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#18
My face turned irritated as I looked into the empty room, said Nayra's mother, who came home about half an hour ago while I was out of the house taking my aunt to the market. I had scowled to mother why let her go home without waiting for me, even though I had promised to take her home earlier. And I have something to tell him.
“sayang.” I was surprised by Mila who arrived – arrived hugging my neck from behind then showering me with a kiss made me have to elbow him because it was not good with the family who saw the incident just now. “why should be ashamed Rey.. soon we will marry” Mother who the second time heard Mila's statement just now can only shake her head, while the other family began to whisper – whispered
“Mila. But not with my family who came from the village, – things like this are still considered taboo to show, especially we have not officially become husband and wife. I hope you start thinking about things – things like this” my explanation makes Mila lowered her head while releasing the embrace on my neck. I let him sit down, get him a cup of tea and some cookies.
The phone I put on the desk rings, Nayra's on call. Making Mila become even more upset, her face now changed.
“halo Nay” gently ignores the fact that Mila is looking jealous
“hei. sorry well, I'm not saying goodbye to you“ replied Nayra
“it’s okay..how are you doing? You arrived safely, right?” ask me to make the jidat Mila wrinkled
“aku well – fine, get home safely. Thank you for allowing me to rest at your home.Greetings to your mother yah”
“iya later I say the same mother”
“oh yes rey.. I forgot the necklace” my smooth laugh came out when I heard he discussed the crescent moon necklace. “after that you did not exist so I did not feel good to take it without your knowledge”
“try if you were waiting for me to come home, all of you come home also” Nayra sounded laughing with my words “ I was afraid you long ago, so I went home first anyway it is better if you rest at home alone. Yes already.. later Rey necklace. I rest first yah”
I nodded even though he did not see it “yah already.. rest there” Nayra laughs at the word of command from me “besok you here right? Let me give you the goods tomorrow” our conversation turned out to have exhausted the patience of Mila who had taken her bag away from home. She must have been very jealous just now. It is a good time to end this relationship.
After ending the call with Nayra I walked out, towards Mila's car which was still parked there, she was seen crying. I got into the car that he did not lock it, sat in the passenger seat and rubbed his back.
“Mila..” I tried to calm her who was still sobbing it.
“what the heck Rey.. what less than me until – until you can't forget him?!” said Mila among the stuffing. “please look at me Rey. I am now your boyfriend”.
“Mila try to calm down first, let me explain” I said trying to persuade her to stop crying
“what Rey needs to explain. You still have the same feeling. Rey.. I've been by your side, can't you see that I love you too”
“Mil..” haven't had time for me to talk Mila cut me off
“Rey.. have you forgotten how she broke your heart in Sydney, have you forgotten she doesn't care about you never even asked you how she was there?” ah I really want to explain this misunderstanding “ all this time you have tried with your own efforts and there is no support from him, I have been supporting everything you do Rey.. I deserve to be by your side.”
“Mila listen first”
“no... I don't want to hear anything about her, you rotten woman!!!” I was astonished by the words Mila just now “she left you for so long, and arrived – arrived she came to take what belongs to others? I can't let him take you away from me Rey, I won't, I don't want”
“Mila.. she's not like that.” I started to get emotional because Mila cut off my conversation
“you still defend him? RAYHAN?!! Did you forget he left you when you were obviously – was clearly slumped, when you needed the person you loved so much” what Mila meant? “where is NAYRA THAT YOU LOVE IT.. When you are sakau? Huh!?! When you try to heal yourself, when you are desperate to finish your thesis that many times – revised, he is having fun – happy with his friend in Sydney without any news. Is she the woman you want to defend? Women don't have hearts” Mila is starting to sound late.
“clear women – is obviously approaching you again after you have succeeded” ah.. This starts to annoy “dia came to enjoy the labor you did yourself, you know, this is what you did yourself, the effort you built with full struggle without the help of anyone else let alone him, matre woman!! You know Rey.she's glared at your success right now and trying to get you hooked by re-establishing your real toxic relationship. He left you Rey.. “
“Mila enough!!! enough.. you don't know what – is about our past.. enough!”
“what do I not know? If Nayra doesn't care about you and is selfish, or Nayra who likes to fight with you because she's just playing you. Reyhan open your eyes.why are you chasing a woman who is obviously – already refused to come back with you” want me to strangle this woman so she stops.
“MILA...”while silent with my snaps “you want to know the truth? The jerk was me. That made Nayra leave me was because I.. I who had ruined everything with my depraved behavior” Mila was silent down “all of this. what I have now.. it means nothing if it's not him. Success, this wealth is all there is because I want to be the man he deserves. So that one day he returns, can accept me as the man who holds his promise” Mila still down did not dare to lift his face
“you should be grateful he does not want to come back with me, because he is still thinking about your feelings. but I think you already know the consequences of your behavior this”.
