Only Bride Reserves

Falling Before Birth

After informing Vania, Adrian slumped to the floor and sat limp in the position of his hand to grab his hair because of frustration. How Adrian is not as frustrated as this, if he sees the woman he secretly loves is in a critical condition.

The groaning Goddess was even still ringing clearly in her ears. When the Goddess pleaded with him to save her baby. His heart melted when Adrian found the Goddess unconscious after saying a request for help to him.

Imagining himself staring at the fresh blood piles that kept flowing at his feet. Even Adrian could not help but hold back his tears, as he does today. Just crying and praying that the Goddess and the baby in her body could be saved.

Fortunately, when Adrian arrived at the hospital, the obstetrician immediately gave help.

Long enough Adrian wait, until the doctor sepecialis gynecologist out of the ER. Inexplicably Adrian flinched when the doctor patted his shoulder and his head shook. Adrian really did not understand the meaning of the doctor's body language. Before long the doctor said a reality that would certainly make the Goddess destroyed when he realized later.

"Sorry, sir! I have done my best, but the janinya can not be saved. Very hard collisions make the fetus fall. We will do the curettage after this, the father is patient and please strengthen the patient when conscious later," said the gynecologist.

Adrian was shocked, even though the baby was not his son. But his shock felt like something was hitting his heart. Adrian imagines how the goddess will be destroyed when he wakes up later. He found his stomach that was no longer swollen. Seeing the fact that the baby has fallen before being born into the world.

Adrian kept crying imagining it, he also felt the pain in the chest. It was a shame for the woman he secretly loved. In rape, forcibly deprived of her crown, abandoned while pregnant and now having to lose her baby who was several months in her womb.

More limp helpless, that's Adrian's current condition. Before long Rama, Bagas and Digo arrived and approached Adrian. Vania will not come because Vania has to take care of Kezia.

Rama pat Adrian on the shoulder, his former brother-in-law looks very fragile. Even the three men stared questioningly at Adrian's condition. Why Adrian looks so fragile, they wonder in their hearts.

"Wake up!" rama helped Adrian stand up.

With a step behind Adrian in helping Rama to a chair not far from the ER room (emergency unit). Even Adrian has not been able to respond to questions from both Rama and Digo.

Before long the doctor who handled the Goddess was out, the sign is that the curettage process has been completed and the Goddess can be moved to the inpatient room.

All went from his seat and approached the doctor. From the doctor's explanation, the three men who had not understood also now understood the problem that was happening.

But one thing still filled Rama's mind. Why does her former sister-in-law look so fragile with the condition of the Goddess. Adrian was too shocked to see the Goddess miscarry, that's what was in the minds of the three men. Without them knowing that the Goddess was the woman Adrian loved in silence.

After seeing the Goddess's gurney moved to the inpatient room. Adrian immediately followed the officer who took Dewi to the inpatient room. After Rama, Digo and Bagas behind Adrian.

Arriving at the door, even Adrian has not entered, suddenly his steps stopped. Adrian continues to imagine how sad the Goddess will be, when he finds the facts that happened.

Rama pats Adrian on the shoulder, awakening Adrian from his daydream. His feet trembled, with Adrian's lunglai stepping towards the Goddess who was lying on the patient's bed.

The sweet face of the Goddess who looks pale, makes Adrian unable to see it. Adrian turned his face and cried so badly.

Again the three men were made to wonder with what Adrian is doing at this time. Adrian's attitude was like a lover who was very hurt when he saw his lover lying weakly on the patient's bed.

Again Rama patted the shoulder of his former brother-in-law, as if to ask the feeling Adrian felt at this time. Adrian was still silent, his chest was too tight and so his lips could not speak a word.

Adrian turned to look at the Goddess back, trying to strengthen himself. At least he had to be strong faced when the Goddess came to her senses later. In the embrace of the body of the Goddess who has not been conscious. Although this time without crying, it does not mean Adrian's chest does not feel tight. Even his chest grew increasingly tight when hugging the woman he secretly loved felt very weak.

"Goddess, what should I do to make you sober up soon? even when you wake up, I am confused as to what I should do. Even when you find that your stomach is no longer swollen, what should I do? why is all this so sad, Goddess? How will you feel after knowing all this? I'm confused as to what to answer, I can't stand to see you fragile, I'm so hurt because I love you, Dew."

Rama, Digo and Bagas compact focus on hearing Adrian's remarks. The three men looked at each other as if asking nothing wrong with his audience.

Two nurses came in carrying boxes containing the dead foetus. Adrian immediately released his wound on the body of the Goddess. The four men approached the two nurses.

Adrian and Rama could not see that the fetus was so small and red that had to fall before being born to earth. Rama remembered Kezia who was pregnant. Rama promised to add strict guardianship to his women.

"Sir, this is the janinya! is it in the grave now or is it waiting for the mother to awaken?" ask one of the nurses.

"Wait for her mum, sus! he has the right to the janinya and he has the right to see the janinya for the last time" Adrian said without looking at the nurse who carried a box containing the fetus belonging to the Goddess.

The nurse nodded and kept the box containing the fetus to a special place in the hospital. Adrian then turned his head, staring at the two nurses who had just disappeared behind the door. Then his gaze moved towards the Goddess who had not been conscious.

Because it was not strong, Rama ran into the bathroom and vomited something he knew from earlier. Somehow after seeing the innocent fetus of the Goddess, making Rama nauseous. Not that disgust or anything, just that Rama has never seen the shape of a fetus that has fallen before being born into a baby.

