Rainbow Hanani
Part 65 Mothers gossip
" Try if early in the morning look for blessings not racik seasoning ghibah."
......" Rainbow Hanani 🌹" ......
" Can I sit here ? Ask.
Hana glared in shock at the figure of the man who asked for permission to sit on her.
" Arga's." Yes, that man is Arga.
Arga smiled while waiting for a response from Hana.
Hana nodded in allowing." Keep your distance." His word.
Arga ended up sitting next to Hana with a distance that was not too close.
Hana looked back to the front looking at the people who were busy with their respective activities in the lake.
Likewise, Arga was focused on looking at the sky that began to publish twilight.
There was no conversation between them, they were both silent, no one wanted to start a conversation.
" Bang, bang, bang this with his girlfriend." Ledek one of the youths who flashed in front of them.
Hana and Arga turned to the young man, shaking their heads in unison.
" We're not dating a bang." Hana.
Arga just nodded in agreement, it felt like this was not the right time to judge Hana Arga thought.
" Wow when if you look at the same brother his brother fits you." His words again made Hana even more upset.
Hanapun opens the voice." Sorry about deck !! In Islam courtship is forbidden, there are no boyfriends." Ketus Hana's.
With reflex the young man laughed, and then stepped away from them.
" Athaghfirullah, be patient Hana." Arga said with a little laugh.
Hannah flicked her lips." Not funny."
Hana rested her back on the park bench. Staring at the twilight that arrived greeted him.
The corners of his lips were attracted to form a smile.
" God, how beautiful." Arga turned his head instead of staring at dusk, instead he looked at Hana who was smiling.
Shortly afterwards, he smiled and stared at the twilight of the afternoon.
" Yes, I'm like you." Arga.
Hana jerks reflexively looking at Arga.
" Yes, it's like Jihan." He read his words, without changing his view.
Hana smiled bitterly, it was true that she had heard wrong. Her thought.
" Don't expect Han." Hana tried to stabilize her heartbeat.
" Why come here ? Ask Arga.
Hana smiled." That, this, and everything." His index finger pointed around.
Arga's gaze followed Hana's hand.
He understood that Hana was currently relaxing herself.
Seen from both eyes that are slightly swollen, and also reddened.
" What problem any ? Arga asked which made Hana look at him.
Hana shook her head not intending to tell Arga.
Argapun said, did not want to force Hana, because if Hana wants him to later alone will tell a story.
" Maybe right now, you don't want to tell me yet, but if you're ready I'll be ready to listen..
Be as sad as that..
Spill as hard as that..
Let your heart be a little calm.." Said Arga sincerely to Hana.
Hana was stunned to hear Arga's statement,
honestly, deep down Hana's heart.
He was eager to release all the burdens that stifled his chest, which made his tears opium to fall.
" I didn't bring chocolate." Arga said to Hana.
Makes Hana laugh." No, I'm not asking for chocolate."
Sure enough, as always whenever Hana was sad. Arga always gave her a packet of chocolate.
However, this time Arga did not bring a pack of chocolate.
Silently for a moment, the two of them were silent to each other.
Hana is still focused on the problems that her family is facing.
The twilight began to sink, leaving behind its reddish remains.
People also go home.
For, in about twenty minutes, Adzan maghrib will reverberate.
Hana was still speechless, staring fixedly at that unceasingly unmoving lake.
Arga smiled wryly, looking at Hana's unusual dim face like this.
" Han, turn around." Bring along.
Hana was still silent not answering at all.
" You want to see Magribh ni Han." His word.
Without answering a word, Hana moved from the park bench. Leaving Arga rushed home.
" Athaghfirullah, the girl that badmood is very yes." Arga complains that is not mindless with Hana.
" Hana's after all, it's really weird."
Argapun moved to follow the steps of Hana.
The two young men did not walk at the same time. Hana was in front, while Arga was behind her.
Hana's steps can not be guessed, sometimes slow, the next second is very fast.
I don't know like a depressed person.
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Arriving at Hana's house, they reach Argapun coffee to rush to the mosque with Rayhan and Tameer.
While Hana, he rushed to take ablution to pray with his mother and also Ranti.
Time is getting late, making people rest with shade and calm.
Unlike Hana, he woke up from his sleep, then opened his window slowly, and looked at the star from the corner of his mini window.
The dark twinkling of stars scattered in the night sky, able to publish a silk smile on Hana's face.
" I miss you." He said remembering the figure of the man who is now in Canada.
" It's fine there yeah, don't forget me." He said to the star as if it were the man.
In the next second, Hanapun rushed to take ablution to perform Tahajjud prayer and also witir.
Hana touched her forehead with her last bow, while praying in her heart.
