Rainbow Hanani
Part 67 is a little quiet
" Hurt does not mean that God is not in love.
Worsening does not mean that God curses.
Sometimes we need wounds to remember laughter. And it takes tears to remember happiness."
......" Rainbow Hanani 🌹"......
Once in the kitchen, they only realized Hana's absence there.
" Loh, Hana where's Ran ? ask mother.
" Don't know Aunty, it wasn't coming with us ?
Yaudah Ranti is the real one." replied Ranti, looking for Hana's whereabouts.
However, Arga quickly stood up.
" I was the one who was looking for Ran, you are a laper like that" Arga told him.
Argapun steps away from Hana's house, one that he believes must be there.
With a quick step, Arga finally arrived at Lake Permai.
Yes, it's true that Hana's figure was sitting on the grass, drowning her face between her thighs.
Arga ran over to Hana.
Sit down next to Hana, and keep her distance from Hana.
Faintly Arga heard Hana's voice. With little hesitation, Arga tried to bravely reprimand Hana.
" Han." call him.
Hana raised her head, her beautiful face was now on the line with tears. And his eyes are now red and slightly swollen.
Arga's reflexes want to wipe away her tears, but Hana quickly moves away from her.
" Ah, sorry Han.
I had a reflex, no other meaning."
said Arga who was aware of his actions.
Hannah sighed at her tears, without answering Arga's statement.
Hana's gaze now turned to the sky, looking down at the sun that was always smiling at the earth.
" It's great the sun." Arga looked at the sun.
Hana nodded in agreement, confirming Arga's words.
" Why should I cry ? ask Arga to Hana.
Hana smiled blankly, looking at the sky with a blank look.
" Don't know, everything feels tight, heavy, sore, sick, more painful than a breakup haha" said Hana with a laugh made-up.
" Suicide, it's haraamkan haha." continued Hana.
Arga was surprised to see Hana, the words could have come out of his mouth.
" Hm, angry with God ? ask Arga.
Hana shook her head without hesitation.
" Why can you say that ?
The smile instantly vanished from her beautiful face, she looked down at the grass that was swaying in the wind.
" I'm not angry about the poor life I had. It's just that I'm disappointed in God, who often presents pieces of wounds that never stop in my life."
Hana Kali's statement looked so honest from her heart, that her tears flowed down her face.
Arga was stunned to see Hana this spoonful, though,
a person who seems always cheerful, a person who always seems to entertain others, a person who always seems okay.
It turned out that he was the one who cared the most for the wounds in his heart.
Arga reached into his pocket, reaching for his fist.
Then he handed it to Hana.
" Take it" he said to Hana, and Hana received a tissue from Arga.
Removing her tears, with the tissue. In fact, Hana also did not hesitate to remove snot from her nose using the tissue.
" Sometimes life does give us bany....
Ngusss.
" Jeez Hana, what a bitch to be a girl."
it's on Hana.
" He-he-he. yeah sorry.
his name is piled up, forced
banished." Hana.
Arga cut his lips open." Good thing baby."
Arga's words made Hana glare at him. " What ?
" Eh no, nothing.
Good thing beautiful." elak Arga.
However, even so Hana's heart still berdegub karuan.
A smile on his face.
Makes Arga who saw it, so wrong behavior.
" Don't smile." she said.
Hana immediately put on her flat expression,
don't want to be caught blushing by Arga.
Silence shrouded them back, no one wanted to start a conversation.
Hana only focuses on her daydreams, while Arga tries to brave herself, to say something to Hana.
" Han, you know." said Arga breaking the silence.
" No." answered Hana briefly.
" Han, you know ?
What life really means.
It's not just about there and then nothing, or even not just living and dying.
Then be foolish, and too narrow if life is meant only by treasure, throne, and love."
Arga paused for a few seconds.
Making Hana look at him, he waited for Arga to continue his words.
Arga smiled looking straight ahead.
" Because life is not just about pleasure, luxury let alone purity.
Because life is our devotion to God, the owner of the universe.
Injured is not God not love.
Worsening does not mean that God curses.
Success does not mean he is noble.
having everything also doesn't mean she's happy Han.
Remember Fir'aun, right, Or qorun ? They are successful and have everything but what ?
Allah has destroyed them..
