Rainbow Hanani
Part 118 Unexpected meeting
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" How can I forget the woman whom I consider Zainab bint Muhammadku.
Even in the depths of my eyes his face was radiant.
I'm sure my name is written on his Lauhul Mahfudz. Whatever it is that God will make it easy in the end. However, if it's not my name stuck there. I'm sure God has the most beautiful way to heal my wounds."
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Nile River.
The two white-collar youths were busy talking in front of the Nile.
The birds whistling around them.
Not stopping the two from focusing on the conversation.
" By the way, don't you like to go to college in Al-Azhar, Nug ? ask Fian to the Angrah.
Anugrah smiled, nodding to answer Fian's question.
" Jaudah wait, what else ?
We are looking for ! invite Fian enthusiastically.
" No need, Yan." refused Grace.
Fian's forehead shriveled, almost making his two eyebrows fuse together. Confused by the grace that refused his invitation.
" Loh, why ? Don't like him yet ?
Anugrah turned her gaze, at the Nile which lay wide before her.
" How can I forget the woman whom I consider Zainab bint Muhammadku.
Even in my eyes, his face was radiant." Anugrah's smile widened by a few inches.
" I'm sure if my name is written on his Lauhul Mahfudz. Whatever the beginning, God will make it easy.
However, if it's not my name stuck there. God has the most beautiful way to heal my wounds." said Anugrah with a spacious chest.
Fian smiled in amazement at the words that seemed so sincerely spoken from the word of Anugrah.
" For now, I am struggling to reach two sentences of shahada, after which I will fight to get it.
Let God arrange our meeting, for God is the one who governs, who has control over the heavens and the earth." Anugrah concluded with a smile.
" Cave salut lo, Nug.
You are Protestant, but your Islamic soul knows." praise Fian to him.
Anugrah only concluded her smile, not knowing what to say Fian.
Anugrah glanced at the circular watch on her wrist, already showing it at half-nine in the morning.
" Yan !
Temenin cave bentar to your campus library dong." said Anugrah.
" Why what ? ask Fian.
" Want to coffee !
Yes, read the book." replied Anugrah.
" Oh, want to read.
Yaudah cave temenin, hunt ! invite Anugrah enthusiastically.
Anugrah smiled, following in Fian's footsteps who would take him to his campus library.
Bughh..
Suddenly, Anugrah accidentally hit a girl who was at odds with him.
" Ah, Iam sorry.
Ana-
anugrah's speech stuck in the throat, when he saw the figure of the girl he hit.
" Athaghfirullah, forgive the sins of the servant." Mumbled Hana slowly.
" It's okay, no problem." Hana next told the man.
" Hana ! call Anugrah.
Yes, Hanani Syaufa.
A girl who often fulfills her mind.
The girl who was able to close her heart to another woman. The girl he hoped to become his Zainab bint Muhammad. However, it was also the girl who rejected him as Abu Ash.
Anugrah also smiled looking at the face of the girl who had long since missed. Now the miss is peeling in just a few minutes.
" Grace." Hana closed her mouth, surprised by the presence of the figure of Anugrah in front of her.
The two clear netra were staring at each other, not even a gust of wind could blink their eyes.
Fian glanced at the girl who managed to stop the steps of the Anugrah.
.
" This is her name Hana.
Masya Allah, really cute is the person." Inner Fian.
The next second, Hana turned her eyes away." Astaghfirullah." he said beristighfar, aware of what he was doing.
He touched his chest which was now pounding.
Don't want to linger with this situation.
Quickly, Hana walked away.
Anugrah did not stay silent, he also chased after Hana.
" Yan !
Can't we talk for a minute ? her question was hopeful for Hana.
Hana's steps stopped, her mind was reacting, thinking of the answer to Anugrah's invitation.
Huhh...
Hana's breath was heard in her ear.
Hana turned her body, and nodded." Yes." he answered briefly.
Anugrah also invited Hana to chat on the banks of the Nile. The two were looking at the stretch of the Nile which bore silent witness to the history of Pharaoh and also how the great prophet Moses who by Allah's permission could bring down Pharaoh's pride.
While Fian, choose to wait for them on the bench of the park.
Silence is holding them.
No word came out, though there were many things to say. But, unfortunately, everything is stuck in the throat.
" Mmm, Han." Anugrah finally broke the silence.
" Yes." sahut Hana.
" How are you doing ? ask Anugrah awkwardly.
" Thank God, healthy. You ?
" Thank God, I'm healthy too" she replied. Graceful.
" Ohiya, didn't you go to college in America ?
Why is it here ? ask Hana curiously.
Instantly Hana's question managed to make Anugrah's smile change, from sweet to sour.
" I'm running away from America."
" Continue to choose Egypt, as his escape ?
Hearing Hana's words, Anugrah stared in disbelief at the girl.
What Hana really does not believe, that Anugrah is really struggling to reach two sentences of shahadah.
" It's not escape but rather, making choices.
Egypt, the land of the Prophets, should not be used as an escape" Anugrah said politely.
Hana nodded her head.
" The choice to learn ? ask Hana again.
" Especially if not that." replied Anugrah, staring fixedly at Hana who was reluctant to look at him.
" How was the college ? ask Anugrah, there is no other topic.
" Thank God, good." replied Hana.
" Ahiya, what about your family ?
Did they not know of your departure ?
