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Argan Luka

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...Spend, finish and clean up tonight, just tonight, it's quite human, so it's okay.......

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Dita cursed while walking out of the sin-filled crowded place.

"Damn lo Dito, I kaduin Mama new tau rasa lo", his intention is to pick up the twin because of the mandate of his Mama. Even made upset when he saw Dito who was fond of a woman at a famous club. And Dita was driven away by her brother. Huh, sucks.

Dito was already too perverted, there must be someone who can make him turn back towards the right path.

"Why do you go Ra...."

Dita stopped her steps when her ears heard a very heart-wrenching cry. But where did the sound come from?. Because as far as the eye can see, Dita is the only human who is in the spacious parking lot.

"Lo breaks Ra's promise.., you're going to leave me."

Again the voice pierced Dita's eardrum, but the form of anyone remained invisible.

Dita shuddered in horror, maybe it was one of the waiters there. Without waiting any longer Dita walked quickly towards her parked car. But when his hand opened the car door. The voice came back audible but was accompanied by a heart-slicing cry.

"Who the hell?", murmured Dita to himself. Feeling curious too Dita stepped her feet slowly looking for the source of the sound. Afraid that it was a prank.

"Gue misses you Ra, I miss you badly."

"Argan?", Dita jumped in shock when she found Argan who was sitting next to her car with a disheveled appearance. Exactly like a rasp.

"Why is Lo here?, nge-gembel?", Dita approached Argan who is still rummaging unclear. Never had he seen an Argan who was notoriously silly and relaxed in his miserable life like that.

Argan turned his head and looked cynically at Dita who looked worried at him. Argan always thought of Rea's friend as his own. But for this one, Argan can't do it.

It's not that Argan doesn't like it. It was just that Argan was trying to create some distance between the two of them. After Dita expressed her feelings to Argan a year ago.

For her, a Clara could never be replaced in her heart and life.

"Get aside", Argan said while standing from his seat. Expel Dita who prevents her from getting into the car.

Dita pulled over, but her hands moved quickly refuting Argan's limp body.

"Lo is drunk Ar" said Dita, who intends to prevent Argan from driving.

"Yes on?", fierce Argan and throw Dita's hand from his arm.

Dita looked around her, "Where's your menu?", she asked.

"Gue himself", said Argan and sat his body behind the wheel.

Dita widened her eyes. Very brave Argan to the club alone. If there is any how.

Without the ba-bi-bu again Dita reached into her phone in her pants pocket and her eyes bulged when she saw the date on her screen.

September 15th.

That means Argan's birthday today. But what, that guy was drunk at the club. Well bad, Dita believes the Argan family must be waiting for her tonight.

"Why do you think?", chirped Argan when he saw Dita who was busy with her phone.

Tita glanced at Argan and then brought her phone closer to her ear, "Call Om Reagan."

Argan widened his eyes.

"Hello Om, Dita wants to ngo-"

Dita's speech stopped when Argan without warning pulled her waist. Making the distance between them erode just like that.

"Argan!, lo what the hell, let me!", snapped Dita who did not like their closeness now. It's too close, and in a quiet place like this no one will ever know when the devil is coming.

Dita rebelled in Argan's forced embrace. But it seems like the guy is not bothered by Dita's actions. The proof, Argan even looked at the girl in front of him with an unreadable flat view.

A second later, Dita's eyes were made to barely pop out when she felt a wet chewy object clinging to her lips.

"Sr.., hmph"

My God, his first kiss was taken by the guy who had been living in his heart. What, what to do. Push it or let Argan do it.

"We, you're our only hope. Take care of yourself baby, do not make Mama equally disappointed Papa. Enough of your brother to make Mama dizzy."

Dita instantly opened her closed eyes. His hopeful mother's words just crossed his mind. As if it was a reminder to him who almost fell asleep.

"Ar, hmph, lep..pas", Dita hit Argan's shoulder and chest hard.

Argan took off his pagutan on Dita's lips. Smiling obliquely looking at Dita's reddened face while breathing voracious oxygen.

"Bangs*t lo!", cursed Dita rough and hit once again the chest of the Argan field.

"Why?", Argan hugged Dita's waist who was about to run away, "Didn't he want to be my girlfriend all this time?. Apparently, it can't get his heart but it can get his body."

Taken silent with an injured look. So cheap is Dita in Argan's eyes. Until he is equated with girls who are willing to give his body freely in the name of love.

Hell, although Dita is in love with Argan. His love for God and his family is number one.

And it looks like Argan doesn't deserve that love.

"Gue hates lo Ar. I regret having kept your name in my heart. Maybe all this time people say I don't pantes for you. But today I want to say, you don't pantes for me. Egoist!", circus Dita with tears mounting behind her eyes.

When one drop of tears just escaped, somehow Argan felt his chest tight. But it was not her who was crying.

"I hate you", hiss Dita with emphasis in every word. Dita pushed rough Argan's chest, making the man's hand wrap around his waist perfectly loose.

