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...You broke my heart, and yet I still love you with all the shards......
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"Where are you going?."
"Sitting ahead, Bun", Rea replied as Arinta stopped her steps.
"Yes, don't be long yes, you want the Maghrib because", Arinta stroked her daughter's long mane with a typical maternal smile.
The pregnant woman nodded her head and resumed her steps. Sitting on the chair on the porch of his house. Wants to relax himself. Hope that the cool wind can bring with it the problem. Let her live quietly with her little angel.
Actually Rea was quite amused by the presence of his family who always supported him at all times. Coupled with the subject matter that every day helps his life spirit reappear.
Ten more minutes Rea spent enjoying the beautiful orange sky above. Really soothing.
Rea stroked her already slightly bloated stomach. He looked at the garden in his yard. Until his eyes stopped staring at a car that entered the yard and stopped right in front of him.
Soon a tall man got out of the car. Walking towards Rea who was already sweating coldly.
That guy is the father of his son. The depraved man who had successfully desecrated him. The one who had made Rea soar into the clouds, then ruthlessly threw Rea into the bottom of the endless abyss.
"Who else spread his seed in your womb?."
Rea flinched as the question was thrown from the mouth of the man who was already standing gallantly before him.
Doubting his own flesh blood, it seemed like only Levi could do that.
"Whoever it is, it's none of your business", Rea replied flatly making Levi chuckle condescendingly.
"Jala*g."
"Bajing*n", hissing Rea sharp. Her heart ached as she listened to the condescending word come out of her husband's mouth. Errata, her ex-husband's candidate.
"Rea entered!, already wanted maghrib, not good outside", Arinta's voice heard screaming from inside the house. Then her mother came out shortly afterwards.
"You?", Arinta stared in shock and wrath at the husband of her daughter who stood looking at her. Arinta hates to see that innocent look.
"You want to come here?!", said Arinta.
Levi took out a paper map and gave it to Arinta, "Give this up", he said flatly.
"What is this?, a photo of your affair?", Arinta accused and took roughly the map.
"Bun", Rea reprimands Arinta. Perhaps the woman was naturally angry with Levi who had treated her daughter unfairly. But her Mother still can't say that. Because they are educated, only the uneducated speak without first thinking.
"The divorce papers" said Levi who made Rea's body feel sculpted instantly. Divorce, their relationship will end with that one word. Then Rea stroked her stomach when it felt a little cramping. His son did not like his divorce.
"Are you too poor to be able to get this man to my house" Arinta's circus made Levi laugh.
"It is precisely because I am too polite, so I personally deliver it", said Levi while glancing at the silent Rea, "It is not rude, if we ourselves borrow it, said Levi, then tell someone else to give it back. I'm not that legal" he added with both hands put in his pants pocket.
"I'm returning Auntie's son."
After saying that, Levi immediately sauntered away leaving the two different women of that generation on the terrace. Leaving behind memories, hopes and perhaps love.
Rea stared at the wide back nanar that used to be able to protect herself from all sorts of dangers. But Rea never expected that his back was now running back to him. Leaving her alone at the end of a quiet, dark passageway.
Is he really that bad?. Does his life have no meaning?.
Again Rea threw disgrace to her family. Really very sad.
"Wait."
When the words were just thrown from her tiny thin lips. The atmosphere immediately seemed to stop for a moment. Like there was only Rea who was in that dimension. God gave him permission to turn back time.
If only time could be turned back. So Rea did not want to meet again with a creature of God named Levino Altan Devora.
"Rea...., why are you dear?", Arinta held onto Rea's arm which seemed to harbor a thousand deep sorrows.
Rea turned to his Mother, "But, Bun", he said slowly while releasing the handle Arinta. Convince Arinta that everything will be fine. Rea takes over the paper map containing the divorce documents from Arinta's hands.
Then the girl carefully went down the steps of the five steps. Walking steadily towards Levi who had already turned his body facing him. With both hands in the pocket of her cloth pants. His flat gaze that was not reflected at all. It's as if empty has no life.
"What's up?."
Rea looked up at Levi who was much taller than him. If only he and Levi were there. Then Rea will ask, is there no more love left for her in the smallest corner in Levi's heart. Whether Levi really had blown himself out of there.
"Do you really want to divorce me?", Rea asked in her flat tone. But no one knew that his heart was crying out in there. If only Rea hadn't held back her emotions. It was possible that the tears that had gathered on his eyelids would come down to flow just like that.
Just once God. He hoped that Levi would answer that the man divorced him was in a state of compulsion. Then Rea would immediately embrace him. And asked Levi to devote everything to Rea.
However, hope is just a floating wishful thinking. Gratitude, unbidden retreat. Step back from all the plans we've prepared. Leave everything to the God who has decided.
Levi nodded his head, "Yes", a short answer that was really painful.
Rea smiled faintly. The girl nodded her head understandingly. What two months together mean. It cannot strengthen the love that exists between the two. Or maybe there is only his own love that adorns the two months.
Rea opened the map impatiently. Take that sacred letter. Then Rea looked back at Levi with full tempest in both of her pitch-black irises.
Rea walked closer. Trim the distance between himself and Levi. Without warning Rea placed the letter on the chest of Levi's field wrapped in a formal suit. Rea could see that Levi was quite surprised by his actions. But Rea doesn't care.
The girl without saying goodbye, took out the pen that was inside Levi's pocket. Sign the letter without any hesitation.
When he finished, Rea returned to the place. And handed the paper back to Levi.
He said, "I'm afraid I don't have time to give it back."
Levi picked it up with a thousand inscrutable feelings.
"Anything again?."
Rea was silent for a moment. His eyes suddenly got hot. Damn, why did his emotions change so quickly.
"Ich liebe dich" he said softly with eyes focused on the pair of gray neutrals. Levi would not understand what he said. Because when Rea was learning German, Levi once said that it was a very complicated language. And he refused to learn that.
As for Levi, the guy secretly bit his inner lips. David was in the car. If only the man hadn't come. Maybe Levi has now torn the paper sheet of the curse. Pulling Rea into his arms, and replying to the girl's words with Ich liebe dich auch so sehr. And repeatedly kissed his son who was still sitting comfortably in Rea's stomach. That's one secret Levi learned from Reagan three nights ago. And that is unparalleled happiness.
However, because David's happiness must be over.
After seeing no response from Levi, Rea then turned her body and walked towards Arinta who was still standing there.
Levi, you're like fireworks that are too short. And I'm like a disappointed child questioning, do beautiful things always end so soon?.
...~Rilansun🖤....