
" You don't know as bitter as what fate He gave me, and you don't know how great destiny is to play me ?
..... " Hanani Rainbow 🌹"......
This is the fourth year Hana is in Egypt.
God willing, if everything goes well.
He will graduate this year.
Hana preferred to travel to the Nile instead of staying in the dormitory.
Because for him, not only his body needs to relax but also his mind.
As at this moment, he was relaxing his mind, looking at the amazing power of God.
Nile River.
It was both a source of water and a source of life for the Egyptian people.
Thanks to God, the Nile never recedes over time.
" It's my last year in this Pyramid country.
There will be many things that I will miss." said Hana.
The blazing sun is increasingly opening to the surface.Even the heat is now no longer good for health, because it has entered midday.
I feel like enough for today.
Hannah walked away from the Nile River and returned to her dormitory.
Return trip.
Hana accidentally saw a female figure standing on the bridge of Qasr El Nile.
With a disheveled appearance and was also crying staring at the river that was far below.
Look at the girl.
Reminds Hana of what happened a few years ago, when she was in Malaysia.
When shopping at the supermarket.
There was a woman who was about to commit suicide over the supermarket Rooftop. Yes, suicide for bearing the disgrace of his sinful deeds.
" No !
That woman is going to kill herself." said Hana.
Hana quickly ran over the bridge.
No matter the vehicles that pass there. All he thought about was successfully bringing the girl away from there.
Hana's search.
The girl started to lower one of her legs.
This made Hana even more panicked, she continued to accelerate her run.
" Oh Allah stop the girl's steps." asked Hana.
A few seconds later.
The woman lowered her leg.
Make his body plunge down.
" Mom ! hana shouted in panic, managed to catch the girl's hand.
The girl stared intently at Hana, unhappy that her activities were being meddled in.
" Keep that hand ! resounding.
Hana shook her head." No mbak." he refused.
" Mom can't do this, ma'am.
Suicide isn't the best way to deal with it." Hana kept trying hard to pull the girl's body up.
But alas, the girl continued to thrash, brushing Hana's hand out of her hand.
" Shut up ! Don't interfere ! his yell.
Hana clasped her hand even more tightly and pulled it with all her might to be able to climb upwards.
" Bismillah" said Hana, taking all her energy out.
And finally, Hana managed to bring this girl upstairs.
Huhh....
Hahhh.
" Thank God, congratulations" he said.
" Why are you meddling in my business ?
Why did you stop me ha ? You should have just let me die down there ! she shouted at Hana.
Now those sharp eyes turned into pain.
There's a lot of pain stored there.
Even a moment later, the girl drowned her face between her knees. Crying put a strain on his chest.
Hana had no idea what kind of trouble this girl was having. What pain is hitting his mind, to make him desperate to end his life.
Hana looked at him full of pity.
Feeling hurt, as a woman.
Must have a big four.
" Mom ! hana desperately gathered her courage, to call the sobbing girl.
The girl was still crying.
Hana who had already raised her hand to stroke the girl's head, pulled back her hand and undoed her intention.
Long enough the girl with such a position. And Hana remained faithful waiting for him, because he knew crying was one way to shed all the trouble.
" Mom." call Hana back.
The girl raised her head, then looked at Hana with her eagle eyes. It did not make Hana afraid, he was getting closer to the girl.
" Go on ! Don't come any closer ! yelled the girl.
" Mom !
Each of us has a portion of the problem. And the best option is to face it and end it. But not by suicide. That's not the solution, mbak."
Hana's words made the corners of her lips attracted next to her. Still with his sharp eyes looking.
" You know what you're about my life ha ?
Do you know as bitter as what life he gave me ha ? Do you know how good destiny is to play me ha ? she screamed among her sobs.
Hana was silent looking at the girl before her, who was now full of tears.
" WHY ARE YOU QUIET HA ? he gripped Hana's shoulder tightly." Because you've never felt it in YOUR LIFE, right ? hysterical shouting.
" I HATE HIM ! I HATE MY LIFE !
Hana felt a pain in her shoulder, as the girl's sharp nails slightly clawed at her shoulder.
However, Hana still let the girl down, until she calmed down a little.
" When do you want to curse fate ?
How long will you continue to hate God ? hana told him.
He was silent, not reluctant to answer.
He hated hearing anything related to God.
" Trust mbak.
God has a heavy destiny for you, for He believes and is fully convinced that you are His mighty and powerful servant." Hana tries to give her understanding.
Hana clutched her hands gently, smilingly looking at her face.
" Bulshit !! the screams disagree.
He tried to shake Hana's hand. However, Hana further tightened her grasp.
" If you have a strong and big determination to commit suicide, why is it that strong and big determination cannot be used to solve the problem ?
The girl paused for a moment, not allowing Hana's words, nor did she blame him.
He looked at Hana's smiling face.
" Trust mbak.
That the exam is neatly rooted.
As well as destiny, it will never be changed.
Ma'am can definitely go through it all." said Hana with a smile.
Without hesitation, Hana hugged the girl.
And gently rubbed his back to channel strength at the girl who had sustained the deepest wound.
For a moment the girl was devastated by Hana's treatment. However, soon she pushes Hana's body away from her.
" Never interfere with my life ! he stood up and ran away from Hana.
" Mom ! Hanapun stood up and intended to chase after him.
Tuuttts..
Suddenly, Hana's phone rang.
" O God who the hell ? his weakness.
He took his cell phone out of his pocket.
And the name of Sanju was there.
" Sanju." Hanapun scrolls the green button on his phone screen.
" Assalamu'alaikum, and what's wrong ? tanyakanya.