Bagas catches up with his boss, worried that something might happen to Rama. Rama came out and Bagas came to him with a worried face. Rama shook his head and said he was okay. Bagas breathed a sigh of relief after hearing his boss's words.

Before long the Goddess moved her index finger on her right hand. Indicates the woman will soon be conscious from her sleep. Adrian immediately got up to call the doctor to immediately handle the Goddess. The doctors and nurses ran to the Dewi's ward.

The doctor who handled the Goddess was also breathing a sigh of relief because his patient had regained consciousness. Before long the Goddess opened her eyes slowly and felt her stomach that felt like something was strange. Even the Goddess grimaced feeling a pain in her stomach. The doctor asked the Goddess not to move first.

The goddess looked around already filled the men she knew. His gaze focused on Adrian whose eyes looked very puffy looking at him.

"Goddess, you calm down, yeah! you have to be strong," said Adrian increasingly make the Goddess fear and guessing.

"What's your max, sir! where is my baby? why is my stomach flat, sir?" the Goddess who was filled with tears.

"Patience, Dew! God loves your baby too much, so he has to go back to his side" Adrian said.

The goddess shook her head amidst her cries, even her hands silenced her own mouth. The pain was so painful that it felt so stifling in his heart. Adrian could not see the goddess so fragile. Adrian immediately embraced the Goddess, giving strength to the woman he secretly loved.

The Goddess' tears were unceasingly flowing down her cheeks. How he should be willing to accept all the problems in his life. Losing a baby that has not been born into the world is so painful for her. Even though the baby was present in a very wrong way. But the Goddess loved him very much and awaited his birth in this world. The goddess never hated her presence in her womb.

The Goddess's cry was so heartbreaking that it made the heart of the person who heard it feel like it was slicing his heart.

"Cry the Goddess, do not hold your cry, take out all the things that feel tight in your heart, but please after this you must rise to be the strong woman I have known all along," adrian hugged the Goddess.

"Sick, sir! all this makes my chest feel tight," said Dewi sobbing in Adrian's arms.

"Take out all the burdens in your heart, there I am here, you are not alone, Dew," said Adrian affirming Dewi.

"Where's my baby, sir? I want to see it," asked the Goddess, her eyes looking around the room looking for the presence of her fallen jan.

"Later after you get better, I'll take you to see her one last time. I will accompany you to take him to rest to his place of immortality on the side of God," said Adrian holding tight in his chest because he still heard the stuffing of the Goddess.

"Steady one, Goddess! all by the will of the power. God loves your baby more and he will be your helper later," said Rama after being seen silent because of the focus on seeing Adrian and Goddess.

The goddess let go of Adrian's embrace, the woman wiped her tears. Then the Goddess smiled as if she was trying to strengthen herself.

"Thank you for everything! thank you to Mr. Rama who has been helping and protecting me. Thank you for Mr. Bagas who has also helped me so far. Thanks to Adrian for taking me to this hospital. Maybe without Adrian sir earlier, me and my baby will not survive_

The words of the Goddess were interrupted when Adrian silenced the lips of the Goddess with his index finger. Adrian shook his head, asking that the Goddess be quiet. Adrian also asked Dewi to rest, so that his condition soon improved and could bury the baby.

But the Goddess could not close her eyes again. The woman simply lay back on her nursing bed. I don't know what his eyes are looking at. It was clear that his face was empty, as if he was fine but in fact he was so fragile.

Adrian rubbed the Goddess's forehead gently, hoping that the woman he secretly loved would fall asleep soon. Rama and the other two said goodbye. Rama also asked Adrian not to tell the incident that the Goddess naturalai to Kezia.

Of course Rama did not want to see Kezia worried about what else she was pregnant. Adrian nodded and after three men came out leaving Adrian who was still loyal to accompany the Goddess who had fallen asleep.

Digo also informs Vania that Dewi has miscarried. There, Vania looks shocked and feels more guilty. But Vania still tries to control herself so that Kezia does not put suspicion on her.

Vania desperately held tightness in her chest and her whole body was trembling from bullying her.

"Sir Vania why? is brother sick?" ask Kezia.

"Ah, yes! I don't seem to feel well, Zia."

"I'm taking medicine, brother?" bargain Kezia.

"No need! I just need a break, I'm going to the next room to take a break, okay?" vania is lying.

Kezia believes it just like that, because she did see her brother look less well. Kezia let Vania rest in Vania's old room.

Vania could no longer contain her guilt. He hastened his steps into his old room. The woman who was almost hard to shed tears was now unable to cry. Imagine how painful and broken the heart of the Goddess is today. This is all because of his carelessness, until this moment Vania still blames herself.

His thoughts focused on Erik, Vania would teach the cowardly man a lesson if he met. If Erik had not taken away the Goddess by force, this would never have happened. Of course, the Goddess and the baby in her body will be safe in the apartment that Rama prepared for her to stay.

"Based on a jerk! because of her all this happened," muttered Vania, wanting to slam things in her old room, but she paused. The sound of shards will definitely provoke his sister's worry. Not to mention that her papa would definitely nag her and that was very annoying for Vania.

All Vania could do right now was try to control her emotions. He is very memorized by his bad nature if he fails to control his emotions.

If only Vania had not been in her father's house. If only now Vania was in her lover's apartment, or even she was in a large field, it was certain that Vania would shout loudly to throw the burden that was bothering her.

Unfortunately Vania had to hold back her emotions so desperately that she could control her patience one hundred percent, then she would come out of her room and meet Kezia again.

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Unfortunately, Dewi 😣