Only Bride Reserves

Rama's Change

Kezia afshen

Days have changed weeks and weeks have changed months. For a month I avoided meeting Rama. Either scared or very embarrassed since the incident that afternoon. The incident where Rama played with my body and just left. I am so ashamed of being so sad. How disgusted my husband was when he touched me. He hated me so much that he always hurt me.

I've been busy at my sister's office this month. Since the reporters covered me in various media. Now many people know me. Even my big brother offered me a brand ambassador for his product. I made it an opportunity to get busy. And it didn't feel like everything just went by for a month.

I left before Rama got out of his sleep. Then he went home before Rama came home from his office.

This morning after waking up, suddenly my head was dizzy, my body was shivering and sneezing. Maybe because I was busy this month without caring about my health.

Rama immediately opened the door to my room when he heard me sneezing. It was the first time we had faced each other after a month of avoidance.

Rama approached me who was sitting while holding my head. The tang landed touching my extremely hot forehead. I can't stand to open my eyes anymore. I held down the blanket that covered my body.

Rama came out of my room and soon returned with a towel and a bucket of water. I could feel the touch of his hand while compressing my forehead. I opened my eyes to see the face I missed.

"Take this medicine first, Zia."

Still with his cool attitude, Rama offered me medicine. While I just stared at him for a moment. Then I took the small white round grain in his hand. Then I grabbed the glass of water he gave me.

I'm happy when she worries about me so much.I'm happy when she takes care of me. But suddenly the shadow of that afternoon flashed again making me like a traumatized person.

I could only watch the movements of the man I called my husband. Rama who had been lying next to me was about to hold me immediately. My face looked terrified when I saw Rama and remembered the incident a month ago.

"I won't hurt you, sleep."

Because my body is very weak and powerless. There is nothing I can do except obey Rama's orders. I looked at her smiling face looking at me. I slowly closed my eyes as her hands gently rubbed my head. Since then I have been unconscious. Because the wound makes me comfortable so I don't want this moment to disappear when I wake up later.

A few hours later I opened my eyes.Kulik right side that a moment ago there is Rama who memeluku. I thought it was just a dream because I didn't find him when I woke up.

The sound of my room door opening showed Rama coming in carrying a bowl of porridge. I was nervous when I saw it again. He got closer and sat down on the side of the bed where I was lying.

She stuck her hand on my forehead. I saw her smiling sweetly in front of me. It's really a dream, Rama can't be like that. But if this is a dream, why does this dream feel real.

"Zia, open your mouth and eat this porridge. You need to take medicine so that your body can recover soon."

Uh, it wasn't a dream, because the sound was so real. What else when he painstakingly bribed me. My prayers have been answered by God. He has started to love me and may I hope so. But I guess he's just sympathetic because I'm sick.

"Thank you."

In a pretty slow voice I said those words to him. He just nodded then fed me back.

"I can be alone, you don't go to the office?"

"I'll go to the office if you're well again."

Why did Rama turn out like this. His attitude was no longer harsh and cold to me. His attitude turned very gentle to me. I can't be treated this softly. All this will hurt me again if he returns to being the cold and haughty Rama.

"You must recover soon, for the day after tomorrow is the day of our wedding reception."

"Take the medicine and go back to sleep."

I was about to take the medicine on the side tray of the porridge. But Rama first took it for me. Even he put it in my mouth. I painstakingly gulped down a mouthful of water so nervous. The hair made me close my eyes again.

In the afternoon my body improved. Even though my face still looks pale and messy. I went into the bathroom to take a shower. A few hours after the shower. And come out wearing only a bathrobe and a head covering.

I walked slowly to the bed without seeing someone sitting on my couch. I take off my headgear and light my hairdryer to dry my hair. I jumped in shock when a sturdy hand took over the hairdryer from my hand.

"Let me help."

Why is Rama acting on me getting weird. I am not used to facing Rama as he is today. Did he really change or have a plan to hurt me again.

"Why are you still in my room?"

She did not respond to my question, instead focusing on my hair that she had dried. And why did I suddenly feel nervous when his breath hit my neck.

"Goup."

I immediately distanced my body from Rama as he kissed my neck. I held my breath away and my face felt very hot. That fear and disappointment still haunts me. I'm really not ready if Rama is playing me again.

I look like a scared person. Making Rama feel guilty and then trying to call me.

"Stop, Rama."

"Get out of my room, please."

After Rama came out of my room with his guilt. Soon I locked the door to my room so that Rama could no longer enter my room.

My body instantly squeezed right after my room door was completely locked. My breath is irregular suddenly my head feels dizzy. It was as if a huge rock had just hit my head.

Why am I like this, this is not me. Soon I got up to the drawer to take a sedative. I don't know when I've been consuming it. This time I really needed it.

I fell asleep again after taking the sedative. And woke up again when the sky had turned dark. I even missed dinner.

How can I sleep all day and how Rama is right now. I opened the door to my room and suddenly I was shocked. Rama, who was seen sleeping, was leaning against the wall next to my door. Since when do you sleep here? was it since I told him to come out.

I crouched down looking at her face that had been etched into my mind and heart. I rubbed her cheeks slowly to wake her up.She jumped in shock, then her hand immediately pulled my body into her open.

Of course I was very surprised and suddenly nervous. This is the warmest and most comfortable position I have never felt. He moved my body away and looked at me.

"Are you okay? you missed lunch and dinner. Do you want something for you to eat?"

I shook my head away from her body and headed to the kitchen. I saw so many ingredients in the fridge. I don't know when Rama prepared all this.

I use apron and I cook enough food for me and Rama. I tried to make peace with my circumstances and through my day returned with a stronger zia.