Rearins

Rearins
The pain is unrequited



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...We are not a God who can be sure who our hearts should be to. But it is we who are in complete control, setting our hearts on one person until there is already a word from God......


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"Don't bother my girl again, if you still want to live" Levi whispered softly in the ears of the woman in front of him now.


The girl with her eyes closed and her hands tied asked shakily, "Who is your girl?."


For a moment the atmosphere became silent before Levi replied flatly, "Rearin."


Celine who heard it was shocked, "Re-rea?", she asked in disbelief.


Who was the guy who kidnapped her?. Is it really Rea's girlfriend?. But as far as Celine knows, Rea has never dated or been seen to have a boy friend.


But wait, isn't there one man who put his heart on Rea. Loving the girl in silence. And keep it from a distance. And that man is...


"Levi?."


"L-lo Levi?, do you kidnap me Lev?", Celine asked stammeringly. If his conjecture was correct, then his taste and struggle all this time would be in vain. The guy who until this moment still filled the niche of his heart, even kidnapped him and threatened him not to look for things with his own rivals. Is it time for Celine to stop.


Even though they grew up together as children. But not much does Celine know about Levi. Even her voice alone Celine could not recognize him well. Given that Levi who was a child was already ironic to talk. Until Celine used to think that Levi was dumb.


Is that a sign they are not the right couple. It had been more than ten years to know each other, but the evidence of Celine still could not melt the very thick ice fortress. Is it true that he is not the sun that Levi needs.


Why God, why his love should clap one hand.


"Lo scared me what-apain Rea?. To the extent that you protect her", Celine chuckled incisively, "Once Lev, try to look at me as another normal girl. Not just as a little friend who grew up together. And once Lev, try to open your heart to me", Celine said at the end of her sentence. Levi has many former. All of these relationships never last long. But baby, of all the former. Celine was never in it. Being one of them.


Celine didn't expect to have Levi forever. Just for a moment, if you can remember it for a long time.


Levi stood still with both hands in his pants pocket. Looking at Celine who seemed to be crying. Seen from the girl's blindfold that was a little wet. Levi hated seeing the tears of a woman. Because it would only remind him of someone.


But if those tears can make Celine realize that her feelings really do not exist for the girl. So let.


"Is there not a little room in your heart for me?."


"No", said Levi quickly.


Celine chuckled, "It looks like Rea is really pretty, so make you hold for six years stuck in the love in silent zone" he said, sounding inferior.


"Gue doesn't look at the physical. Beautiful is relative. And I'm not a God who can be sure who my heart should be to" replied Levi.


"Lo is right, we are not God who can be sure who our hearts should be to. But we are in full control, setting our hearts on one person until there is a word already from God" said Celine as she smiled.


Levi stared coldly at Celine, "Sorry", she said to be unable to return the girl's feelings. He is not a man without a heart. Moreover, he himself understands what it feels like to love in silence for a long time.


"Don't apologize, because your apology makes me fail to forget everything", no guy ever said such a sincere apology to her. Making Celine even more admire the gentle figure of Levi. But alas, that figure cannot be possessed.


Levi did not respond. To what extent Celine loved her to make her cry for herself.


"There will be someone who will take you home. And again I said, don't bother Rea. If you have a grudge against me, don't vent to him. Until I know, you will not be able to imagine what the consequences will be. Because at that time I will not see you again as a friend", Levi's ultimatum at length. Then the guy turned his body. But an interruption from Celine made him face the girl again.


"Can you open my eyes first?", pinta Celine.


Levi looked doubtful, but the boy told Bara to open the cloth that covered Celine's eyes.


After the black cloth was released from Celine's eyes. The girl immediately looked at Levi who was standing gallantly in front of her. With both hands put in a pocket. And eyes that glare sharply at him like an eagle. So good-looking.


"Thank you."


Levi raised next to his eyebrows hearing Celine's thanks to him. What the girl said that for.


