Rearins

I'm tired, Bun

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...When saturation approaches, and giving up becomes the last option, then look inside you, there is a God who is embracing you.......

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Rea opened the bathroom door in a slow motion. He still feels awkward when remembering that in the room there is not only himself. There was a stranger who was also in the room.

Like a lion that is always ready to be on standby in pouncing on its prey.

Rea raised his gaze. Until the black netra fell right towards the man dressed in all black who was also staring at him. Their views clashed with no visible expression. Both flat and cold untouched. Trying to dive into each other's thoughts. But still, the invisible fortress they built seemed to be very tall and large.

A second later Rea threw away her gaze. The girl who wears a maroon-colored turtle neck sweater then walks towards the left side of the bed. Ignoring Levi who was sitting on the sofa beside the bed. The man focused on the phone in his hand.

Rea sat on the edge of the bed. Pick up her torn dress, as well as her shapeless underwear. Put all those things into the paper bag of the former package of his clothes box earlier. I don't know where Rea's gonna throw all that evidence away.

After everything is done. Then Rea got up with her bag on her shoulder. And his hand that was carrying the paper bag earlier.

Rea sighed as she closed her eyes. Trying to be strong live the days after this which is certainly no longer the same. Because there is trauma and pain that will certainly overshadow his life now.

Want to sue?, Rea has no evidence. The existing cctv has been eliminated by Levi. Rea heard the guy call someone when he was in the bathroom. Although sayup, but Levi's speech that told people to eliminate the recording on the cctv can be heard clearly by Rea. The evidence in his body had also been shed with the water.

Now that passes let it pass. If Rea had a grudge against her past, then God would have complicated her future.

It's not like it's something that's happened to him. But the rice has become porridge. As hard as Rea tried, the porridge would not be able to return to rice. Everything has its way. And maybe, this is the path God gave her. Now Rea gave her life to the creator. His breath belongs only to God and it is up to God when he wants to stop it.

Then Rea opened her eyes and walked towards the exit. Rea promised, this was the last time he visited the hotel.

"Wait" Levi said as Rea walked past him just like that.

Rea sighed and then turned around. Stare at the guy who is standing with both hands put in his jeans.

"Gue interracial?", asked Levi offered.

"No need" Rea answered briefly without looking at the flat face.

For a while the two remained silent. Levi was looking intensely at the face of the woman before him. And Rea looked down at the marble floor below.

Levi bit the small of his inner right cheek. Staring at the hot, tough chick in front of him. He could hear the sound of Rea's cry roaring with the sound of water earlier. And those puffy eyes are the real proof. It was very desirable for Levi to pull Rea into his arms. And told the girl to cry in her arms. Rather than covering all the tears with that flat face. Making Levi even more overwhelmed with the deepest guilt.

"Don't drink that anymore" Levi said later. Solving the silence.

"Drink what?", Rea asked back confusedly. Still not looking at Levi.

"That damn pill" Levi sizzled sharply as he recalled Rea taking the pill in front of the pharmacy.

Rea smiled obliquely with her head bowed. He understood what the damn pill meant by Levi. Then that guy saw her at the pharmacy the other day.

"There is no right for you to forbid me", cynical Rea.

Levi gnashed his teeth while clenching his hands, "No matter what. Until I knew you were drinking again. I'll be-"

"What master?", Rea raised his head while raising his chin and looked at Levi defiantly, "You're going to do anything to me?, kill me?, or rape me once more?", rea added with a furious rage. Eyes that are flushed with tears that are ready to come back down. His body shakes uncontrollably. And his heart raced fast.

Rea had never shouted to anyone in a loud voice before. This is the first time. So that made his body reflex react like that.

"You want to rape me Levi?, come on please. I voluntarily opened my legs wide for you. Come on", Rea pulled Levi's hand towards the bed. But the man did not move at all from his place. It was as if he was nailing his feet to the floor he was on.

"Come, why silence?. This time I moved. Not all guys like aggressive girls, right?. Come on, I'm ready."