Sometimes God puts us in a phase of true fall, not because God hates us Han. God loves us, he wants us to be close to him.
You know ? Allah also makes the change of day and night not a waste of Han, but in it there are lessons to be learned for those who think.
That is how God gives us sadness as a sweetener when we are in the happy phase. It takes darkness to see the light."
Arga looked at Hana who lowered her head.
" Look at my dad he did it, right ?
Is everything okay ? Notkan.
Even the problems that were in the Palace were much bigger Han hehe, my father was slandered, betrayed, lost friends, and even misunderstood me, his son." Arga tried to calm Hana down.
Of course, it managed to make Hana stunned and aware. He should not, weakly bowed even to this frustration.
" Athaghfirullah, O Allah what have I done ? I don't deserve to be like this. Why would I get caught up in such stupidity. O God, remember Han there are people who are more worthy of complaining than you." Hana begins to realize her stupidity that is muddled with problems that have even been resolved.
" You're right, Ga.
I am very weak, gini aja use nangis hm event. Thanks for realizing me." Hana realized that.
" You are strong, great and tough to get through this. God believes your shoulder is the right choice for this heavy destiny."
Hana smiled nodding.
" Allahumma aamiin, you are also much stronger than me, passion for us hehe."
Arga was a little calm and relieved to see a smile as well as laughter on Hana's face.
" That's how pretty you are." he praised, making Hana again misbehaved.
Hana's heart was not strange, her tongue seemed stiff to speak.
Hana quickly exhaled her breath, to relax herself.
" Huh."
Making Arga laugh to see Hana's behavior.
" Turn back, laper ni." Take it to Hana.
Hana who also felt her stomach rumbling hungry, did not want to refuse." Hm yaudah ayok."
Moving away from the beautiful lake, leaving Arga who was still staring at him in wonder.
" Buset dah, play live only a girl." annoyed Arga saw Hana, while following Hana's steps.
.
.
Arriving home, Hana rushed to the kitchen, already impatiently devouring her mother's homemade food.
" Kiddo, where the hell are you from ? ask Mr. Hana.
" From the lake permai pak, get some air" replied Hana while chewing food in her mouth.
The four of them were bearded.
" Kid Arga, let's eat." please send Hana's mother while serving her to Arga.
Arga smiled." Thank you aunty."
Yeah, no denying.
As simple as any side dish cooked, it would be delicious if it was a touch of Mother Hana.
Ranti is stunned to see Arga greedily eating her rice, because Arga is not usually like that.
" Tumben really fast lightning that, Ga." ledeknya
" It was so good for Ran" he replied.
Everyone smiled at Arga's words.
" Thank God, eat again, son.
If you want Arga to like." haggard Hana's mother.
Arga quickly grabbed the grilled fish in front of him, but was blocked by the hand of Hana who also wanted the last fish.
" I want to too" said Hana.
" No, this is for me aunty." Arga doesn't want to lose.
They laughed at Hana and Arga's behavior.
" Hana, let Arga take it, son. Argu occasionally here, son. You often eat this."
Hana relented, releasing her hand from the grilled fish, with her face upset. While Arga smiled triumphantly.
" Boy guys don't give up on girls !
chirps Hana on Arga.
" There's a place dong." reply Arga.
" Here you are, you are married.
Let me eat a plate of both haha." Ranti said to them.
Hannah flicked her lips." Fucking."
Father and Mother Hana laughed at the behavior of the young people.
" It's not good to fight in front of food. Hana can't say that either, son." Tameer tried to reconcile the situation.
" Yaudah, my father and mother first, go to Sawah for a while. There's still people working there." said Tameer to the four of them.
The four of them nodded yes.
" Be careful sir, buk." cried Rahmet.
After they eat and clean up, they are busy with their respective phones. Unlike the case with Hana who is busy with her bolpoint and diary.
There was one word he wrote there.
Yes, one of them is Arga's words.
" Day 22 July 2020
I just understood one thing, that life is not about being and then not being.
Or not just live and then die.
Right said Arga.
So it is very narrow, if life is only meant by possessions, thrones, and love.
Because life is not just about pleasure, happiness, let alone purity.
As for the turn of time that has been neatly rooted, there is not the slightest left.
Right, need a wound, to remember a laugh.
It takes tears, to be happy.
There is nothing greater in the eyes of Allah than those who fear Him.