“No Rey.. don't – don't leave me. I love you Rey” Mila pulled my arm trying to let go.
“I think our relationship got here Mila” said I let go of her hand trying to hold me back.
“no.. I won't let you leave me.” Mila quickly reached into something from inside her bag, which turned out to be a cutter knife.
“Mila what – apan you!”
“i would rather die Rey. than lose you” Mila again crying trying to slice her wrist. I swiftly stopped the hand holding the cutter, trying to keep it away from the other hand.
“Mila don't act stupid” said I now make the car shake because trying to grab the cutter. Because there is a distance between the two of us, Mila managed to push me and started slicing her wrists trying to cut her veins. I immediately got up and hugged her, successfully stopping her.
“I don't want to lose you rey. I love you” Mila still keep crying
“ayo.. we are out, let me treat your wound” even if the slice is not deep but pretty much bleed out
“what after that you will decide me?”
“we talk about this good – good Mila”
“I don't want if until separated from you” Mila shut up for a while then grinned “or I just killed Nayra, let nothing stand in our way” I gasped with her words just now.
“Mila.. don't think about things that are not – not”
“you see Rey, I can hurt myself, it would be easier if I hurt Nayra”
“Mila.. let's go down treat your wound, then we can talk good – well”
“NO.. I won't go down before you promise not to leave me”
“Mila.. don't be like a little child”
Mila was silent for a while then laughed “you know Rey. I could hire some people to hurt and even take away Nayra”'s life I shook my head in disagreement with the idea he just expressed. “ very easy to disappearakn nayawa people now Rey” Mila still grinning trying to find – find other wild ideas.
“Mila let's go down first, see your blood doesn't stop”
“I will not go down before you reply that we will not break” I nodded my sign agreeing with him
“we won't break up. okay?!” Mila seemed happy with my answer just now. I immediately brought her into the room to be invisible to my mother and quickly treated her wound.
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The wedding ceremony was solemn, I deliberately kept quiet and tried as calmly as possible to face Mila so that the event remained calm. I feel like there's something weird about it because I don't see Nayra getting through the marriage contract or the reception like she knows about Mila's behavior. I kept convincing Mila not to do anything to Nayra that she agreed as long as I didn't contact Nayra. And now I feel like I'm in the blank spot.
The crowd at Rena's reception made me feel dizzy, with the new problem at the head adding to the pain I felt. I took mineral water and separated myself from the crowd and brought myself into the hotel.I called Reza saying that I would be in the room for a while to take headache medicine.
I walked through the hallway as I saw her coming out of one of the rooms, which turned out to be Rena's bridal room where they also decorated it. Nayra who was wearing a mermaid-style black dress showed her slender body silhouette. Making my heart become relieved, the worries that had peaked were slowly diminishing. Immediately my steps approached Nayra who was still fixated on staring at me.
“are you okay?” I said I immediately grabbed her shoulder to check if there were any injuries on her body.
“ rey.. “ Nayra stopped me “I’m fine. why?” I can't answer that I can't say that his life is under threat. I shook my head
“I just didn't see you from yesterday until this hour, I worry you why – napa”
“I rest first, so I can only come tonight” I nodded understand. Nayra went to the venue to check on the situation there while I continued to go to my room looking for headache medicine.
I sat in the balcony looking at the party crowd tonight thinking about how I could escape Mila's entanglement without hurting her or Nayra. His reckless action was enough to make me stunned because he recklessly cut his wrist, I was afraid he was reckless then hurt Nayra. Everything feels too late now.
It's like walking on a pitch-black night without seeing what we're going to see up ahead. But somehow I feel something is stuck here.the ringing of the mobile phone breaks my sunyiku. Mila's name is on the screen.
“sayang..where are you?” I breathe out, I control myself
“again in office. After taking medicine, my head arrived – arrived sick”
“you're good – is fine right?! I'll be there” soon
“Mila.. no need. a..” phone disconnected, I can only follow the game now.
Mila came in without knocking on the door to catch me pouring beer cans into a glass full of ice cubes. He walked over, then made a gesture like lowering the zipper of his shirt, making me surprised. What the hell is he doing? Mila opened her red dress and then approached me with a seductive look, I gulped my saliva when I saw her sexy body was just wearing underwear, her hair that had been carried was now allowed to unravel. The closer I was sitting on the sofa, then slowly he climbed up my thigh, making me unable to move.
“mila.. what do you do?” Mila laughed a little and teased me
“Rey.. we are the same – as adults, and I'm sure you've done it. let's have a happy – tonight” Mila's hand now loosens my das, and I'm sure you've done it, his lips now poked my neck while his breath began to hunt in my ear. Finished with his hand tie now holding onto my chin, his lips*******my lips are powerless to resist any longer this temptation. I said his kiss turned things around, his body that was now under me seemed to be asking for more attention when Mila took off her bra. My hand play on her chest made her scream. Looks like we're gonna spend a long night here.
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