Rearins

The real meaning of family

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...When you feel bored with everything, look back, there will be people who are ready to stretch their hands to embrace you, who?, family....

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Rea looked at the sun that was slowly starting to rise. Appear slowly but surely. It radiates its light to the corners of the universe. Illuminate the sky that was previously accompanied by pitch-black.

The dark brown unravelling girl kept her eyes closed when the warm sunlight hit her face. Makes her feel very comfortable.

But when his hand accidentally touched his stomach. Comfort seemed to disappear in an instant.

Rea smiled smirkingly while opening her eyes. Look at that part of his body with a light. For a few months later his stomach was not going to be as flat as it is now. It will bulge and maybe his whole body will swell as well. Chubby cheeks, and weight gain.

Imagining that, for some reason there was a bit of impatience in him. I can't wait to experience all the processes that are so precious to the woman.

Rea never regretted this kid. What he regretted was how the child was able to be present in his life.

Not all women can feel the joy of being a mother. And Rea felt she was one of the lucky women trusted by God. Even at such a young age.

"Good morning, this is your mom dear", muttered Rea with a slight quiver at the end of her sentence. Until now, Rea still did not expect that she would become a mother.

"It's always healthy, never leave Mo-mommy. Stay healthy and grow well. See you a few months later" he added a little clumsy.

Then Rea lowered her head and said softly, "You want to know a secret?."

"Mommy wants to tell you a secret", for a while Rea was silent with a focused look at her stomach and the hand that kept petting her son, "Don't hate Mommy."

Rea closed his eyes before looking up, "That's the secret. When you're born, please don't hate Mommy. May you be willing to have this stupid and weak Mommy. Don't stay with Mommy, baby."

After that Rea turned to her side. Where a black suitcase stood right by his feet.

"Don't stay with Mommy, because after this we will only live together" she whispered, staring at the suitcase. Then the woman stood up from her seat. Stare briefly at the room he has been living in all this time. A room full of memories. There was the sound of her cries and laughter that once echoed within the room. And become a silent witness to its growth from childhood until now.

Then without hesitation Rea stepped her feet steadily out of the room.

Three days had passed, and Rea felt that life in her home was no longer the same. Since she admitted she was pregnant. Since then her mother has never seen a smile again. His papi's always pensive these days. Argan is rarely home.

The house that was once warm and harmonious now feels dark and quiet.

And Rea doesn't want to be like that. It is better for him to leave this house, than for the laughter of his family to disappear.

Rea went down the stairs slowly while lifting up a bit of her suitcase, so as not to make a sound.

His eyes are staring here and there. Time has shown at half-seven in the morning. Rea is sure her Mother is currently taking care of her Papi who will go to work. And for Argan, Rea has said it's not that lately his twin brother is rarely seen at home.

Fortunately, the aunt in her house was busy working in the kitchen. So no one will see him at this time.

Rea did not dare to meet his two parents at this time. He was afraid that his determination to live independently would collapse after seeing two very meaningful people in his life.

Rea no longer wanted to be a burden on the family.

Then the girl walked quickly through the small lobby in her house before reaching the main door. Passing through all the memories stuck on the wall.

"Where are you going?."

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Rea stopped his steps in the middle of the lobby when he heard the familiar baritone voice. A voice that used to tell a story to him.

"But asked Rea, where are you going?", asked Reagan firmly in a very cold tone.

"But talking to you, against Papi Rea!", snapped Reagan who made Rea scowl in shock. Then the only daughter of Allandra's puppet turned her body slowly towards her parents.

Rea lowered her head staring at the marble floor she was on. He did not dare to raise his gaze and looked at Arinta and Reagan who were in front of him.

I don't know since when the two lovebirds were sitting on the sofa there. Whether his parents knew of Rea's intention to leave the house today. Waiting for him there.

"Where are you going?", Reagan's circus that made Rea more and more fierce on the spot. The aura around also felt gripping.

Rea's not budging. The girl just stood still with her eyes focused downward.

"Where is your manners Rearin Kalyca Allandra!. Who's standing in front of you now?!", Reagan snapped with eyes that stared at his daughter's guts. Making Arinta and Rea shocked.

"Reagan", Arinta touched her husband's arm. Trying to assuage Reagan's burning anger. Arinta had never seen Reagan so hard on her children. Never mind hitting, just yelling Reagan heavy it feels to do.

"Where are you going, baby?", Arinta tried to ask her daughter who seemed to tremble in fear.

"Sa-I want to live independently" replied Rea who was stammered with tears mounting in her eyes. I don't know why he's been feeling so sensitive lately.

"The reason?", asked Reagan flatly.

"I don't want to be a burden on Papi and Mommy" Rea's great-grandson who made Reagan close his eyes. And Arinta who was crying saw her daughter. Why Rea can be so tough and strong. Arinta feels ashamed if she has to turn back the past. Where he committed suicide and harmed his son.

"Papi is still able to support you as Papi's grandson" Reagan said in a softer tone than before.

Even Rea who could not hold back her tears. Dropped that clear well with a body that shook violently.

"You don't pity to see the crying Mother every day thinking of you?, you don't think how the condition of Mother if you really go from home?, you don't love Mother?", added Reagan made Rea slowly raise his gaze and look at Arinta who fell sitting on the sofa while crying sobbing.

Rea's lips trembled withstanding the sound of her sobs wanting to come out. He felt very guilty for making the woman who gave birth to him have to let out her tears. Feeling sorry for the reason Arinta was crying was her.

"What should I do?, I can't bear to see Mother and Papi who continue to daydream about my problems. I don't want our family to be like this, ruined. I feel more sin because it has made Mother cry. My apologies, Bun", Rea said with a body that slowly decays to the floor. Making Reagan move quickly hugged his daughter's body.

"What do you say we are?", Arinta walked over to Rea and Reagan, "You say family?, what does family mean?, just a place for you to sleep and eat?", asked Arinta furiously.

Rea shook his head in Papi's arms.

"The family is the best place in the world. The place to go home when you are tired of everything. The best backrest when you feel the world is too cruel. Family is everything, right?."

Rea nodded his head.

"Keep why you never told us about your problem. At least you talk to Mother. You are never a burden to anyone. You're Mother's son, her only daughter. Mommy can go crazy Rea, if you think short that time."

"But Bun"

"Don't say anything more, if you don't want Mommy to hit" Arinta hung her hand in the air. As if about to slap her daughter, making Rea reflexively close her eyes.

Seeing that Arinta then lowered her hand and hugged Rea. Making Reagan swiftly embrace both of his angels in his big arms.

"Mother loves you, but you are like you don't love Mother" Arinta muttered.

Rea shook her head, "Rea dear Mother, sorry Bun", her great-granddaughter slowly.

...~Rilansun🖤....

Make the already stia waiting up his Rearin, thanks and sorry. I'm sorry for the up, yes you know the busiest time is not during the exam, just after the exam was very busy. Nyari guru here and there. dtmbh online kyk gini, beuh busy for mercy 😭😂. The teacher arrived" ran out of quota, and was like lost in the swallow of the earth.

And today can finally be up, hopefully like💞💞💞. Te amo all.