Rainbow Hanani
Part 61 Pamit's
" You are the most obvious definition of God-seeker."
..." Rainbow Hanani 🌹"...
Still bowed down at the airport floor, Hana regretted all her words that had hurt Anugrah..
The clear liquid that continued to flow, did not make his gaze stop looking for the figure of Anugrah..
" Departure terminal" the word flashed through his mind..
Idiot...
It was not that Sanju said that he and Anugrah were in the departure terminal..
" Departure terminal, yes..
You're a fool, Hana, why don't you remember that." Hana's obeying her stupidity.
Hana quickly ran towards the departure terminal..
No matter the crowd, he broke through.
Hana kept her feet up..
Even with his breathing irregular, while sipping his tears that did not stop dripping..
Arriving at the departure terminal..
Hana circulated her gaze to the entire side of the place, looking carefully at every young man who was there.
Even occasionally Hana did not hesitate to say hello to them. Perhaps one of them is the Anugrah..
" Grace." Call her.
But, unfortunately, the results are nil.
None of them was the man he was looking for.
Hana is getting more resigned to the situation,
it was as if fate did not allow her to meet Anugrah one last time.
Hana was again weakly bowed on the airport floor.
No matter the dirty floor..
Her crying broke even more, which made her sob even more.
It even makes the people around him feel astonished at once ibah with his cry..
Hix....Hix..Hixss....
" For the last time I beg you to let me meet him" Hana said in tears..
" Daughter, stand this dirty floor, son" said one of the people who was there.
Hana did not make up her mind, she drowned her face between her knees while saying Istighfar..
He realized, he had gone too far to do so..
" Athaghfirullah's...
Astarghfirullah...
Asterghfirullah..."
Then Hana raised her face again. Trying to catch his breath, while calming himself..
Hana thought maybe it was true maybe he would never meet again with the figure of the young man who is often called the Anugrah.
" The grace !! hana shouted for the last time to release all the distress in her chest.
Just contact it, there was the figure of the young man who turned around to look for the origin of the voice.
Yeah, how not ?
The girl's screams are very familiar, even very often snarled in her ears.
He walked away from his seat, stepped foot, looking for the girl who had the voice.
" Hana !!
The voice had Hana." sure enough, the look in his eyes was busy looking.
Sanju who saw Anugrah stepped away in the seconds of his departure, immediately reprimanding him..
" Nug, your scheduled departure is soon ! Don't go again."
Anugrah did not press Sanju's reprimand, he continued to step.
" Excuse me mbak." said Anugrah through the crowd.
" It must be Hana, I'm sure." Anugrah sure steadily.
The Anugrah continued to search, hoping for the voice to again roar.
Even once in a while Anugrah did not hesitate, reprimanding the hijab women who were there.
There was a figure of a girl in a milk brown hijab, from behind to be honest her posture was a little similar to Hana.
Anugrah smiled, though hesitated a little.
But a hint of confidence that it was Hana crossed his mind.
" Hana."
call her as she approaches the girl.
" Hanani Syaufa." call him again.
But, the girl did not turn around.
To be sure, Anugrah decided to look at the girl's face.
Jamb..
Anugrah was disappointed that the girl was not Hana.
The girl Anugrah looked at was astonished by him.
" I'm sorry, why are you staring at me ?
" Ah, sorry mbak.
I think it's my friend" he said.
" Ohiyaiya, it's okay."
Lucky this girl understood Anugrah.
" Brear.." Anugrah sighed harshly.
fate played him again.
Anugrah's belief in being able to meet Hana began to disappear.
" It's true, fate would never allow me to meet again with a girl as perfect as you, Han."
Anugrah went away from that place.
Anugrah had not yet stepped up, now his gaze focused on the girl who was down on the airport floor.
" Why did the girl do such a stupid thing in a public place like this.
Hm, maybe she can't afford to see her lover go far." The grace back stepped.
However, there was something that made Anugrah look back at the girl.
Yes, the sling bag that the girl was wearing was similar to Hana's sling bag.
" That bag !!
Why look like Hana's bag." Curious, Anugrah approached the girl.
" Puppet...
If you want to sit in the terminal seat.
Not here ! You can think of crazy people again." Anugrah said to this girl.
Jamb..
That voice, a voice that had not been heard in Hana's ears for a very long time.
The baritone voice that had mocked him, a voice that he desperately longed for with his memories.
" Grace." Inner Hana.
Hana raised her head, to see the figure that had the voice.
Degs..
Their views now stand against each other,
looking at each other with longing.
The hearts of both of them were pounding, their legs were both shaking violently..
