Rainbow Hanani
Part 56 I lost (Gift )
" My current move is proof that I
starting to weaken with the circumstances, my tears that are shed at this time become a prisoner of my failure, My current body becomes the initial phase of my defeat.
......" Rainbow Hanani 🌹"......
A day passed, slowly William's condition began to improve.
Yes, right now Anugrah is like a roiling cloud,
who doesn't know if it should be sunny or rainy ?
I don't know, on one side he was happy to hear the development of his father, but on the other side his heart was stuck, because it was trapped in a complicated situation that stifled in compulsion.
" Lord, if the line of my hand has been scratched like this, then allow it to recover at the right time." Anugrah said her tears.
This afternoon there was only Anugrah and Jasmine in the hospital.
Kanaya has been home since this morning, because there is an affair that requires her to go home.
The two sisters sat in the visitor's seat, worried and anxious being the two words that dominated their hearts.
Czech.... The blue-veiled nurse opened the door.
" Is there anyone named Anugrah ? Ask.
Anugrah immediately moved closer to the nun." Yes I'm a Grace, Sus."
" Please enter the deck, Mr. William is conscious.
And he mentioned your name a few times. Maybe there's something he wants to say." Said the Sister.
The grace entered William's room.
Yes, it's true that both of William's eyes were open as usual.
" Grace." Speech weak.
Anugrah approached William, taking a position right beside him.
" Dad, sorry for the grace.
Maafin Anugrah has become an ungodly child." Anugrah begged to hold both hands of William who had been installed infusion hose.
William shook his head slowly." No son, the wrong father.
I'm sorry I haven't been a good father to you guys." A drop of warm water flowed from the corner of his eye.
" Daddy is not wrong !! The grace of promise will always try to be a good child as the father wishes." A smile curvature was imprinted on Anugrah's face.
William smiled at me." Including one of them, you want to study in Canada ? Ask.
Yes, even when the situation lay helpless like this, this one human being did not forget about it.
Grace smiled knot." Dad, can it be this second, you didn't talk about it just yet.
You're too much at a time like this you don't forget that shitty thing." Inner Anugrah snorted in annoyance.
However, he realized that resisting let alone rebelling would worsen his father's condition. With a loud sigh Anugrah tried to relax herself.
Silent for a moment, Anugrah's gaze was still in a position to stare fixedly at his father's face.
So did William, he stared expectantly for his son to do as he was told.
" Yeah....
Yeah, four more days Anugrah's going to Canada at my father's request." The words sounded very forced out of the mouth of Anugrah.
William smiled at me." Thank you son, you are the start in my life."
Anugrah was also happy to see her father smiling again, even though he had to sacrifice himself.
" Tomorrow you'll have to go to school, take care of your transfer papers." William said weakly.
Anugrah frowned, not understanding why in such a weak condition, William was determined to expel Anugrah from his homeland.
" Good God, maybe I lived in the past for a troublemaker time huh, so my reincarnation in the present is in the curse of having this stingy father." Anugrah cursed her own father in her heart.
" The new father is also aware, do not think about it first yes, you better focus on me.
Let me recover soon." Gentle Anugrah.
" Dad not be afraid of the problem, Anugrah will not run away anyway, let alone break the promise." Anugrah tried to convince her father.
William put on a faint face, honestly in his heart he wanted Anugrah to go to Canada quickly.
For he fears that if the time is continued, the grace will change his mind.
" Hm, Father's grace is doing all this for your own good, son." Lirih.
"It's good for dad, not for Grace." His inner.
Anugrah only smiled faintly, nodding her head." It's well, Anugrah knows this all father does for the good of Anugrah. And now you also have to do something for the good of your father !!
That's get out of the hospital, and get well soon." Speak with sincerity.
William smiled." Father will soon be healed, for father's wounds will be healed by father's own son's obedience."
Hearing his father's answer, Anugrah felt guilty because everything that happened to his father was his act.
However, Anugrah can not be denied that his heart is now anchored to Hanani's beliefs.
Czech....Someone opened the door.
" Dad." Her speech.
Yeah, that's Jasmine.
