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The sound of Rea's finger tapping on the keyboard of her phone became a backsound among the four of them. Unite with the sounds of activities in the vast place.
Reagan breathed. To break the silence between them. But now they are in a place that can be said to be very busy. However, the sadness and silence encompassed the four of them unknowingly.
"You really want to go, baby?", Reagan looked at Rea who was sitting next to him. He was busy with his own cell phone.
Rea took a quick glance at Reagan and returned focus to his phone screen. Showing her chat room with Dita. His best friend is fussy now, because Rea did not have time to say goodbye to Dita earlier. Because really, it's very sudden. Without Rea ever planning before.
"Remain, Pi", Rea answered briefly by glancing at Reagan through the corner of his eye.
"You haven't consulted with your doctor, have you?, tomorrow you're going to go away" Arinta holds Rea's arm which looks very busy. Trying to persuade the princess just that wayang. Why Rea had to inherit Reagan's stubbornness.
"Behold, Bun" said Rea and stood up. Walk a little away from her family.
Argan who saw it was then casually talking, "The descendants of Reagan Boss who are not cans. Equally stubborn."
"Mother, there's no snack for Argan this week."
Argan widened his eyes and immediately turned to look at Reagan who was sitting next to him with his arms crossed over his chest.
"What?, can't dong my dear Papi", Argan protest did not accept if the pocket money is empty this week. It's good, how will he be able to treat his friends on a weekly night.
"What can't Papi do?", Reagan looked at Argan who was grimacingly, "Papi money too, Papi's love is Papi."
"Argan kaduin to Pak RT new tau", grumbled Argan while staring at his cynical Papi who is pretentious handsome.
"Yes you have become the son of Mr. RT aja", said Reagan relaxed and looked back at Rea who was still on the phone in front there.
Argan pressed his lips annoyed, "Lazy, Mr. RT's face can not be brought to the middle of Pi. There will be people who think that Mr. RT is the driver Argan."
"Boy told Mr. RT you, let's get kicked out of the neighborhood."
"Astaghfirullah, I think Gini's father is very God. Baim was tired", Argan held his chest with a face made in such a way.
Shortly afterwards, Rea sat down in the middle of Reagan and Arinta.
"Where?."
Rea looked at Arinta and stroked the back of her hand. The woman seemed very worried about him.
"May Bun, said doctor Kevin nothing as long as I have no complaints", said Rea with a thin smile.
"But you"
"We're both fine, Bun", between Rea assured that he and the child in the womb are safe.
"Why not wait for a vacation anyway, we can both go" Argan said.
Rea glanced at Argan sitting next to Reagan.
"My son wants it now" Rea replied flatly. Argan snorted, why every time he spoke to himself there was no better tone to hear. Oh, my God, Argan's tired.
"Lo really don't want to tell Levi?."
Argan's question successfully made the three people silent. Reagan and Arinta turned towards Rea who looked down staring at the floor she was on.
"I-"
Rea's words paused upon hearing the call for the airline he was riding on echoed in his ears.
Rea got up from his seat, followed by Reagan, Arinta and Argan.
First Rea turned her face towards Arinta who immediately threw away her face. Rea then sighed.
"Bun, said the grandmother, can not complicate the journey of people who want to go. Later the path will not be smooth" said Rea while taking the hand of her Mother.
Arinta looked at Rea who was looking at her with a faint smile. Then without a cue Arinta immediately pulled his daughter into his arms.
"It's fine there, baby. Keep health. What Oma Nata said. Do not like to wander in the kitchen at night. Do not torture yourself, because there is no Mother who can hug you" said Arinta with a hoarse voice holding back her cries.
Rea nodded briefly and stroked Arinta's back slowly.
"I just went back and forth to Bun."
"Yes the Mother. Like the Rea who wants to go forever", chirped Argan who immediately got a sharp gaze from Reagan.
"But two weeks is long to know. Mother is not strong nahan longing", Arinta released her embrace with a throbbing lips.
Unknowingly Rea chuckled softly at that. Sometimes she looks like a child. Papi is faithful. His wife's men gemesin.
"Oo, this means that this is the reason Papi who has never gone into service for more than two days. And if you have to, Mommy will come", again Argan's voice that sounds annoying bin bulldozing it on the air.
"Wait for me yes Bun", Rea stroked her Mother's cheek with her thumb. Then kiss the two cheeks of the woman with love.
After saying goodbye to Reagan and Argan. Rea immediately turned her body around. Step away with occasional hindsight. Where Arinta and Argan are waving to him.
Rea decides to go to Sydney after seeing Levi who keeps checking out his days. Wherever Rea goes, the boy will follow her until Rea returns home. Keep begging to give a second chance.
It's not like Rea didn't forgive Levi. From her deepest heart, Rea had forgiven Levi long before Levi told her the real problem.
Now how does Rea treat that wound. Even if it's just a show. But it was still his heart that Levi played with.
And with Levi continuing to plead with him, Rea's heart grew even more sick. He is sick because he has been cruel to the people he loves.
Just this once, Rea wanted to be selfish. He wants to live by his own plan. Rea needs time to recover. And hopefully two weeks in Sydney can make Rea recover. Finding himself and something his heart wants. After this, Rea would try her best to listen to her heart. Because this is his life, Rea will live it until death. And Rea doesn't want a word of regret.
"DANISHA!"
Rea's footsteps stopped with a stiffly stiffened body. His eyes that had been looking down at the floor were now patterned facing forward. His breath stuck in his throat as the bass voice shouted his name.
No, don't look at Rea. Rebuild the fortress that began to collapse. Don't make it all look pointless.
Not good to go back, if we are ready to walk forward.
Sinta's words instantly echoed in her ears. It was as if it was a directive for Rea not to look back.
"We can love" whispered Rea slowly as she stroked her stomach. For Rea this was a test for him. After this he can become a better person. Being a good mother to her child.
Then with a slightly hasty move, Rea again swung her legs. He wants his heart to go.
Without looking back, without looking at someone who kept shouting crazily his name.
"DANISHA!."
...~Rilansun🖤....
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