" Grace."
" Hana." they said at the same time.
Yes, the girl that Anugrah called stupid was Hana. And the man with the baritone voice was Anugrah.
Hiks..hikss.
Hana's crying increasingly broke to see the figure of the young man, who had been a year and a half before he had met.
Who once asked him to be his friend but Hana refused. A young man who fights against his destiny. The young man who asked him to be Zainab.
A single smile clutched wide on Anugrah's face. He sat down with Hana.
" Don't cry when people think I want to sell you to om-om loh." ledeknya..
Hana laughed at Anugrah.
" Let's."
Anugrah smiled as she moved away from Hana's side, leaving Hana confused by her.
Hannah got up from her seat, and approached Anugrah.
" What did my past say was her fault so fatal ? Until you don't look at me. Even for a long time we didn't meet, just to ask me if you wouldn't."
Hana's words managed to make Anugrah's steps stop.
" I'm ashamed Han met you, I lost, I ran away from the struggle to get God's guidance.
Destiny wins Han. I have not succeeded in embracing Islam" he said, without looking at Hana.
Hana nodded in disagreement with Anugrah.
" You don't lose, let alone run !!
It is precisely fate that loses out on your struggle.
You're great Grah. But, you know what is more sad than struggle ? Surrender and stop in the middle of the road."
Anugrah turned around, facing Hana again.
Showing his true smile.
" Don't let me fend for myself Han !!
Do you not want to be Zainab bint Muhammadku ?
The faithful wait for Abul Ash to say two sentences of shahada. And fought with him to take the guidance of Allah."
This was the second time Anugrah had asked Hana for this.
Hana shook her head heavily, while smiling kindly.
" You are the most obvious definition of a seeker of God. I salute you, Anugrah.
I'm sorry I haven't managed to become Zainab bint Muhammad for you."
Hana's words managed to attract the feelings of Anugrah. Again and again, the Angrah got a rejection.
Anugrah nodded, reviewing her smile.
" You may not be Zainab bint Muhammadku.But one thing is for sure Han, you have managed to become a rainbow for me, thank you Han."
" May you find the right person to be your Abu Dard, Han." though heavy, this time, Anugrah was truly sincere.
Making Hana's chest tightening, feeling the pain in her chest. His tears that had been blocked, finally spilled with just one blink.
" I'm sorry, Grah." said Hana behind her sobs.
The grace shakes." For what ?
" For a slap a year and a half ago" he answered in light of the incident.
Grace laughed a little. " Ha-ha, don't remember anymore.
From a distance there was a pair of eyes that saw the two of them.
" I know you're still in Hana's heart, Nug." Sanju said loud.
Now the silence covers them both. This is their first meeting after so long without seeing each other, awkward to talk to each other.
" Twenty-five minutes to go" said Anugrah glancing at the clock in his hand.
Hana understood with the intention of Anugrah.
" Why didn't you say you wanted to go ?
As far as Canada ? Ask Hana.
Anugrah shook her head.
" I don't want you to cry constantly thinking of me." she opined confidently.
" Pede !! Hannah with her little laugh.
" Han, keep my doain huh.
To continue to fight for Islam, even if it is very complicated." he asked Hana.
Hana nodded yes." God willing, as complicated as it may be if the power of God willed, nothing would stand in its way."
Anugrah smiled at Hana's words. He stared intently at the face of the girl he had not seen for a long time.
The sweet smile from the girl was even able to treat the wound of someone who was looking at her. Likewise with his words, always a cool heart.
Anugrah did not think that fate was not as cruel as he thought. Even fate now gives him the chance to meet the girl he loves so much.
Hana took her sling bag, though,
get a book titled
" Sirah Nabawiyah." intending to give it to Anugrah.
" Nah." Sodorkan to Anugrah.
Anugrah glanced at the book that Hana offered.
" Sirah Nabawiya." read it.
Hana nodded.
" Take it for your supplies in Canada" said Hana, who was replied with a smile by Anugrah.
" Thank You Han."
" Don't get caught again." Hana sneered.
Hana's words make Anugrah understand, as well as confused how Hana can know that she was discovered by her father.
" Where are you from ? Sanju ?
" Yes, I can also be at this departure terminal because of him."
Anugrah just realized that Hana is not in Malaysia, why can be here.
" Aren't you in Malay Han ? How can you be here ? tanyakanya.
" Hm, I just got to twenty minutes ago" replied Hana.
Anugrah did not think that God's plan was so beautiful in such a way. To bring them together.
" You do not realize Han ?