Jasmine scattered herself into her father's embrace carefully.
William smiled at his daughter
this one is.
" Dad, why would you make Jasmine worry." Jasmine whined in front of her father.
William was eager to hold his daughter's face. But his hands were not fully conscious.
I can only smile." Sorry dad yes. It makes you worry."
Jasmine still hugged her father." Don't be sick anymore, Dad."
William nodded yes. A sincere smile flashed on his face.
" Ohiya yah." Jasmine recalled something, she let go of her embrace.
" Jasmine called her headmaster Anugrah. Yes lucky everything can be made easy.One more day you can go to Mata Uli, your school to solve your school transfer problem." Jasmine Clear.
Anugrah just put on her face, not intending to respond to any of the annoying things.
While Jasmine is engrossed in a story with William who just woke up.
Anugrah would rather pass by staring out the window than listen to the two annoying people in front of her.
Look at the people passing by at the Hospital.
Either the Patient status or the initiator.
A glimmer of gratitude flashed through his mind.
God is still giving him health.
His gaze was distracted by the figure of a plain hijab woman who was walking towards Musholla, Hospital.
Yeah, look at that plain hijab girl.
Reminds Anugrah of the figure of the girl he only met in one day, but was able to melt his heart until now.
" Sheufa Hanani." Her speech.
Yes, that girl is Hana.
" Han, may I ask one thing for you ?
Please tell your God, I'm still Han's business ! But I don't know to what point my escape will be achieved." He muttered softly, which William and Jasmine could not hear.
Anugrah's chest began to feel tight, his eyes began to sparkle, without saying goodbye Anugrah came out of William's room.
Chequek.. Jasmine and William turned to the source of the voice.
" Grace you want to son ? William asked who saw the Grace go out.
" The grace wants to get some fresh air." He answered without looking at William.
William and Jasmine simply nodded in understanding and let the Grace pass.
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Anugrah rests the body on a park bench. He stared at the sky without a blink.
Not like his heart is cloudy now.
He looked at the blue sky.
" Don't try to cheer me up ngit." He said to the sky.
" Free won't work either."
Now that Anugrah was propping both of her elbows on her knees, her fingers were refuting her chin.
Looking towards the front with a blank look. But with a messy mind.
You are my baby.. Anugrahpun's empty gaze turned to his pants pocket right where his Handphonen was.
Anugrah grabbed her Handphonenya.
" Sanju Zafiroth." The screen on her phone was contacting her.
" Sanju." Anugrah shifted the green emblem on her HP.
" Hallo San, what's up ? Ask Anugrah.
" You are, instead of calling me the cake, or What's App cake, you're a badass. When did you balek ? Cepetan balek your fans already nyariin know." Sanju's growl at Anugrah.
Anugrah covered her ears while laughing at the babbling of her best friend.
" Yeah I'm sorry I didn't know you Sanju was the most chatty in Mata Uli.
Wow yes dong Anugrah is always ngangenin everyone Ha-ha-ha." Saying grace with pede.
" Ck, woh proficiency snobs." Dengus Sanju's.
When did you come back here ? Ask Sanju again.
Anugrah sighed." One more day."
Sanju smiles across the call.
" Tumben's fast." Sanju said in wonder.
" I also went back to taking care of San's transfer school supplies." The words of this Anugrah made Sanju stupefied.
" Ha ? Moving schools ? You mean Nug ? Sanju began to wonder at Anugrah's answer.
Anugrah ruffled her hair, not knowing where to start explaining it to Sanju.
" Four days I'm going to Canada San, continuing school there and..
" You moved to Canada ? That far ? How can Nug ? Cut Sanju who was beginning to be confused by the decision that Anugrah suddenly took.
Anugrahpun did not want to bother he told the chronological events that made him move to Canada.
Starting from he came home, his father's anger, discovered by his father had stored Islamic books, and, that made him moved to Canada and his disobedience to his father's decision until finally William fell ill who forced the Anugrah must obey his father's will.
Sanju was shocked to hear the story of Anugrah. He did not think that in two days the life of the Grace vanished a blink of an eye was a pain.
