
" I just want to do what the Prophet Joseph did when he spoke with Zulaikha.
Yes he lowered his gaze and would rather stare at the ground than look at Zulaikha."
......" Rainbow Hanani 🌹"......
Canada
In the morning there was a baptism at St. John's Basilica Church, by pastor Abraham Lincoln.
That many people witnessed.
Starting from spiritual watering, to the recognition of someone who wants to convert from Buddhism to Protestantism.
Until at the end, the peak of the event is baptism.
All students of St. John's Basilica are required to witness this religious event until it is completed.
The figure of Anugrah felt saturated for hours sitting in the Church chair.
It is not that busy paying attention to what is going on in the Church.
Instead, he was busy reading an e-book entitled Yes Allah I Go Home, author Alfialgahzi.
Long enough Anugrah survive in this place.
A sense of boredom, and bored begin to greet him.
Not wanting to drown in a sea of saturation.
He decided to leave this place.
" Where are you going ? Alena asked, who saw the Anugrah departing from the Church.
" Get out, get a drink." Answer Anugrah.
Alena nodded, believing in the words of Anugrah.
He also did not intend to follow the Anugrah.
Anugrah walked out of the School Complex.
There was no clear purpose for his feet to step up.
All he wanted was to get out and get away from that place.
Anugrahpun took a long breath.
Feeling tired with all the restraints he felt. I do not know until when he will continue to be in this realm of compulsion.
Attending religious school turned out that instead of making him fall more and more in love with his religion, mala actually made the heart continue to turn away from him.
Sayup-sayup heard the sound of dzhuhurpun adhan echoed so beautifully.
Although Islam is a minority in Canada, it does not mean that Muslims are forbidden to worship. Especially the adzan.
Anugrah stopped her steps for a moment.
Highlight his eyes busy looking for the source of Adhan's voice.
Until at last, his gaze stopped to the North he stood.
There is a mosque that looks from a distance.
" That's the mosque." Mumbled.
Then Anugrah continued his steps again. Not turning back to go back to the dorm.
Instead, he continued his steps towards the Mosque.
It takes about seven minutes for Anugrah to arrive at this mosque.
Anugrah's steps stopped at the gate of the iron fence of the Mosque. Wanna step in.
However, his instincts speak that he is not a Muslim, making him retract his steps.
He chose to sit on the waiting bench outside the mosque area.
Than to be confused unprofitable.
Anugrah also grabbed the pins, and opened the e-book application to continue reading the book by the famous author from Medan.
Ten minutes passed.
Dzuhur prayer activists congregate in the mosque was finished with dizikir flowers as well as prayers.
There was a pair of eyes watching Anugrah who was busy with her phone from a distance.
He also intends to approach her.
" Assalamu'alaikum." He said, who did not know the grace of a Protestant.
Activists read Anugrah was stopped and his gaze turned to the figure who said hello.
Anugrah saw the figure of a young man who seemed to be his age was not far adrift with his age.
Anugrah did not answer his greeting not because he was reluctant, but he felt unworthy to answer it.
Anugrah only published a smile in return for the young man's greeting.
The young man's forehead frowned, confused as to why Anugrah had not answered his greeting.
" Have you prayed bang ? Asked the young man, he sat down next to Anugrah.
Anugrah shook her head as the answer.
" Hm, pray first bang.
Let's not get nervous." His word.
Anugrah smiled wryly looking down at his gaze on the courtyard of the Mosque.
" I don't deserve to set foot in that sacred place." Anugrah answered him.
The young man smiled.
" Everybody deserves to step foot in the mosque bang.
All are entitled to enter it, even as great as our sins are, that is the right place for us to atone for our sins." He said politely to Anugrah.
Anugrah was touched to hear the words of this young man, will but dear.
It is not sin that hinders his steps towards the Masjid.
It was rather the cross of religious differences that embarrassed him to set foot there.
" What you say is true.
But unfortunately, that doesn't apply to a human who's a protestant like me." Said Anugrah in a slightly shrewd tone.
This young man gasped in shock, as well as feeling a little guilty had been presumptuous to say things that were not right in place.
" A I am sorry.