If God's plan to bring us together is so cool."
Yes, sure enough they met at the airport without planning each other.
They don't even know each other.
" Yes right, God is indeed almighty, whose power can not be reached anything" said Hana looking forward.
" Friend ?
Anugrah's friendship offer for the third time to Hana.
Hana smiled, not giving up on the principles she had been following for years.
But he knew that Anugrah had the right to be embraced in a friendship bond, to make his heart love Islam more.
" Friend." thank Hana.
Anugrah smiled, feeling that today was her luck.
He met the figure of the girl he missed, and at the same time managed to become his friend.
" Thank you." said Anugrah who was replied with a smile by Hana.
Now the longing that was stalled between them finally unfolded.
This first meeting made them vent all the difficulties that exist
in chest.
Finally we heard the announcement of our departure to Canada for the last time.
Sanju and Kanaya approach Anugrah.
Sanju immediately hugged Hana, evaporating her longing.
" Hana I miss you so much."
" I miss you too, San." Hana returned Sanju's embrace.
" You must be Hanani huh ? ask Kanaya.
Yes, Anugrah always told her about Hana's figure. Hana releases Sanju's embrace. Then Hana turned to crucify Kanaya's hand.
" Yes, aunty."
" Hm, thank you for being a mean person to my son." said Kanaya
makes you confused.
How can Kanaya say Anugrah her son while his head is wrapped in hijab.
" Children ? hana asked confusedly, looking at Anugrah and Kanaya alternately.
" Yes son, I do have a different belief from her father Anugrah" she replied, making Hana understand this.
Hana just found out, that Anugrah has a mother who believes the same as her.
" Hehe, no aunt.
Hana's just an ordinary friend to Anugrah."
Kanaya smiled." Nice to meet you, son."
" It's good to see auntie." Hana returned Kanaya's smile.
Next, Kanaya drew Anugrah's hand.
To go to his plane.
" Let's kid, it's time you left !! instructions to Angrah..
Weight..
Yes, it feels very heavy Anugrah to step.
As far as Canada..
This will be their first meeting, after a long time apart, and this may be the last time they meet after Anugrah leaves for Canada.
I don't know, he hopes God will be kind to him, to meet him again with Hana someday.
Anugrah resigned to his destiny.
Just as he met Hana, things instantly separated them back.
" Thank you for playing a part in my struggle to take God's direction Han. May destiny bring us back together with the same body, even with a sense that is no longer the same. I'm saying Han."
The last word that came from the mouth of Anugrah, which looked so heavy, had to be spoken from his mouth.
Hana tries hard to hold back her tears, giving her best smile.
" And always with the same faith and conviction. Fii amanillah, Grah safe flight."
Anugrah smiled as she confirmed Hana's words." See you my rainbow."
" In Canada, search for my replacement !!
Let you not hang around until weathered." ledeknya in the remnants of their meeting time.
Anugrah laughed, Sanju and Kanaya also laughed.
" Don't bother, you're also an acute singles." replied Anugrah who made Hana laugh.
" My confidence level is indeed very high Han, but not for that." he continued, honestly.
Kanaya and Sanju, who knew that Anugrah loved Hana very much, could understand that.
Anugrah waved her hand at Hana, giving her best smile.
Hana replied with her sweetest smile.
Now Anugrah began to move away from Hana, she began to enter the flight area.
Hana was still staring at the back of Anugrah who was slowly invisible to her.
This is the second time they have separated.
First farewell at N I Mata Uli High School, and this is the second time at Kualanamu Airport.
Not a sad farewell, but a memorable farewell is fine.
Anugrah or Hana herself feels a little calm, with a sweet memorable breakup intertwined between them.
But undeniably, the departure of Anugrah still leaves a little pain in Hana's heart.
Hana fell back down, still staring towards the flight area.
Still not completely sincere with the departure of Anugrah.
In addition, Hana learned that her father Anugrah strongly did not allow Anugrah with his decision.
Hana's heart grew increasingly claustrophobic, seeing how cruel fate made it difficult for Anugrah to recite two sentences of shahadah..
" Rabb, allow Anugrah to embrace Your religion" said Hana.
From a distance there were a pair of male eyes, who had seen Hana, even he followed Hana, starting from leaving until Hana was at this departure terminal.
His heart also felt pain seeing the girl sobbing like that.
With courage, he finally decided to approach Hana.
Arriving in front of Hana, he took the chocolate out of his bag." Chocolate." he poured it on Hana.
That sound.
The chocolate made Hana remember someone..
Seriate...
Sevimli 2 January 2020
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