" Hm, grace you who are patient. I am so sad to hear your story.. Hix.. Hix..Hix.. You can't despair. I'm sure this is a real challenge for you. Neve give Up my friends !! I will always warmly welcome your arrival at Islam Grah." Sanju said sincerely.
Anugrah was moved to hear the words of Sanju the nagging girl.
" Thank you San, doain yes I can bear the status of Ummat Prophet Muhammad." A smile of grace formed.
" Hix....Yes, I am a friend, Kakata,
if you ever get to Canada, who will be my friend to whose canteen ? Who's helping me with my chemistry assignment ? Who comforts me if whose sad song ? And who's gonna make me laugh because of who's broken ? There will be no more mamah dedeh, vent dong mah. " Warm circles spilled from his eyes.
" It's not just that Grah, how can I be far from the figure of the person who has been enthroned in my heart." Yes, of course Sanju felt pain in his heart when he knew that the owner of his heart would go far. Even very far away.
Anugrah laughed at the ending of Sanju's words.
Yes, she does often confide in her feelings for Hana to Sanju.
Even though it makes Sanju's heart crumble but still he listened well to the Anugrah's curses.
A drop of clear circle flowed on Anugrah's face. He was struck by the words of Anugrah.
Yes, Sanju.
That girl was always with him at school.
Accompanying him to fight in Mata Uli, sharing in joy or sorrow, which he always led, and also always became a place to confide in Hana.
Anugrah also does not know what will happen later, when he separated from his best friend, is in Canada he will get a friend like Sanju ?
I don't know, only fate will answer.
" Ha-ha-ha." Anugrah laughed to cover up her sadness.
" But crybaby !! It used to be snot collecting in the nose." The lead on Sanju.
" I'm doing it !! Letit." Dengus Sanju's.
The grace laughs." Idih pretty-beautiful kok the slob of your. Ha-ha-ha." Led again.
" Grace !!!!! Shouted Sanju in the room that invited the laughter of Anugrah getting louder.
Ha-ha-ha..
" It's so noisy to know !! I'm a motorcycle taxi driver."
Sanju flicked her lips, feeling annoyed with this one restless man, it could be that when she drowned in a wound like this, she could still laugh in satisfaction.
" You're leaving from KNO ? Ask Sanju.
" Yes San." The answer.
" I'm coming with you, four days later ?
" Hm, can San if you're not busy anymore.
It's four days away."
" Okay, the spirit yes Anugrah you must be strong on the way." Sanju cried her tears.
" I closed it bye." Close Sanju who can no longer hold back her tears.
" I'll try San, bye." Close Anugrah.
Anugrah again leaned his body on the refutation of the park bench.
Touching his forehead then flicked his flapping hair back.
Feeling his current burden was beyond his limits. If only time could be turned back.
Anugrah does not grieve the heart has a stroke of destiny like this.
" Righlight.." Frustrated scream.
" I'm going to Canada in four days, Han, I want to say goodbye to you, but I don't know how." Anugrah smiled wryly.
Not long after that, Anugrah went down the hospital hallways, hoping for a miracle that brought her to meet Hana.
Anugrah reluctantly returned to William's room, he preferred to tour the Hospital.
Because, in William's room will only make him run out of oxygen, yes his chest feels tight, all over the body feels unparalleled heat.
He was sick of hearing about his departure to Canada, which was never discussed by Jasmine with William.
The pace of the Anugrah slowed down, because he wanted to enjoy the remnants of his time in his homeland, before he would finally leave.
" You'll be silent witnesses to my pain right now." Said Anugrah staring fixedly into every room he passed.
" A cruel fate or am I too weak ? Ask Anugrah on the hospital wall.
" My current move is proof that I'm beginning to weaken with the circumstances, my tears that are gushing at this moment are prisoners of my failure.
The current torso becomes the initial phase of my defeat." Saying a falling grace on the floor.
" I lost !! I lost this fight !! I'm a coward !! I'm a loser !!
Ha-ha-ha I'm a weak man !!
My destiny line laughs at his victory." Anugrah put all the distress in her chest.
Sevimli December 19, 2020,
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