" O Lord, either this is a test I should be grateful for or I complain about.
I don't know, I've never felt this restless. I have never felt this sick..
Only because of the selfishness of the servant over the ideals of the servant, the servant forgets the family..
Letting them suffer without lightening their burdens, I am not a good son, O Allah, allow the heart to repair it from now on, O Lord." Hana rose from her bow.
" Assalamu'alaikum warahmatullah." Hail Hana, have finished his prayer.
Hana immediately dhikr using her hands, with deep service.
So there was a calmness that came to greet his heart.
He continued by reading Surahtul Fatiha, three qul, along with the verse of the chair and also memurajajaah memorannya.
About half an hour later, Hana was done.
Hana's next step was to raise her hands, and ask God again.
" O God, You are all.
If You believe this life is right for the servant and will bring the servant closer to You. Servants sincerely live it and I ask God to strengthen, strengthen, and strengthen the servant of Allah." Pinta Hana to the owner of the universe.
Hanapun, opened his face, then grabbed his diary and with his bolpoint.
Yes, this time Hana added another streak of her heart.
Day 21 July 2020.
" It was a beautiful day, but not with my heart.
The bright sun was not even able to illuminate my dim heart.
Not even anyone can get my heart back to its cheerful position..
Not about love.
Except, the life issues I hold.
I never blamed anyone, or even fate.
It's just, I need time, it takes solitude to get a little quiet.
Restoring everything..
Re-pressing the warmth that was touching me..
I don't want to curse fate, for a conversation ?
Jolting the universe, let alone in vain ?
Let me enjoy every pain and wound that the world offers.
Until I finally got used to them.
Last and..
As hard as life is,
it remains to be lived not to be
regrettably. " Close Hana on her diary.
Hana did not return to lay her body on her mattress, but she preferred to rest at her study table.
Until finally the drowsiness came to his eyes. It makes it hard to open his eyes.
Slowly Hanapun fell asleep.
Arga is also praying in one third of the night as is his habit.
Not much he asked for, one of his prayers was to ask God to restore the joy of the girl he admired and who was enthroned in his heart.
" O Allah, O Lord, You are all-mighty. The one who turns the heart back, I ask Allah to restore the shade of Hannah. Do not let it dissolve in pain. He is Your best servant, O Allah, he deserves to bear the happiness of You, O Allah." The prayer was so sincere from his words.
After praying Arga chose to pore over his memorization.
He did not want to lose the memorization that he had struggled to fight for.
And he does not want to be a servant of God who is inattentive to time.
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This morning, the weather was a little cloudy.
Does not support jogging in the morning.
" Yes, it's cloudy met day.
It doesn't suit me very much." Complain Arga.
Rahmet thought, what is more suitable
to replace jogging.
Ting..
" Well, what if we go to the field to catch a fish bang. Usually cloudy gini fish on out bang." Take Rahmet to him.
Arga smiled nodding." Yes, yuk."
And in the end, the two of them decided to fish early in the morning like this.
Unlike the case with Hana, Ranti and her mother were busy preparing breakfast.
Hana is not as cheerful as usual, she is more silent and does not even talk to her mother and cousin.
" Han, don't be quiet, jin ifrit's new brother knows." Ranti Ledek.
Hana was still silent, not understanding Ranti's words that sounded like her teasing.
Hana's mother, who saw the change in Hana's attitude, was astonished and immediately approached her.
" Daughter, you got a problem ? Soft question.
Hana just smiled, shaking her head.
" If there's none, why do you look so moody ? Ask her mother again.
" Yes Han, dong's story !! Don't be silent." Ranti Sahut.
Hana sighed harshly." Huuu."
" You owe to Rantenir it's buk." Hana's words that managed to make her mother surprised.
His mother was silent, not knowing what to say.
" Where did Hana know ? His inner.
" Why are you silent ? Isn't it buk ? The question made her mother wake up.
" I-iyaa son." Answer her nervously.
Hana smiled wryly in response to her mother's reply.
" Hm, why don't you talk ? If only Hana knew this would be the case, Hana would not want to go to Malaysia.
Let Hana work, it's okay buk Hana don't need to continue school." Hana said with a soft word.
" Daughter, you can't say that.
We never know what's going on in the future, son. That's what happened to your father. If only he knew there would be such an incident, he would also avoid nak.
But what all Qadarullah son, believe every event that is there to be quoted in the silver lining, not to be made a burden of the mind that makes us worse son. Hana trust all that ? Her mother tried to calm Hana down.
Ranti quickly hugged Hana's body, to channel warmth, and hoped that Hana could calm down a little.
" It's all Hana buk's fault." Say it with tears.
