perfume which seemed to start paralyzing all rational thoughts in my head.
I pushed Nayra's body over the bed, and started to climb on it as the doorbell rang. Damn it. room service.I just realized what had happened immediately looking for a T-shirt that had slipped out of my body, wearing it immediately opened the door letting the waiter who brought our order in.
I rubbed my face in disbelief I lost control of myself, and let lust rule. I looked at Nayra who covered her body with a blanket, I knew she was tidying her clothes from under the blanket.
The waiter immediately excuse me after I give tips a few dollars, I look back at Nayra who has returned with a position sitting on the bed. The gaze we met made Nayra's laughter break, I knew she was my minister who arrived – was shocked because of the arrival of room service earlier. Feeling anxious, I went back to him and then again smelled it but not as intelligent as before. I still have a lot of time, right?! I tried to warn myself to restrain this libido.
“Nay.. “ said I now pulled him up and into my arms “can I ask for something?” Nayra was silent for a moment then nodded her head without looking at me “abis we eat... can you not go home?” Nayra who was hugging me now let go of her embracesthe look at me confused and suspicious
“why?” his eyes began to investigate me
“I'm afraid..I did more than last” I whispered slowly to make Nayra laugh.
“you’re playing virgin now?!” nayra said as if to tease me
I shook my head trying to resist the embarrassment that seems to have reached ubun – ubunku this “ I just want... make the moment special...it is worth the wait is not?” he nodded as if he agreed with my words just now
“but why didn't you do anything while I was staying at your house?”
“that time I still have a mastermind fortress, Mila I mean. but now...you are my lover. I don't think I can hold it much longer at this time… you were too intoxicating” said I slowly made Nayra's eyes widen upon hearing my last sentence, I convinced her with a nod of my head instantly made her face red with embarrassment. I have to try harder to hold myself back from now on.
Trying to defeat my nafsuku, I grabbed Nayra's hand leading her to the shirt and started our breakfast in the morning before such a beautiful afternoon
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