Then Dita picked up her phone lying under the seat beside the steering wheel. His eyes were wide open when staring at his phone that was still on. Showing Papi Argan's name on the screen.

"Mr..pi?"

Dita frowned looking at Argan's body that suddenly stiffened. Curious Dita followed where Argan looked. His pupils widened instantly staring at a grown man standing not far from them. Flat look and gripping aura.

"So Papi actually already knew you were going to the club?", Rea asked after recalling Dita's long explanation a few hours ago.

After calming Dita and taking her best friend home. Rea goes to Argan's room, scolds and hits Argan's chest. I can't believe Argan could do that. Tonight Argan has hurt the hearts of his loved ones.

But upon seeing the tears coming down from that pair of neutrals that were similar to hers. Rea instantly collapsed. His heart was weak when he saw his family crying.

"Hu'uh, Papi seems to have been there since I stepped into the club. He heard Dita's voice that I smelled from a girl's phone. Continue to take us home and hit me all out at home" said Argan grimacing holding the corner of his torn lips.

"Who are you too", Rea pressed a wistful cotton swab on Argan's wound. His brother almost desecrated the only friend he had.

But this is not entirely Argan's fault. Rea knows Argan's bad habits on their birthday. That guy's gonna be so fucked up at night. Crying, drinking, and beating himself up.

In the past, Rea would always be next to Argan. Accompanying his twin ended a long night. Listening to the story of the poignancy that came out of Argan's mouth. Rintihan. Uncertain regrets. And a sweet crying.

Argan is a master trickster, he has many masks to cover the wounds in his heart. And only Rea knew how big and deep the wound was.

"Take it off, Ar. He won't calm down if you're like gini", Rea rubbed Argan's hair resting on his shoulders.

Argan speechless. Then in the next second Argan chuckles little, "Gue is selfish huh?", he asks who.

Rea shook his head without being able to make a sound.

"Gue misses Clara, Rea.".", Argan's voice immediately makes Rea pursed his lips. Holding back his cries from coming out.

Clara Maureen's. Long-haired beautiful girl who managed to make an Argan failed to move on until now. The girl who left three years ago because of an accident. On the night of their birthdays. Makes Argan always messy on his birthday.

Every Argan closed his eyes to blow out the candle on the cake. Those bad memories always ran through his head. And that's one reason, Argan doesn't want to celebrate his birthday.

"Why did God take him away from me?. Is it because I am evil?, I am insensitive, I have no heart. Yes, right?, even I have made Mother's tears fall. For the first time I've seen you disappointed with me."

Rea turned his face aside when he heard Argan's trembling voice.

"Gue is a bad boy. I have never given anything that can make Mommy equally proud. Precisely I always make them both dizzy" said Argan while hugging tightly Rea's body from the side.

"Gue has broken his promise to Mother. Mommy always wished I could be a guy who really appreciates women. I hurt a woman's heart. Mother hates me?", Argan looked up at Rea. Removing the hair that covered her face.

"How come you're crying?, shouldn't you-"

Rea turned her back quickly and immediately hugged the body that always stood in the front guard when she was injured.

"Lu-lupain her Ar. If you really love her, let go. Don't make yourself fixated on someone who doesn't exist. You build a high fortress against those around you. Until we are unable to embrace you, when you are hurt. Live for yourself, don't waste your time blaming yourself again. You're not wrong. It was fate that took him away", Rea's cerocos was at length in Argan's arms.

Argan closed his eyes over Rea's head.

"Gue asked fate to give him back, can not ya?", said Argan with a chuckle at the end of his sentence.

Rea pinched slowly on Argan's stomach and again buried his face in the chest of his twin field.

"Gue really misses her Rea..."

Rea shook her head with increasingly broken cries.

"Help him in your prayer. And stop hugging that painful memory all by yourself. Just remember the good ones. Don't make you fixate on the past. We all love you Ar."

Argan wiped the rough tears, "Sorry."

"Happy birthday my brother" said Rea after a long silence, "Wish you all the best."

Argan smiled and raised Rea's face for her to see. Removing the river-bred tears on Rea's cheeks.

"Too", Argan replies while kissing a glimpse of Rea's head crest. He hugged his sister for a while before getting out of bed.

"Where are you going?", asked Rea.

"You apologize to Mother, before I was condemned to be malin kundang. Kanabe if I suddenly become a stone" replied Argan origin.

Rea smiled faintly, hopefully Argan is always cheerful like this. It's just tonight, it's quite human, so it's okay. Rea hopes Argan can be more mature after tonight.

"You've ruined my birthday. The cards are doubled" chirped Rea as Argan reached the doorstep.

"So, I bought you a Herman bag that I kept."

Rea snorted, "How much?, ten huh, right fake."

"No, just one" said Argan before completely lost behind the door.

Rea then tidied up the P3K box she was using to treat Argan. Tidying up Argan's bed is always a mess. Until his movement stopped when he felt a large hand wrapped around his waist.

"You've been paying attention to guys, besides me. Mommy should be punished."

...~Rilansun🖤....

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