Ranti cupped Hana's cheek, and wiped her tears." It's not your fault Han, you can't gini. This isn't Hana my cousin."
Hana's mother hugged them too. He tried to calm his sad daughter.
I don't know, Hana's guilt still covers her heart.
Failing to be a filial child.
If only time could turn, he was reluctant to go to Malaysia.
And left his family with this pretty grievous wound.
With a sobbing Hana released the embrace of Ranti and her mother.
Then she touched both of her mother's hands.
" I'm sorry Hana's not a good kid yet." Her speech.
His mother nodded in disapproval of his words." No, Hana's mom's best daughter. Even all mothers also feel jealous of mother for having a daughter as good as Hana." Her mother gently stroked Hana's head that was covered in the hijab.
Hana slurped her tears, then developed her smile.
" Oh, son, now we have breakfast."
" Kid Ranti." Call Hana's mother.
" Yes aunty."
" Aunty asked Hana to help accompany her to call Arga and Rahmet to Sawah." Said Hana's Mother.
Rantipun nodded, making Hana's mother's request.
" Han's Ayok." He held Hana's hand.
Hanapun smiled and let Ranti clutch her hand.
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It didn't take long for them to walk, they finally arrived at Sawah.
There were two foolish men, who had been fishing early in the morning in the river.
" Woy is a leak." Ranti's shout managed to surprise Arga and Rahmet.
" Crazy, can't you ? Don't scream." Ketus Arga with his face.
" Ha-ha-ha." Hana and Ranti laughed together.
" So stupid." Said Ranti again.
" So once again, I'm ceburin loh." Threat Arga.
Ranti tinkled Arga with her tongue.
" Wekk, be cool if you can."
Arga quickly climbed to the top.
" Have stopped, you guys are a bockeye cake.." Hana mediates them.
" Here you guys, let's clean up let's go home..
I told you to have breakfast." Hana told them.
Arga followed Hana's words. " Lo look out. If it wasn't for Hana, then,
I'm going to be ceburin you here."
Ranti is still teasing Arga." Cie, husband scared wife ha-ha-ha ." And then ran away from him.
Not that Arga was upset, this time it was Hana who was upset." Ranti watch out for you, yaa." Shouted Hana while chasing her cousin.
Arga and Rahmet laughed at the behavior of the two girls, yes like a leak who was playing a chase.
After Arga and Rahmet clean up, they followed Hana and Ranti.
It did not take long, Arga and Rahmet managed to equalize the steps with Hana and Ranti.
Now the four of them are walking together.
When they were about to enter the grounds of Hana's house, there were several mothers who passed in front of them.
While saying." See that, his son sok-ag-turned-school to Malaysia. Uh, know-tau yourself owed a lot of money." His grammatical voice heard by them.
" Thus, that's why I'm back and forth with a handsome guy again. There's gotta be something about it, don't know how to be a kid." The other law.
" Yes, I'm lucky I don't have a daughter like that." Catering again.
Hana smiled bitterly, feeling struck by the words of the mothers who were gossiping about her.
Hana's chest began to feel tight, warm circles began to be blocked in the corner of her eyes..
Without saying a word, Hana prefers to run to her house while beristighfar in heart.
" Astaghfirullah ...
Astarghfirullah...
Astaghfirullah strengthen the heart of the servant of Allah." Inner Hana calmed herself down.
" Hana !! Shouted Arga, and Ranti simultaneously.
With mounting emotions Ranti also approached the gossiping mothers. Rahmet and Arga go after Hana.
" Eh mama-emak less sesajen !! Could not be early in the morning looking for blessings not racik seasoning ghibah." Ranti said loudly and made the gossiping mothers spread their lips.
" Eh, you girls have no manners !! He told Ranti.
Ranti smiled wryly." Ha ? Manners ?
Please dear mothers before reflect first !!
How would others want to reformatin you, if your mouth can not be taken care of properly..
If you do not know the truth, do not be pretentious to be a person..
And one more yes, that blessing is forbidden in Islam. .
Yes, if you still want to do yes please with a review, you yourself eat the flesh of your own brother's carcass." Ranti then ran after Hana.
Instantly the gossip mothers were silent to Ranti's words that so pierced the recesses of their hearts.
Yes, it is certainly true in Islam it is forbidden to worship, telling the ugliness of others is like eating the carcass of one's own brother.
" And do not seek the evil of others, and do not mock others. Are any of you happy to eat the carcass of your own brother ?
Of course I was disgusted by him. And fear Allah, verily Allah is ever-repentant, ever-loving." Q.Y.S. Al Hujurat 12.
Always keep our mouth away from the activity of ghibah.
Sevimli 17 January 2021
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