Hana was still running after the girl.
" O Allah is the question of my friend Hanani Syaufa."
Rayhan overhears Zafirah pronouncing Hana's name in full.
What do they not, they are in office ? rayhan's brain thought hard.
Because he hurriedly chose to ask that later. After the business is done.
" Oh, let's go to Hana.
Again in a hurry, it could be the value of the cave c if it's late with the class of the Samsons."
Rayhan did not take a headache, he continued to step towards his class. Afraid of being late for his killer lecturer class.
Hana and Sanju were chatting so much that Hana lost track of the girl.
" Athaghfirullah's..
I lost track of the girl." I was upset.
" Ha ? What is Han ? ask Hana across the phone.
" Ah no San.
That was the bus, it was fast." Hana's alibi.
" Kirain fuck.
Yaudah I close first huh, Han.
Bye assalamu'alaikum." closed Sanju.
" Yes San.
Waalaikumussalam." reply Hana.
Hana put her phone back in her pocket.
" Where is that girl ? hana's mind was still, shrouded in the girl.
Hana kept her eyes around him. Hope to find the girl again.
Yeah, not Hana her name.
If the ambition and also the curiosity is very big.
" I wonder how big the problem is.
Until he seems to hate God like that."
Hana glanced at her clock, it turned out that another half hour of dzuhur time would arrive.
He also chose to return to his dormitory and will return to Sunagi Nile, who knows he met again with the girl.
Hana also walked to find a bus that would take her home.
A few minutes later.
The bus where Hana's destination arrived, Hana quickly entered the bus and chose a bench that she felt comfortable to occupy.
.
.
.
It only takes half an hour.
Hana has arrived at her dorm.
" Where have you been Han ? tanya Nima who saw Hana just arrived at the gate of the Dormitory.
" From the Nile, Nim.
Refreshing the brain so as not to break." replied Hana.
" You are this.
Your brain is smart where it needs refreshing. If my brain is the same as Raisa just dead-end who needs refreshing so as not to increase peak." said Nima with typical Medicine.
Hannah laughed when she heard it.
Quite amused after his mind riweh thought of the girl earlier.
" Well, you are, Nim.
Yaudah if that's how I go in first yes, I haven't dzuhur ni." said Hana saying goodbye to Nima.
With pleasure, Nima also invited Hana.
" O yehudah.
Come in there, don't forget you pray for me to be like a garuda." pinta Nima to Hana.
Hana's forehead is wrinkled, what does that have to do with Garuda ? thought.
" Ha ? What is your relationship with Garuda, Nim ? ask Hana curiously.
" You know Garuda.
Garuda is very humble, Han.
Wherever he flies, however far he flies, he will be a pilot.
Humble, right ? replied Nima with ease.
" Athaghfirullah's.
You may think that, Nim Hehe.
But, I was comforted, you know I doain" said Hana with a smile.
Having a friend like Nima, is one of happiness for Hana.
Must be, sometimes Nima if talking her mouth a little spicy, but Nima also played a role in entertaining Hana and Raisa with her daily behavior.
" That's why don't you mess around."
" Prepared boss" said Hana in honor of Nima.
In the next second, Hana climbed the stairs to her room.
To soon probably carry out his duty as a servant of God.
Take ablution, then put on his mukenya and start his prayer with basmalah.
Movement after movement of prayer brought Hana drifting in tranquility.
Especially when prostrating, his heart felt peaceful and calm. All the things that had been shaking him, instantly disappeared.
There were many requests that Hana made in her prostration, ranging from family matters to the matter of the girl he had just met.
" Assalamu'alaikum warahmatullah." greetings closing prayers Hana.
Saying greetings from Hana's lips, then the prayer ends. Afterwards, Hanapun raised his fingers and opened his mouth to recite to God.
It only took five minutes, after which Hana raised her hand, again asking the owner of the universe.
" Yan ! Han ! raisa's shout suddenly came to Hana's room.
Hearing Raisa's cry, Hannah got up from her seat and immediately took off and folded her face.
Chequek..
" What's up, Sa ? How do you scream anyway ? ask Hana.
" Han, where did you end up ? You met a girl on the Nile bridge, didn't you, Han ? asked Raisa in a hurry.
Ha ? Where does Raisa know, thought Hana.
" Oh ! Try to calm down first.
Don't panic" said Hana trying to calm Raisa.
" Try breathing first, just throw it slowly.
Let you relax a little." Hana instructed Raisa.
Huhh...
He exhaled slowly, following Hana's instructions.
After seeing Raisa a little quiet.
Only Hana voiced.
" Have you calmed down ? hana asked, Raisa nodded.
" Okay, I said yes.
Yes, I met a girl on the bridge Qasr El Nile, plus stop her from committing suicide" Hana replied honestly.
Raisa shook her head quickly, not believing that her conjecture was right.
" Yan !
Gua asks you, if you ever see that girl again, never deal with her, Han.
Please Han, the cave doesn't want you in trouble." Raisa asked Hana.
Hana frowned.
Why did Raisa ask him for that.
" But why, Sa ?
What if he wants to kill himself again ?
" Anyways, the cave says don't deal with girls anymore, Han. Danger, Han !
" What danger, Sa ?
Poor him, Sa. He needs people to support him, why should we stay away." reject Hana, disagree with Raisa.
" Because she's a whore at the Trixtal Bar.
And if you get in touch with him, maybe Emrin will target you, so the prey." said Raisa in fact.
Hannah was surprised to hear what Raisa said.
One thing began Hana to understand, why the girl was like that. It turned out, this was the deepest wound the girl felt.
Seriate..
Sevimli 10 August 2021
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