
" Where am I?" kanaya said as she shrieked her throbbing head, circulating her gaze to every corner of the hotel room.
then his head turned to his left and how surprised to see a man who fell asleep with his face down.
" Good God who is he?" then Kanaya rested her body on the soft mattress she slept on, her body feeling cold as soon as the hotel blanket sagged from her body and in great surprise while covering her mouth, she said, he was astonished to see her innocent body without a thread.
" What happened to me?" Kanaya.
then Kanaya turned towards the man who was still asleep face down next to her.
" who are you?" kanaya shouted as she shook the body of the sleeping man lying face down next to her.
" Noisy....!" said the man
" Hhhhhhh..., what happened to me?" shouting Kanaya.
" Heiii.., you wake up what you did to me", cried Kanaya as she shook the man's body.
" Runnnnnnn" cried Kanaya
" Tell me what you've done to me" said Kanaya, shaking the man's body.
" Noisy" said the man.
" You're a jerk, you bastard, you know nothing about yourself, Maki Kanaya, violently beating the man.
" hey.., lady Ja****ng, what are you doing huh?" did I not satisfy you last night?, so you beat me like this?, said the man calmly and casually while propping his head up with his hands and looking at Kanaya sharply and coldly.
" Bastard, cried Kanaya, again beating the man in front of her.
" Enough", (enough ) You have upset me with the man's bringas holding Kanaya in, Kanaya thrashing and screaming in fear.
" Hahahaha, no one will hear your screams" the man said.
" I beg you not to do this to me" said Kanaya, fondling the man above her.
" You're so exciting baby ", he said again.
" Please, sir, don't do this, I have to go home, my parents must be looking for me, Mommy, Daddy, Brother, help me," he cried with fear.
" Go.., before I change my mind," said the man, then descended from Kanaya's body and from the king-size bed of the hotel room picked up a cigarette, then turn it on and suck it deeply while looking at Kanaya.
Kanaya who was feeling very frightened, hurriedly descended the hotel room mattress with a blanket coiled around her body picking up clothes scattered on the floor, with tears streaming down her eyes, wearing clothes with trembling hands indifferent to the man's gaze, then in a limp, and grimacing with pain in the area of his groin Kanaya ran towards the door of the hotel room, and then, along the way Kanaya cried regardless of the gaze of people.
" God, what happened to me ?" kanaya said along the way, stepping foot indeterminate direction, Kanaya paused for a moment and then sat on the sidewalk, her eyes wobbly, to the right and to the left like a confused person who does not know the direction of going home, then lowered his head, sobbing heartbreakingly at the heart of the one who heard it.
" What happened to me, why I was in that hotel room with that foreign man, and that man has taken something very precious to me, which I have been taking good care of ", said Kanaya.
" ahhhhhh.h Kanaya shouted.
" I'm dirty..!" shouting Kanaya.
" I'm sorry Nay, mom, Dad, Kanaya are ashamed of you, Kanaya has been dirty, Kanaya does not deserve to be your child" the hymn of the hymn...Kanaya said as she cried sobbing heart wrenching.one who passed by on the sidewalk stared at Kanaya's wonder without anyone caring about her current condition of shabby clothes and torn collar parts, which is not good, feet that don't wear shoes, make it look like they're loose on the streets.
" I have no right to live, how I bear all this, how I am responsible for all my deeds, and the man willingly took away my chastity, the crown I have kept all this time, the pride of every woman has been lost to me, what to do" Kanaya moaned in such deep pain without knowing what to do.
Kanaya got up standing walking in an indiscriminate direction, not caring about her bare feet, kept walking, nonstop, her mind was chaotic, not knowing what she should do, then Kanaya stopped and looked around, looking around, across the street was a big tree, Kanaya crossed the street and walked up to the tree, then she sat under the tree. then a shadow flashed, as his friend Ratih took him away to celebrate his Birthday at a hotel Ballroom, and when Ratih went down to dance with his lover, Kanaya just sat around watching her.
" Gosh, why is the party like this?" Kanaya.
" I'd better go home, it's so late, if I don't go home, you'll find me, and I'll be picked up by Mommy, getting up from her seat.
" Hai, excuse me, I have to go home" Kanaya said.
" don't go home with me here, you're a friend of Ratih's, aren't you?" asked the man while looking at Kanaya from top to bottom.
" Beautiful", said the man, smiling with a sly grin, then calling the waitres and whispering something, the waitress nodded her head and passed from the man's presence. soon Waitres returned and brought a tray, containing juice and an alcoholic drink.
" please for the beautiful lady, please choose a drink that you want to drink" said the man.
" I'm sorry I don't drink alcoholic beverages, and I'm not thirsty either" Kanaya said.
" In that case, drink this juice, I know you don't drink alcohol so I prepared this orange juice for you, and this beer for me ", said the man while reaching for the beer glass.
" well ", said Kanaya while taking the juice without any suspicion, Kanaya then drank it, while the man in front of her looked at Kanaya with a sly smile.
after a few minutes Kanaya held her head and was unconscious.
" Binggo" said the man, then his hand waved at someone.
" Ahhhhhh, Kanaya cried out from her daydream as memory after memory flashed.
" i can't remember anything anymore" he said.
" Mommy, Daddy, Brother, please Nay" he said, sobbing and then he got up from his seat.
" i have to go home", Mommy, Daddy, Asti's sister looked for me ", he said, then he looked for a taxi, but no taxi would stop. naya walked back to her home.
meanwhile in a luxurious mansion, all were in the fog.
" How's Chard ?" Ask Lingga Bimantara Mommy Kanaya.
" I have not found Kanaya Mom" said Richard, the eldest son of Lingga Bimantara and Dedy Bimantara.
" Where is your brother, he is not usually like this" said Lingga.
" Dad, how did Daddy find my daughter?" ask Lingga to her husband who just entered the house.
" Not mom, said Deddy.
" O Lord where is my daughter" said Lingga, sobbing.
" it's late afternoon we take a break mom, Daddy's people are doing a search, believe Kanaya must have met ", said Deddy Bimantara.
" excuse me madam, said a guard at his house in a hurry to run towards them while carrying Kanaya.
Deddy, Lingga and Richard are shocked to see Kanaya in the arms of his house guard.
" Nay, nay, said Lingga as he cried sobbing, seeing the condition of his daughter in his house security guard sling. whereas Deddy immediately took Kanaya from the guard sling, and laid her on the sofa.
" Nay, wake up" said Deddy.
" Nay, wake up" said Lingga.
" iiii...!!! richard shouted, take the wind oil with a crowd of servants took the eucalyptus oil and gave it to Richard. Richard took the wind oil and rubbed it on Kanaya's nose, before long Kanaya also muttered.
" mommy", said Kanaya, sobbing in tears and hugging her.
"Don't cry baby, let's tell mommy what happened" said Lingga as she stroked Kanaya's head and back with the love of a mother.