"Thank you for everything", added Celine, "Lo just calm down, I'm not going to disturb you and Rea. I doain, may your love be reciprocated. Let me just have the pain clap one hand, the guy I like don't. Be happy for Lev, don't live for anyone else. Do not pretend to be tough, if inside you really need a backrest. Life is big, and you are not alone. May Rea be the right person to replace him at the right time."


"Happy is always Vino" said Celine then with tears falling drop by drop. No sobs, only tears that flow tell stories.


Levi. Celine is nice, but the girl's feelings for her make Celine turn into a different person. Selfish.


"Still Celi" said Levi whose reflexes made Celine look up. Look at the clear lake that looks empty. I want to feel close to the guy in front of him now. But Celine is afraid, if Levi will get further and hate her.


Let it be, does no one say that love should not have. From now on, he will live a normal life like a friend. Forget his feelings and bury him deeply. Celine was not a big-hearted person, but now she had to learn to make love.


After that, Levi turned his body and walked out of the soundproof room. It was not Levi's intention to kidnap Celine, for she was afraid that she would leave a traumatized mark on Celine. If not, the feeling of guilt will continue. And it will make Levi more muddled with guilt, because it is unable to repay him.


Then the guy went into a hallway that contacted one house with another house. Walk to the place where his friends are.


"Where?."


Morgan greeted him while throwing a canned drink that was immediately captured by Levi.


"Aman", Levi replied briefly as he dropped his body onto the sofa.


"Didn't you give up on Grandma?."


Tuk


"Mouth lo Mor, a grudge like a girl" said Ammar while throwing a used tin until it hit Morgan's head.


"Anjir lo, bego's sick."


"If you're not sick, it's not normal to mean anything."


"Eh, which Bara?", Romi came with Bryan with their hands holding food.


Romi is their younger brother. But Levi and his friends never dizzy about such things. For them, there is no such thing as seniority. Everything is the same, just different in age.


"Buruan, before the maniac came to eat", Ammar took over the bag of crackle that was in Romi's hands. And the five pizza boxes that Bryan had on him quickly.


Open everything and devour it alone. Because if Bara has come, then do not hope they can eat it again.


Then Romi and Bryan sat down next to Ammar, after seeing his upperclassman eating voraciously.


"Why is it nutmeg benjol?", asked Ammar when he saw Romi's forehead that looked a little lumpy.


"Hit my mother last night, because of broken water pipe", said Romi with a sad expression made in such a way.


"Astajim Romi, fortunately you are not my nyokap child, if you have not been fired you become a child. So quickly find a mate gih, over time lo singles."


"What is the relationship of the bambank" Morgan chirped.


"It is selfish, if we hit the same time at home, there is a boyfriend who will kiss us" replied Ammar origin.


"Gue nyari chick should be blood type A", said Romi who attracted the attention of the three men. Except for Levi who was already busy with his phone.


"Ribet lo njim", Bryan throws an empty pizza box at Romi. Fortunately, the guy had good reflexes. If not, increase the eggs in Romi's forehead.


"Eh make no mistake lo, said Wikipedia a girl who has blood type A is very beautiful use" said Romi.


"Sunny", compact Bryan and Ammar. Then the two men went back to eating. Afraid of the culinary ambassador coming up all of a sudden.


Levi raised his head and looked at Morgan who was ready to smoke. Levi stood up and said flatly, "Disease is not to be sought."


After that Levi walked while throwing his car keys to Ammar, who immediately landed on the guy's head, "Antar Celine, Mar."


"Where's the boss going?", exclaimed Bryan looking at Levi who stepped out.


"Posyandu", said Levi's origin before actually leaving the house.


"Why did he go to posyandu?", asked Bryan by looking at the three guys who were also staring at him.


"Lit porridge free time", reply Morgan while smoking a cigarette flanked by him.


"That's mah lo."


...~Rilansun🖤....