The more severe the test of life, the greater the confidence of God on our shoulders to carry the heavy burden.
Thank you, Arga, for knocking on a heart that was almost completely sealed off from the light."
Write Hana with her smile.
Meanwhile, Arga, busy opening his Instagram in Rahmet's room alone.
" Crazy, my followers are increasing" he said seeing the number of followers increase.
Antassalam´s..
Suddenly there was an incoming call on his phone.
" Rayhan." Yeah, Rayhan called him.
Arga also shifted the green button on the phone screen.
" Why do you call the cave ? ask Arga to the point.
" Abaghfirullah was very lo, Assalamu'alaikum was cake" Rayhan said on the phone.
" Waalaikumussalam, have a quick chat." Ketus Arga again.
Rayhan shook his head.
" Will you no longer pmskan ? Sensi terat." ledeknya.
" Lo if you bacot again this matiin cave." threatened Arga.
" Athaghfirullah iye-iye, the cave just want to doang when Lo back ? Rayhan asked him.
Arga laughed understanding Rayhan's intentions.
" Lo nanya that, because it is already heavy with Ranti right" said Arga without hesitation.
" Eh, Lo says that melanin is on kenape anyway, if he's listening to how to try."
Honestly, Rayhan was afraid of Ranti hearing their conversation.
Arga heard it.
" Yaudah here you whisky cave." Arga brought the phone to his mouth.
Likewise with Rayhan who brought his phone closer to his ear.
The next second Rayhan realized something.
" Any good luck, Ga.
Do you not stand up again ?
The cave is also its own" Rayhan said.
" Yes, yes."
" Keep making us whispers gini, where from the phone again. Kok Lo so ogeb gini anyway." said Rayhan realized their stupidity.
" Lo also why do you want a whisky cave ogeb, stupid cave what is elo ? crib Arga to Rayhan.
Rayhan patted his head.
" Yes yes too.
Uh no, kite stupid with bego."
" Lo's not alone.
Actually, you just want it to pray ? There's nothing else ?
Let the cave close."
" Yeah, elo not kangen what is the same cave ? Gercep really wants to die."
" No, no one wants to get out of Lo."
"Astaghfirullah, look out for Lo yes.
If you miss the same cave."
Arga's shaking his shoulder, ilfiel.
" Stubby !! You guess what cave guy."
" Buset, if we miss the same guy friend we guy huh ? Not like it.
Gua just want to talk about the schedule of the departure of the cave to Jakarta in two weeks' speed" added Rayhan looks worried.
Make Arga dumbfounded." Crazy Lo, not another month ?
" It's not so, Ga.
The cave suddenly had a call
in Jakarta."
" Hm, yaudah lo calm down.
Even if we do not meet in KL, the cave will go to Jakarta for Lo nyemperin."
Yes, the son of Sultan mah a lot of free money going anywhere wkwk.
" So he said not kangen, this is playing nyamperin cave aja hehe, thanks Ga.
Don't forget to take Hana with Ranti ya." Rayhan advised Arga.
" Lo paid the cost, right ?
" Okay, Sultan's son is very calculating."
They both laughed together.
" Lo stay cool there."
" Yaudah, cave close Ga.
Assalamu'alaikum." Rayhan said goodbye to him.
" Waalaikumussalam, be careful Lo." replied Arga closing the call.
Yeah, that's how guys are friends.
Not fondling each other sweet words to express passionate longing.
It is enough just to fool each other for a long time.
Stick to each other.
It has expressed their longing.
Arga intends to tell Hana and Ranti, but the next second.
He undoes his intention, because it feels too soon to convey it now.
He rested his body on Rahmet's simple study chair.
Menscrool Instagram, even often he also opened Hana's Instagram account.
There are some pictures that Hana posted there. Along with her beautiful caption.
There are even many video quotes along with instruments made by Hana there.
Makes Arga, interested to read the contents.
And there are quotes about love of different religions.
" How can we be together ?
If our glasses about God are different ? " quotes Hana in one of her posts.
Arga can already guess it must be about Anugrah. A little claustrophobic, but Arga tried as much as possible to sterilize his heart.
" If Allah wills you to be a match with Hana, then it will surely be with Ga later, do not worry" said Arga to calm himself.
Seriate...
Sevimli 21 January 2021
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