"Rea!", Levi yelled at Rea while jerking the girl's hand from her hand. For six years Levi knew Rea. He had never seen that girl who lost control like this. Rea was like turning into someone else. As if what was standing before him right now was not Rearin kalyca Allandra. The girl who had inhabited his heart all this time.

"Walking over the mountains of sin. Even to reflect, I am ashamed. I was ashamed to look at myself dirty. I am the one who is no longer holy. There are many sins that fill my body. Here, here, and here. Everything is sinful" Rea added, pointing at his neck, chest and hands with Levi's kiss marks.

Rea wiped away the rough tears, "Come, we repeat once more. My self-esteem has also run out with you. So spend the rest of my life expectancy. Make me die in the arms of that sin. Instead of responsibility, I'd better be a bitch. Prostitute*r, lowly chick, no self-esteem, bit*h. Whatever he called it", he cried with excitement.

Levi did not reply, the guy just stood by watching Rea who pulled out all his uneg-uneg.

"Why do you choose me Levi?, why do you have to destroy me?, why am I this weak?, why-"

"Because I like lo", interrupted Levi quickly which made Rea stop talking. The girl stared at Levi flat with tears still faithfully descending.

"Liking you is no reason to hurt me. There is no guy who breaks the girl he likes. Even bajing*n. Real men know how to appreciate women. And you should be ashamed of your own people. I don't want to be with you. The guy who ruined me couldn't let him fix it."

"I hate you" said Rea, and the girl rushed to open the door. Throw that thing really hard. It doesn't matter if the person next door is disturbed. Levi was riveted by the trauma that had returned wide open. Denied. He returned to the reject. Even more painful than it already is. It is dramatic, tragic and full of emotion.

Levi chuckled softly. Laughing at her silly self. It had been repeatedly rejected, but his heart still loved Rea. Can Levi replace her heart with a new one?. Or is there a device capable of removing Rea's name from his heart.

This really torments him. And Levi no longer wanted to hurt Rea for that reason.

"Lo hates me?, and I foolishly still like lo" muttered Levi. Then the man rubbed with frustration his face while shouting loudly.

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Tong

Arinta who was vertical mineral water frowned in wonder when she heard the sound of her house bell ringing. Then the middle-aged woman's eyes rolled staring at the clock in the dining room.

01:55

"Who is it?", the monologue Arinta and walked towards the main door of his house with all the questions that filled his brain. For no one has ever visited his house that late.

Kreakks

When the door opened Arinta immediately widened her eyes when she found her daughter standing before her.

"Jeez Rea, why did you come home last night?, how were you kidnapped?", Arinta scolded while pulling Rea in.

Rea smiled bitterly as she looked at the obvious worry on Arinta's face. He who came home at night had made Arinta worried not to play. Especially if the woman knows that her daughter's master is no longer holy. Maybe her Mother will immediately faint on the spot.

"Where is Dita?, already healed?", Arinta asked as she led Rea into the dining room. He was sure that his daughter had not eaten at all.

Rea stopped stepping when she heard Arinta's question. He was more guilty of this lie.

"Why?", asked Arinta staring at the puzzled Rea.

Without answering anything, Rea immediately hugged Arinta's body. Makes her mother more confused. What happened to Rea?. That girl doesn't look okay.

"What's the matter, dear?", Arinta gently rubbed the long mane of her beloved daughter.

Rea shook her head in Arinta's arms, "I'm tired, Bun", softly wailing while drowning her face in the mother's shoulders. Inhaling Arinta's maternal scent that made her calm down. The pain in his head disappeared.

After leaving the hotel, Rea did not return home. The girl goes to the city park first. In support of his lies. Then after it was late, Rea just went home.

"Have a rest" said Arinta by occasionally patting Rea's back. He never again saw this spoiled Rea to him after the girl became a teenager. And Arinta feels those good times are repeating themselves.

...~Rilansun🖤....

Sorry smlm late up, krna darting relapse🤧. Double up itung-itung compensation 😂. May I like😘💞💞