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Bani covered her mouth with her hands as if in disbelief with what I just said, Mila fell silent like a stone, Diana nodded that this is what I had to say since then, Diana nodded that this is what I had to say since then, as I closed my eyes in my heart, I said why it had to end this way.
“Mila.. is it true that Rey said?!” Bani shakes Mila's shoulder trying to force her to open her voice “MILA replied?!” bani's cry invites the presence of his mother who is now standing monitoring from the door.
Mila replied with a nod making Bani even more frustrated
“Rey.. i.. is this really my son? It's possible.”
I shook my head to convince Bani that it is not my son “you have recorded several times my hotel cctv and no other male – men who go with you exception.not even me, not even me, because we are no longer with – equals end of this”
“mila.. I beg you to explain all this so that we no longer suspect – the actual circumstances” I crouched before Mila while holding both hands to want to talk.
Mila looks to catch her breath, trying to calm herself. “iya. I deliberately approached Bani to know about your past with Nayra, because I know you still like Nayra” Bani seems annoyed to hear Mila's confession just now as well as myself.
“so I threatened Nayra because Bani told me that you still have debt with her father” me and Bani laughed when she heard the last explanation earlier
“Mila.. someone forgot I updated, Rayhan's debt has paid off” said Bani still with an annoyed face. “why didn't you tell me you were pregnant with my son?”
“i'm afraid Rayhan knows that I cheated on him with his friend. That's why I tried to trap Rey at Rena's wedding reception that turned out to fail” Bani shook her head – shook her head in disbelief with Mila's behavior.
“have you ever thought of me once – times? That you admit it's my son?” Mila shook her head while Bani grew more emotional
“Mila you have no choice but to marry Bani, and give birth to your son” I tried to resuscitate Mila who had run out of that option.
“Bani.. I hope you can talk about this with both of your parents as well as Mila's parents so you can decide which is best” I bring Bani and then pat her on the shoulder, Bani again – again apologize to me.
Aunty Vera who was watching us from earlier started to get closer to tell Bani and Mila to sit down. While Diana and I went home because I just remembered there was business that I had to do. I asked Aunt Vera to face them with a little calm because the emotions of Mila and Bani began to look unstable.
As I rushed to the meeting place, I told Diana to ask the hotel driver to pick her up while I was speeding away at high speed.
There were so many things that filled my mind, the answers I had been looking for made me realize that I was not aware of some important things, like Nayra who had always loved me. How he would let go of his feelings just so I could stay. Ah. I want to see him soon.
There's a lot to say, about how I feel, about a lot of things piling up in my mind. I ransacked my pants pocket and quickly picked up the phone and immediately looked for Nayra's contact, which was hard to see because my car was speeding too, surprised by the sound of the horn makes the phone in my hand apart fall into my seat, because in front of me there was no car, I quickly grabbed the phone without realizing I had come down and let go of my eyes and BRUUKKK.
Everything was like going on quickly, how the car I was driving hit hard, the car glass scattered, fortunately the air bag expanded quickly but still it hurt so much when my advance hit it. The horn that my head was piercing rang continuously – continuously, and I began to lose consciousness.
Nayra. There are many things that I regret like not saying like it when I go to see the sunset, when I take shelter in the rain, when it rains, or I was willing to travel a distance that is not close just to meet him and not say what – what whereas at the same time he felt what I also felt.
And now I don't have a chance to say it. My dream of sitting together with him seeing our – children playing, where we will fuss over some things because he is stubborn but will still love and support each other. We build a business – business that we once had if – while dating, with him until old and death separated.
God, I wish I had a chance to fix it. Nayra, I love you so much, no matter how long it has passed my feelings are always the same.
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“Rey.. Reyhan..” Nayra's voice is heard calling me. I want to open my eyes that feel so heavy, to answer his call. Ah. What's wrong with me. The last thing I remember was when I hit the roadblock and everything went dark.
Am I dead now? I tried to get up but I couldn't, I felt stiff and couldn't move anything.
“rey... wake up...” ah.. I seem to be in a coma when another – sound starts to sound clearly in my ears, the sound of the heart monitor, and other sounds in this room. Is it because of the dope effect that I don't feel anything?
“what do you remember, when you met me kept telling me that you weren't dating Lira, I was so happy. That moment made me realize that I actually have feelings for you” eh... wait a minute?! I know it's been a long time but ah. Why do you know now.
“and when you came to Sydney, ah. You have no idea how happy I am.. I want to improve our relationship because I'm sure your special arrival to see me turns out I was just kegeeran” stupid..
