Rearins

Fear of losing

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...Loving you is like eating seblak, challenging and addictive......

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Tick ticks

The sound of the clock sticking to the wall filled the room with no sound.

The breath that sounds like a simple toting is like a sleep-conducting backsound. With the light of the moon, the accompanying star and the silence that surrounds. In fact, it was unable to make the pair of father and son close their eyes.

The two men of different generations were both silent by staring at the ceiling of the room. Only the sound of breathing sounded tired and riled up.

In the same position, one hand is raised on the forehead, and the other is on the stomach. Bended right leg and matching sleeping pajamas. Make them both like different people at different times.

"Daddy", call Arthur to break the silence.

"Hm", Levi said briefly. Tonight was very quiet and cold. The moon that was always in their midst was now gone. Leave a shackling coolness.

"Althul Iindu Mommy", said Arthur without changing his position at all.

Levi closed his eyes for a moment before staring at his son. Levi's heart pinched as he looked at the corner of Arthur's wet eye.

Arthur was crying. That tear-resistant boy is now crying?.

Levi felt more guilty.

"Sorry Daddy", Levi touched Arthur's tears and wiped them away.

Feeling drowned, Arthur then wiped his tears quickly. Then roll over and sit on his Daddy's checkered belly.

Arthur was tearful ever since he often saw the Queen who was secretly crying. From that moment on Arthur never cried again. He said to his Mommy, if Althul nangis, tell who dong will persuade Latu. Ail eyes are ugly know Mom, that's why Mommy don't cry. That crybaby is weak. Althul is strong, so you can't cry.

Sweetness.

"Daddy doesn't miss Mommy?", asked Arthur later.

Levi smiled, he was always afraid that his son was big before his age. But Levi did not deny, he was proud to have a smart and intelligent child like Arthur.

Who can understand both parents at a very small age.

"Lindu", Levi's answer that got a sharp delicacy from Arthur.

Seeing that, Levi laughed.

Arthur snorted and leaned his head against the chest of his Daddy field. Mommy said, she used to fall asleep like this when she was a baby.

"Dad", call Arthur slowly.

"What?."

"Althul doesn't want to have Daddy two times Latu. Althul did not want to be a whiny like Latu if his father had another child."

Levi was stunned when he heard Arthur's soft-sounding words.

"No way" Levi said, kissing his son's hair.

Arthur got up and looked at his Daddy excitedly, "Daddy let's go to Oma's house!."

And now....

This is Arthur and Levi. Pressing the bell of the seemingly desolate Allandra residence with tight guard everywhere. Fortunately, he was with Arthur. There's still good luck Arthur staying.

"Where the hell is O-"

"Arthur?", just now Arthur wants to nag his old Oma opening the door. But the woman was already standing in front of him with a smile. It made Arthur go down and not get angry. Ah, it's easy for her heart to melt with Oma, Mommy and the Queen. Maybe his sister will too.

"Why?, miss Mommy?", asked Arinta after taking over Arthur in her sling.

Arthur nodded in spirit.

"Where's Oma?, not right?."

Arinta smiled meaningfully and whispered in Arthur's ear, "Arthur wants Mommy to be with Daddy sorry, right?, well if that Arthur has to sleep with Oma?, would you?."

Arthur was silent for a moment, weighing his Oma remark. Then he nodded languidly. Though his intention came here to sleep with his Mommy. Even Daddy is profitable. But it's okay if it makes his parents make up again.

Levi nodded at the hearing from his mother-in-law.

"Levi first Bun", Levi's name is taken by Rea.

"Don't make Mommy cry again. If not Althul will replace Daddy with Uncle Kevin", cried Arthur before Levi went far.

Levi turned around and gave his thumb to the son.

Upon arriving at the white door, Levi hesitated to open it. Levi was afraid that Rea would refuse his presence. Levi didn't want it to make Rea even more angry with him.

But this problem cannot be prolonged. It should be finished tonight, too.

With bismillah. Levi ventured to open the door to his wife's room. His eyes circulated staring all over the room nuanced monochrome. Until his gray bead is locked onto one object that will never be fed up with being looked at.

There, on top of her soft mattress, Rea was curled up like a baby.

Unknowingly the corners of Levi's lips were drawn upwards forming a perfect sickle arch. Not wanting to waste any more time, Levi slowly walked over to his wife.

"You're bad, hyster."

Levi who was about to sit beside Rea was stopped when he heard Rea's little sobbing. A moment later, the eyelids that had been closed had been lifted and looked bulging.

"You?."

Rea got up from his position and sat staring at Levi in shock.

While Levi who thought Rea would return to throw him was immediately dropped by the bed. Kneeling while looking down deep.

"Don't throw me out, please. I know I was wrong, I shouldn't have said it like you. You are not a burden, baby. I never felt you were charging. I'm just tired, and I'm sorry I didn't intentionally vent it with you. Sorry I'm Rea. Don't leave again" said Levi who sounded very pitiful and desperate.

"What about Karin?."

Levi looked up and stared in disbelief at Rea who was willing to talk to him. Feeling the green light, Levi got up and sat his body in front of Rea. Take Rea's hand to hold, and be grateful Rea did not rebel.

"He's just my past, baby. He's not important anymore. From the beginning, it was not important. You know, if all this time I just love you. Even from SD?. Now my relationship is the same he's just a colleague. Her husband is an investor in the company. And her husband asked me to help him to monitor his wife and child while in Indonesia" explained Levi at length.

Rea frowned, "Suami?, is he married?, why bother Morgan again?."

Levi sighed, "Say she doesn't love her husband. But I told him that he should think about his son too. Don't think about his ego. And I plan tonight to tell you about him. But I didn't know we were going to fight. I'm sorry, honey, I'm sorry."

Rea softened and clasped her husband's hand back, "I just don't want us to be like Morgan with Tiffany. Do you want us to split up like Morgan with Tiffany first?."

Levi shook his head quickly. Rea left her side in just a matter of hours already making her like an undead.

"Get a hug?", asked Rea timidly. He could not sleep if not in Levi's warm embrace.

Levi smiled and pulled Rea straight into his arms, "Beni affet, seviyorum art."

Rea looked up and looked at the annoyed Levi.

"Ih, that means fuck. You know, I asked to be taught Turkish, but not in teaching. Peels" said Rea with teary eyes.

Levi chuckled, he misses the crybaby Rea like this.

"You know what?, little fitting I'm so scared of a broken tooth, because it hurts. And when it was big I was afraid of heartbreak, but I've been fighting it over and over again. Now that I'm so scared of one thing, you know what?", Levi stroked Rea's cheek with his thumb.

"What?", asked Rea curiously.

"Losing you" Levi replied with a smile that always managed to captivate Rea.

The pregnant woman smiled. His heart was touched and his heart went crazy again.

"Loving you is like not knowing, challenging and addictive. Just make greget, if you are a claw, maybe I have bitten to shreds" said Rea later.

Levi snorted, "Don't tell me you'd like to see anything."

Rea nodded vigorously, "Uh, so sensitive Daddy, so much more dear", Rea pinched Levi's gaunt cheeks before floating his light kiss almost all over the face of the man he loved after his Papi.

The couple re-knit love like there was no problem before. It was as if no tension had ever approached them.

As Levi said, Rea was only for himself, and Levi was only for Rea. Until the world is old and broken.

...~Rilansun🖤....

...Just wanted to say, tomorrow end yeay👏...