Petunia Amarily

38. Can't take it anymore.

It was cold, when night had come. The wind blew slowly, bringing back the news of the wounds that Petunia had tried to forget. Between sad and happy, mixed. It's just that, somehow here there are more wounds that Nia feels than happy.

In some circumstances, there are times when Petunia is so homesick, such as the moments at Christmas this year. However, in other parts of the situation, it feels like Nia does not have a family.

Since childhood, Nia's family has been so kind to her. Only, their kindness was nothing more than making Nia a puppet, as they wanted. Want to be regretted like anything, Nia still will not deny that she loves her family very much.

"Kairav, stop playing the gadget. Emily has seen you since, she might want to talk to you, baby," Petunia said, glancing at the little girl Kia and Adam's daughter.

Although Nia is hurt in Adam, but does not make him immediately hate the little girl who has been born. Emily knows nothing about her father's sins.

"I'm sorry, but I don't need friends, let alone women," Kairav replied still ignoring Emily's whereabouts. The boy looked coldly at Emily.

"Kai, it can't be. Emily is your sister, "Sister one father to be exact.

Adam smiled bitterly.

"I don't have a sister, Ma. Why is Mama bothering me?" kairav asked in his irritated style, "it's better for Mama to go in and talk to grandma and grandpa, to get rid of this bully girl!" continue Kairav with a cry.

Petunia glared at his eyes, "who taught you this, Kai? Emily's mother is Mama's sister, how could Emily not be your sister?" petunia said slowly.

Kairav shakes his shoulders uncaringly, staring intently at Emily. The boy doesn't like Emily for some reason, even though Emily hasn't bullied him since Kai came. That dislike appears in such a way without being in Kairav's brain plan.

Petunia breathed as deeply as she could, trying to neutralize her feelings so as not to be easily ignited by Kairav's sharp mouth.

"What's this?" Adam appears, approaches both.

Mood Petunia itself was a little disturbed, suddenly getting smashed. It was not like, if Adam appeared suddenly, easily approached Kairav and interacted directly with the child.

"Papa, she doesn't like Emily," points Emily to Kairav in her typical innocent childlike style.

Adam smiled gently, looking at his biological son with a longing feeling. The son who was born from the womb of Petunia, wanted to feel Adam clutching tightly in the wrap of affection. Unfortunately, Adam may never have the chance to do that.

"It's okay. You just don't know each other yet" Adam said, hugging Emily for a moment, "Kairav and Emily, you can't fight, can you?" so Adam again.

"Mama, I want some milk pudding made by Mama. Now can?" kairav asked, looking at Petunia, ignoring Adam who was talking to her.

"Later Mama made it. Come on in," Petunia asked Kairav.

Growing a sense of unwillingness, seeing Adam interact with Kairav excessively.

Yes, for Petunia is indeed very excessive even though Adam's speech is just like that Kairav. If Petunia's love was gone, maybe Nia wouldn't hate Adam this much.

Without a word, Kairav got down from the chair while grasping his gadget. The boy complied without a word, but his steps stopped, when his mother's hand was suddenly grasped by the man he should have called Om Billy.

"Nia, don't do this. The kids don't know any adult business. Don't you teach Kairav to stay away from his sister" said Adam quietly, not wanting his voice heard by others.

"Sorry, Kairav shouldn't be too close to your daughter. Relationships are sister-to-sister, not requiring boys to be intimate with female cousins" Petunia replied.

"Nia, wait!" adam exclaimed, hoping that Nia would talk to him for an instant. Luckily, Farel was talking to Kirana.

For some reason, Farel suddenly came like a prince who received a very good welcome from Kirana and Abhimanyu. They talk in the middle room.

"Enough, Adam! You in the Abhimanyu family, are the daughter-in-law of the eldest daughter. Don't be rude, I'm your sister-in-law and you should keep your distance from me. Let go of your hand or I'll break it without you expecting. I wasn't able to do it, but now I'm more than capable!" Nia called out to Adam.

Adam was flabbergasted, finding Nia's courage. The man still did not take off his hand. If only he could, Adam wanted to speak from heart to heart with four eyes.

And look what happened, Nia smashed Adam's hand rough.

"Kairav, get inside and head straight to the living room, baby. Papa's there, you're safe with Papa Farel" Nia orders her son.

Kai nodded, and immediately ran into the house.

I don't think it's wrong to give Adam a chance to talk. However, to let Adam get close to Kairav, it was a fatal mistake.

"The world, if you don't allow Kairav to be close to me as his biological father, at least let Kairav be close to me as an uncle" Adam asked, after seeing Kairav actually enter the house.

"Stop it right away, Adam. Don't cross your boundaries" Nia said. Petunia's tone was getting cold. His eyes highlighted the unusually bubbling anger.

Unfortunately, a glimmer of Petunia's fragility, Adam could see it clearly.

"You can't do that, Nia. Look, Emily and Kairav are still too small, it doesn't hurt if they get along, "greet Adam gently. Adam felt guilty, willing to give up to soften his words and heart more.

"Want you be free to approach my son through your daughter? In your dreams, Adam! I won't be willing until the heavens collapse to flatten the earth. For the sake of the salty seawater, I won't let you get near my son. Until any moment, I'm not willing!" Nia looked at Adam, highlighting the wrath.

"Don't you see Emily, she has eyes similar to Kairav's. One day, the two of them will realize this, sooner or later. Please, don't take children in our hateful affairs, our affairs, and don't get involved in grudges. I apologize with a sincere and sincere heart" said Adam.

In a heart that was beginning to get upset, Adam felt he no longer knew what to do.

"On Christmas this year, I hope this is the first and last time you can touch and talk to Kairav, Mr. Adam Billy Hutama. You have no right to my son. I will never forget even if God gave me amnesia, that you abandoned me on purpose just to marry my perfect sister" Nia said with a bloodied heart.

The woman's legs then brought her body turned to go inside, but stopped with her throat choked as a result of finding her brother who was standing looking at her, with a heart that was just as bloody.

Kia could not see Nia was fragile, and it had to be as broken as her heart.

"You still love Billy, Nia. I know that," Kia said softly, which of course can still be heard by petunias.

"Unfortunately, you know it doesn't mean anything. It's all been happening. Congratulations, may you be happy. I'm sorry, I have to go in" Nia replied no less quietly.

Abhimanyu's youngest daughter then stepped in, without looking back at her brother, or sister-in-law.

Upon arrival in the living room, Nia immediately approached Farel. Petunia is no longer able to. He wanted to leave, without waiting until Christmas was completely missed.

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