Petunia Amarily

28. Early calamity.

A tiny face with bright skin, being the only center of the Petunia's sights. There is happiness, after a long series of torments during the waiting for the birth of his son. The tiny baby, who was in her mother-in-law's arms, fell asleep comfortably wrapped in a thick baby blanket.

His face is so beautiful, with a facial line that will probably be exactly the same as Adam later. But even so, the Petunia still fell in love, even though the figure was not present at that time.

Dumped, dumped, unwanted, and even abandoned. What a pity the fate of this cute and adorable little baby.

Not far from Nia, Farel was lying limp. The bruise on his temple looks blue. His face looked happy with what he saw this time.

"I'm sorry, I didn't come with you during childbirth" said Farel, who was not sure how many times. The man's hand couldn't escape in the least. There was always a sense of guilt in his heart.

"Don't say that again. You just come back to me, it's been a miracle for me. I thought I was going to lose you" said Nia, answering a phrase Farel felt was too excessive.

"Thank you for coming back for me. I can't imagine, somehow without you, I'm without you" Nia later said

"You love me?" ask Farel later.

Nia did not immediately answer, singing her lips because she was upset about her husband's question. Wanda was smiling, feeling she needed to get out of the room where Farel was. The baby boy that Nia gave birth to, remained asleep in his carrier.

In the room, Farel was heartbroken, looking at his wife's expression that seemed upset at him, "you didn't answer me. Don't be upset anymore."

"You just don't know, how broken I am without you, Farel Prahasta. If you knew, you wouldn't question love. Maybe too soon for you, about this love. But you've managed to make me comfortable with you. Maybe this love is not perfect, but over time, I believe you can slowly shift Adam in my heart" Petunia replied.

A bright smile like the morning sun, rising on Farel's lips. Lips with a thin sideburn on it. The man's carrying is increasingly mature, no less beautiful than Adam who used to be so valued by the Petunia flower.

"thank you. From today on, I promise to give you and our children the best. By the way, have you given him a name?" farel asked, trying to unravel the tension that had been created.

"Yet. I want you to give him a name," petunia replied slowly.

The woman's smile was as beautiful as the Petunia flower in the morning which invited many beetles to come. As if there were no more burdens in Petunia's heart, the young mother would give up all her life to the man who had united her.

"really? Are you sure?" ask Farel not to believe. Although Farel is very dear to the tiny baby who is currently in the arms of Wanda, but still he is reluctant to Petunia.

"Yes, that's right. Give a name to our son. From the moment we get married, he's not just my flesh and blood, but he's also your son" Petunia said with confidence.

Farel smiled widely, looked at the ceiling of the room and was thinking hard. The wife, has a name derived from a beautiful flower. And this time, the son will he give a name that means white lotus.

"good. I liked. From now on, call him Kairav" Nia timpal said with a big smile.

A new residence, which became a new page for the life and household of the Petunia. There is a lot of love and affection that Farel is trying to shed for his wife and son.

**

In a room in the Abhimanyu residence, the owner was sitting on the balcony area of his main room, with a sip of a cigarette that was now accompanying him. No matter how many sticks, the man had even spent a lot of cigarettes.

Between guilt, and the constant haunting of sin, the man even felt as if he was being pursued by the shadow of Farel Precaste. No one was chasing that guy.

The mere shadow and imagination of Farel, the shadow of which demanded responsibility and justice, made Abhimanyu terrified. Not infrequently, since Farel died, Abhimanyu was often hit by nightmares that never ended.

Submitting yourself to the relevant legal institution, is this the right decision? According to Abhimanyu himself, perhaps it could reduce his guilt. It's just that, somehow, Abhimanyu is not ready if he has to crouch in an iron cell full of inner pain.

"Mas, why daydream here alone?" asked Kirana, who suddenly came and found the husband sitting while daydreaming.

Seen by Kirana's own eyes, Abhimanyu's fingers were almost exposed to the fire from a cigarette embedded between his middle finger and index finger.

"Oh, there's no. Just want to be alone" replied Abhimanyu shrillly. Since Farel's death, Abhimanyu no longer seemed angry. Only when beating Adam alone, the last of himself was emotionally distressed.

Kirana sat next to Abhimanyu, looking at the man she loved so much, who was throwing away the cigarette butts of ashtray cadavers.

"He's often aloof now, Mas. This morning, too, when I went to the market, I took the time to stop at Petunia's house. Mas know, our youngest daughter went far away, somewhere but the late Mother and Sister Farel, who had taken our daughter away. Nia is really angry at us. How'this?" asked Kirana in a soft voice.

"What's? Why are you talking now? Gosh, I didn't expect Nia to be this close," Abhimanyu said, closing his eyes. The man seemed to be limp, even if he just heard the news.

"I have to look for him" Abhimanyu added.

"I'm scared, Mom. I have a feeling that Nia will be gone for a long time. I was really scared," Kirana said later. There is an uncomfortable feeling that adorns the heart of the mother. The turmoil she felt, how capable of destroying her defense as a Mother.

What is feared, in fact, is now the beginning of the catastrophe for the couple.

**