Petunia Amarily

32. Killing Flavor slowly.

I don't know how many people think that an Adam Billy Hutama is the happiest man. In fact, among the many estimates of people who see themselves as perfect, there are many defects that he has on the contrary.

A successful career as a teacher at one of the universities, have a qualified business for the future, also have a beautiful wife, smart again perfect like Zaskia Kenanga, make Adam should be happy. Unfortunately, a Billy in the eyes of Kia and Kirana is also Abhimanyu, nothing more than a cowardly bastard.

The man who now almost bears the title of a father from a legitimate marriage with Kia, approached the wife who turned her back on the bed. There was a sad murat mixed with regret that he could not deny. But all was already done, without being able to fix it until the perfect is similar.

"Kia" said Adam in a soft, melodious voice.

Kia just looked over without turning her body. It feels so nauseating.

In the past, this sound made Kia crazy to drunk kepayang. The melodious voice of Adam, able to make the night Kia scrambled poranda because it longs to shake. Dear thousand dear, tonight instead of longing, Kia actually rejected the hard taste in her heart.

"You're here also because of compulsion. Don't talk to me, I don't want to talk to you!" kia answered, blatantly rejecting Adam.

"Sorry, I'm sorry. I came to redeem and fix everything. Please, don't refuse to talk to me. Let's talk and fix everything. Give me a chance, I beg you," Adam said.

The man then tried to approach the wife, and intended to hug his wife from behind, "our son does not know anything, please do not involve him to make him stress in the womb. I want you and our son to be okay" Adam later said.

In the stillness of the late night, Kia cried again, breaking the spilled ball of tears. If I could ask, Kia wouldn't want this to happen, really.

"I beg you, Mas. Your coming back to this house, only makes more and more wounds because regret in my heart is mounting. Know you? I feel guilty for Petunia Amarilys until now. This insensitive mistake of mine, will probably still torture me until later," Kia said as she squeezed the bolster in her arms.

The emotions of the young mother-to-be are completely unstable at this time.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry. That's why I came back. I also want to tell you, that I found little traces of Nia. I'm gonna try to get him back in the middle of this family. For your sake and for your mother's sake" Adam replied.

"After that you are free to have it? Didn't he? At present her status is a widow left behind by her husband. You'll have me and Nia in one moment? That's how you want it? Sorry, Mas. I can't" replied Kia resolutely.

"It's not. He will remain my past. Not that I don't want to take responsibility for my son being born from his womb, but I'm still going to keep our marriage. I don't want to tarnish our marriage and hurt you like I hurt Nia. All the living expenses of Nia and my son, I will bear them without making us separate. You will remain my wife until whenever, I have decided that," Adam said at length.

Kia closed her eyes, shedding tears. No doubt, tears fall also on a white gloved pillow.

"You don't think about the feelings of Petunia, Petunia who loves you" Kia said in a weak voice. As a result, the voice ****** was tired of being heard greeting the elder daughter of Abhimanyu's.

"Lantas, what should I do, Kia? Should I marry Nia and make you my wives? I can't have two empresses on one roof. I was that bad, I was that asshole. But know that I feel tormented. The loss of Nia and our child was a huge blow to me" Adam said.

No joking, no flash of lies emanated from Adam's net. There, the man seemed to be serious about what he said.

To believe?

I don't know, Kia shouldn't have believed what Adam said. It's just that, between his heart and his brain can't be unidirectional.

"I wonder, where is Nia currently?" kia asked with a trembling voice. His self-defense to be cold, was finally broken already.

"I've hired someone to find out Nia. I'll make sure, it won't be long we'll find him soon" Adam replied later.

"I'm sorry, Kia. I'm sorry. But really, I can't lose you anymore. Give me a chance to repair everything that has been destroyed by my actions" Adam said, sincerely that feels taboo to Kia.

"We're going to do everything in the future. No matter what the path of God's destiny, I believe this is what's best for us" Kia said.

Just as Adam was about to speak, the sound of his cell phone ringing, managed to make him stop to talk.

The name of the person he had been waiting for news of, contacted and began to make his heart again argue nonsense. A hope arose in his heart, he could find what he was looking for, through the people he had rented at a great price.

"How's it?" adam asked a moment later, after he had received the call. The man switched positions sitting, on the bed right next to his wife.

" .... "

"What's? Petunia have you found any trace of where she lives?"

" .... "

"Good, find all the news and information for me" said Adam later, before he disconnected the call.

The man's heart was full of hope, unfortunately that hope would kill him more slowly.

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