“I know that it's my fault, too, because you never want to say or start everything about this relationship first because you think that you will always love me without thinking that you can fall in love with others, like Mila”
“after seeing how you are now, turning into the best version of Reyhan I always wanted in the past made me feel so selfish for wanting you who are no longer mine, I'm sorry I didn't say I wanted to be together again the last time we met in Sydney. Stupid well.”
“and now that you are happy with Mila, I can only wish you both the best… I really want to wake up and explain what happened to my relationship with Mila “I know it's too late, I just want you to know that I've always loved you, seeing you happy is more than enough Rey.although not with me” trying to build my body feels tiring without realizing I was back asleep.
My eyes are now unable to withstand the glare of light around. My gaze wandered through the room, my head felt so stiff to move, I tried to lift my hand that felt so sore, my throat was so sore as I tried to speak,I tried to swallow the saliva that felt like it had dried up my mouth.
“Bang Rey…! Do not move first” Reza who is now aware that I am awake, he held me back from moving recklessly and immediately took water when he saw me who looks troubled to speak. “while Bang, he said, call the doctor first yah.” continued Reza who finished giving me a drink
“the other mother had dinner with Rena and Dimas” said Reza who offered me water again
“Nayra?”
“kak Nay...” Reza's talk was cut with Mom's shout when she arrived in the room. Soon mother hugged my body with tears, I could not bear if it was like this, Rena who just arrived in the room joined in crying.
“ibu.... afraid that you also go ninggalin mother” said Mother crying in my chest that makes me really want to hug her but I can not move my hand
“Rey.. don't go where – mom, Rey is good – is fine I said trying to ease her crying. Reza immediately grabbed hold of mom's shoulder and whispered pity to me who was beginning to appear to be breathing in tightness.
Finally my mother immediately got up, Reza had prepared a bench so that mother sat beside my bed. They started asking me about the actual chronology of events. I began to explain slowly as I was beginning to feel exhausted.
The explanation that has not been completely it must be stopped because the interruption of the doctor who handled me has entered the room to check.
“what do you feel now?”
“i feel easily tired dok” said I was trying to regulate the breath
“that's natural, because you've been sleeping for 3 days” I frowned at me as if in disbelief
“how can you remember everything? Your name? Age?” I said yes need the doctor nod understanding “members of your family? Do you remember it?” I replied yes once again “how about the day you had an accident? Do you remember it?” I paused and tried to remember the fateful day and then replied yes. “good..
“how about my hands and feet dok?” actually, the more curious thing is the left foot and hand that is being bandaged.
“for your hand suffered a mild fracture so the healing time is not so long while for your foot, we install a pen to support the bone. It will take a few months to heal. We hope you are patient” I can only sigh in relief at not losing a leg and still have hope of recovery
“for now we hope you rest a lot and not move a lot” said the doctor while writing a prescription and then gave it to Reza.
“everything is good – nak” said Mother stroked my hair “you must be healed, can actvitas again like before” I looked at mother smiling. Well, I just need to be patient..
“oh ya... me and mom go home first well, mom hasn't changed clothes from last night” said Rena trying to invite mom to feel relaxed a little. Mom refused, but I tried to persuade her to go to my house closer than the hospital. Mother finally gave up and followed Rena who was tidying up some items scattered then brought mother home.
I looked at Reza who was looking at me as if I knew what I meant
“Nayra?” ask me to repeat the question that had previously been interrupted by the arrival of the mother. Reza scratched like he could not answer but then he stood up to take a seat that had been occupied by his mother.
“kak Nayra.. here on the second day you are treated.” there is a pause that makes me feel that this is not something good “tuk all pamit” well.. right...
“pamit? Where?”
“dia will leave for Australia” how she can think back to that country
“why? Any problems there?” Reza shook her head at my question just now
“ his friend is starting a business and asked Kak Nayra to come to help” I tried to calm down and think positively that his departure was not to avoid let alone trying to forget me
“what did he say his plan was to go home?” just left Rey, but maybe Nayra said an estimate of how long she will be there.
“hmm.” Reza was silent for a moment as if hesitant to say it “, said brother Nayra. maybe. he will stay for about a year” I was surprised to look at Reza as if he could not believe what he just said.
“handphone where?” I asked who made Reza shake her head
“broken at the scene, the screen broke” I tried to get out of my sleep and
“arghhhhh” I screamed in pain because my leg pain was so painful
“bang Rey.. !!! Reza immediately stood holding me “ada more important than Nayra now Bang.
I fell silent and condemned my current situation as a barrier between the two of us. God, I was afraid, if there he would meet someone who would make him fall in love and be separated from me. Is this a sign that, to whatever extent we strive together, destiny will always separate us from its various scenarios?