" Long story, in short I survived the struggle in Egypt, two years ago, Han." replied Anugrah.
Hana nodded in understanding with that short answer.
The silence took over.
The two went back to silence, with their own thoughts.
" hane.
You know who pushed me to the point of daring to go this far ? anugrah.
Hana's forehead wrinkled, a little curious about the words of Anugrah.
" Who ? ask Hana enthusiastically.
" The Prophet Moses.
I learned from the story of the courage of Moses to destroy the pride of Pharaoh.
The courage to uphold the religion of God.
Pharaoh was very powerful in his time, everything he had, even because of his arrogance he mentioned himself as God.
There were many people at that time who believed in Pharaoh but, not with Moses he was the first person to oppose his adoptive father.
So is this myself, who ventured to go this far.
I don't know how it ends, but I'm sure God will allow me to pledge my creed before my death" Anugrah said with unanimous determination.
Hana stared fixedly at Anugrah for a few seconds, dazed with admiration in her heart.
It turns out that it has come so far, the science of Anugrah, thought Hana.
Hana turned her gaze away from Anugrah.
" Are you still a Protestant ? asked Hana, who answered a nod by Anugrah.
Hana also threw her smile.
Although a little awkward.
" Allah will soon lighten your words to worship, Anugrah" said Hana.
" Aamiin." exclaimed Anugrah.
A few seconds, quietly accompany them.
Only the sound of the Nile River rippled.
I don't know..
This was their first meeting after a three-year separation.
Maybe both are being sheltered awkwardly, or maybe someone is guarding his feelings.
" Have you found your Abu Dard, Han ? ask Anugrah suddenly.
The question jolted to make Hana surprised.
His eyes were glaring, even he was swallowing his saliva.
" Why does the Lord ask this question ? his mind.
" Yan ! call Anugrah again.
Hana shook her head.
" Don't discuss things that are not important to discuss" he replied briefly, not wanting to extend the discussion.
Anugrahpun smiled, Hana's answer was like giving him a speck of hope.
That he was sure, there was still his name in the gap of Hana's heart, even though it was only a small dimension.
" If you marry me, yes" said Anugrah, glancing at Hana with a smile.
" God willing, when the time comes." replied Hana.
Hana looked at Anugrah who was also staring at her.
I don't know, how did Hana feel about Anugrah, really gone ?
Or this is just a reflex form of their first encounter.
" I still see that taste in your eyes, Han.
Although only a small piece." said Anugrah, but only stuck in the heart.
" Mm, I'm going first.
See you soon, Grah." said Hana rushed to leave Anugrah.
" Yes, be careful Han.
See you." replied Anugrah.
Hana also walked away from Anugrah who was still faithful to look at her.
The same look as at the beginning of the meeting.
The same smile at the beginning of the fight.
" Nug ! fian's voice resuscitated Anugrah.
Fian approached Anugrah, he knew what Anugrah was feeling.
" Is that what Hana's called ? tanyanya.
Anugrah nodded her head, her gaze still fixed on the armi hijab girl.
" Lo still ngarepin him so Zainab lo ?
Anugrah glanced at the cynical Fian who asked her. I know the answer to why I still ask.
Anugrah's gaze made Fian understand that the Protestant man was still wishing more on the girl.
" Nug !
There are times when someone we love can only look at, but we can not make friends seatap." said Fian, while patting slowly Anugrah's shoulder.
" If you are tired.
Stop it, Nug ! Don't be put away because the pain can never be contained."
Fian stepped up, leaving Anugrah alone on the banks of the Nile.
Shouldn't this be the case, a friend should be by his side.
Why did Fian, Mala just leave him ?
Not that Fian's a bad friend.
Leaving Anugrah alone there.
He just wants to give the Grace time to calm herself down, make peace with herself, so that the Grace can make a wise decision for her heart problem.
Anugrah smiled faintly, her eyes now fixed on the stretch of the Nile that flowed quietly.
The rumbling in his heart grew louder.
His heart rate was pounding hard, tickling all over his body.
The first meeting that had never been expected before, and also the feeling of pain that was never expected.
There were no sweetness in their meeting this time, only flat-sounding sentences were spoken from Hana's lips.
" Are I too hopeful for humans ? said Anugrah at the wind blowing.
" What is this feeling of me soaring too high, making me close my eyes so that I can't see the reality ?
Keep hoping for real uncertainty ? Continue to instill a sense in the land that is not left ?
Anugrah chose to sit on the banks of the Nile.
No matter who walks by to see it there.
He touched his chest which felt a little tight. Sealing it with his fingers, so that the tightness was gone from his chest.
" Nug !
You have to move on !
Perhaps Hana is not Zainab bint Muhammadmu ! It's just a rainbow that you can never reach ! said Anugrah trying to strengthen himself.
Anugrah got up from her seat, stepping on her feet vigorously.
" The world isn't about love !
Be aware, do not love a creature beyond your love for God.
Your mouth has not yet pledged the creed, but you have been busy expressing love to fellow beings ! Awakened grace ! Conscious !
As he stepped, Anugrah unceasingly slapped himself with his own words.
Now, he realized that perhaps today God was meeting with Hannah. To wake her up. The love that comes before marriage is a test for her.
Love is basically a human nature. It takes faith to control it. In order not to fall into slander.
Seriate..
Sevimli, 19 August 2021
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