I don't know if my brother's a nonis bang." Sorry about the Anugrah.
Anugrah smiled without feeling offended, because this was not the first time he was suspected of being a Muslim.
" No problem.
I'm used to it."
The young man smiled a little relieved, Anugrah was not offended by his words.
The next moment he also gave permission to leave Anugrah.
" Hm bang my permission farewell." He said to the Anugrah.
" Can I ask you something ? Give her the grace.
The young man turned around, facing back to Anugrah. " May bang." Seraya nodded.
" If God is almighty.
So why has He made so many religions in our place ? Why not just one ?
The question that had been entrenched in the head of Anugrah, he finally spilled also on a figure who according to his feeling could definitely answer it.
There was not the slightest look of confusion on the face of this young man. He smiled broadly, sitting next to Anugrah.
" The correct answer to my brother's question is in Surah Al Maidah verse forty-eight.
If Allah wills, then Allah will make you one people, but Allah will test you against His gift to you. Then vie to do good." Answer the young man politely.
Anugrah was tired of looking for answers to her own questions.
Searching for books, even books.
But only this time he found the right answer even made his heart knock.
" God could easily make us one people. But God wants to see which of His servants are truly in His obedience.
The guidance of Allah is for all people.
It is the people who will choose.
Knock it or just ignore it."
The young man's answer made Anugrah stunned, the uneasiness that had increasingly tightly enveloped his heart during this time slowly began to slack this second as well. His mind and mind are eroding.
He was convinced that he had not wrongly dropped his heart on Islam.
"The verses of Allah are too beautiful to be interpreted. Then lose it if we don't live it." Continue with a smile.
" Thanks for the answer." Said Anugrah with his smile.
" Everyone bang.
I'm bang first." Return to the Anugrah.
The grace also allowed him.
He was still staring at the back of the young man who had started to get away from him.
He was amazed by the young man who gave such an amazing answer.
" I'm falling more and more in love with your religion Han." Said Anugrah remembering Hana.
Anugrah also went from the bench of the mosque garden.
Step back to his school.
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.
.
Anugrah did not intend to return to the dormitory or to the Church.
He chose to go to the Library and decided to read the book of Sirah Nabawiyah that Hana had given him.
There is no one in the library.
There are only library guards and cleaners.
They were also astonished when they saw Anugrah boldly coming to the Library.
For, to their knowledge today, all students are obliged to be in the Church to attend the baptism of the son of one of the great donors at the St. John's Basilica School.
"Excuse me!" Anugrah looked at the library guard.
"What's up sir ? Ask Anugrah.
"Aren't you following the post show?" this library keeper put on his glasses, wanting to see the details of Anugrah's face.
The grace smiles." Follow sir. But not until it's over." Honest Grace.
" Well, do you want to read a book ? Ask again.
The child stepped into the library. He chose to lean his body on the corner bench adjacent to the wall.
So that he can relax more to read.
"Look!" a foreign-sounding voice in Anugrah's ear called out her name.
Anugrah refused to turn her head she remained focused on the book she read.
The straight-haired woman chose to sit in front of Anugrah.
" Nug !!
Where are you from ? Ask." How long did it take to get out ? He said bentar doang.
Anugrah just smiled knot.
Didn't answer the question about a woman named Alena.
" The Pota Mendrofa !
I'm talking to you again." Annoyed Alena saw Anugrah ignoring her.
" You're not very polite Nug !
I talk to you again but you don't see me. You are so excited ! Tukas Alena, who grew annoyed with Anugrah.
Still in the same position.
Anugrah put on her smile.
" I just want to do what the Prophet Joseph did when he spoke with Zulaikha.
Yes, he lowered his gaze and would rather stare at the ground than look at Zulaikha."
Anugrah's reply made Alena make Alena frown. Alena is also confused with Anugrah who recently often practice the teachings of Islam.
" Don't be so Islamnable !
You're a PROTESTant, not an Islamic." Sindir Alena with her smirk smile.
Enough to hit Anugrah's chest.
Sure enough, the harsh reality of Anugrah is not a Muslim.
The grace just developed her smile.
" I am a Protestant now.
However, not necessarily the next minute or two or so I still remain protestant.
My father made me a protestant, not myself. God's direction is not at Len's." Sergey Anugrah, then he moved from the library bench.
And chose to leave Alena in the Library.
Anugrah looked at Anugrah full of annoyance.
Isssh... Alena snorted in annoyance.
" If William knows what you're doing. He's gonna be mad at Nug."
Alena is one of Anugrah's friends on the Junior High. Alena is well acquainted with William.
And actually William also asked Alena to inform everything Anugrah did in Canada.
Alena is not, either.
If you tell William everything what Anugrah did. He's still covering it up.
For not wanting the Grace to be angered by William.
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Hana felt comfortable to be in the room all day.
He decided to go out to the yard of Haiko house to find fresh air.
The woman in the headscarf of the instant pasmina chose to sit on the swing.
He swung his leg so he could make the swing move.
Anugrah felt a little calm being here.
Sepi, air is not polluted pollution, many shady trees that make the air here cooler.
Ah, more precisely.
No Haiko disturbed his composure.
For a moment the burden of Hana's mind disappeared from her mind.
He inhales oxygen slowly and throws it away.
" Thank God..
A little relieved, allow me a moment like this."
Hana closed her eyes, allowing herself a moment with her position.
Hope to find calm.
" Who told you to come out ?
That hoarse voice sounded from behind Hana.
Huhh.. Hana sighed.
He just felt free from heavy burdens.
The burden of his life is back.
Hana did not press Haiko, he preferred to increase his swing speed.
Make Haiko harden his jaw.
He intends to approach Hana, and give her punishment.
" You !! His shouting.
However, Haiko abandoned his intentions.
He entered his house again, and left Hana.
Maybe true, Hana took a long time to make her choice.
Hana realized that the time of Arga's second trial was in sight.
There are only two days left. Yeah, two more days.
Hana was back in a blanket of chaotic thoughts.
He will save many, but will sacrifice himself.
I don't know, those two crazy choices.
It makes Hana more stressed.
Hana's face began to tangle even as usual due to the constant thought with Haiko's request.
" Arya !!
How is this, Ga ? Hana smiled blandly at her fate.
Hana doesn't understand why Haiko's brain can do this. He may ask a foreign woman to be his wife.
Stupid !!
You stupid Haiko !! Hana kept peeling in her heart.
Not just because of the absence of feelings. I don't know Haiko.
But Haiko does not include the criteria of the man Hana wants as her priest in the household.
And even Hana's age, which she thought was still young, made her never think about marriage.
" I'm tired !! Tired !! Shouted Hana loudly.
Haiko looked at Hana from behind the window.
He noticed the shady woman was pensive with sparkling eyes.
He understood that the choice he made was a choice that Hana could not make.
But how else.
Haiko's little heart wanted Hana to be his.
Haiko has fallen for Hana.
Since Hana yelled at him.
He also did not understand himself, he could have fallen for Hana so soon.
He clasped his chest tightly.
Which was beating fast as his sense of sight was fixed on the girl who was pensive on the swing.
" O !! Why did you fall in love so quickly !!
Conscious Ko ! He has no taste in you.
Sitt's..
" Fuck !! Haiko was listening to her stupidity that could not stop the beating in her heart.
Didn't want his heart dislodged from its place, as a result of constantly looking at Hana.
Haiko chose to leave.
Hana was still silent.
He dropped his gaze on the sky cloud that began to be orange.
Ah is more precisely the combination of orange and yellow that publishes twilight.
Indicates that the day starts in the afternoon.
Seeing that twilight made Hana remember someone.
Yeah, who else if not Arga.
The man who said
" I hope you won't be twilight for me. You flash for a second, go away for a while.
If your arrival just wants to hurt me. Then go."
Hana's chest began to hurt, like being hit by thousands of trainers remembering the words Arga said when they were on Penang Beach.
Hikkss... Hikks.. Tangis Hana was divided.
Because of her tightness, she could no longer hold back her tears.
" I'm sorry, Ga !!
Akuuu seepe-rrtinyaa will indeed hikss..Dusk for you.." Hana's cry was united with her words.
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Sevimli 26 April 2021
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