
Kezia Afshen
My body instantly suffocated helplessly, arriving inside my room. The room I used to live in when I was pregnant with my son. I really didn't expect to see her again. The man in my life whom I love so much. Even if to be honest, the feeling still exists and can never be lost from my heart.
Rama Asher, my ex-husband, my son's father, whom I've been covering up. I didn't expect Rama to find his son. I don't think he'll be able to find Ethan. Turns out I was wrong, even my son seems very comfortable with his papa.
Rama is still as handsome as before, even he who is now more handsome than Rama who used to be. My heart was troubled again after his presence in my life and the life of my son. I sinned because I still love him. While I have become Erik's fiancee, the figure of the man who accompanied me for four years.
My heart wavers as to why fate must bring us back together. I must try to forget Rama. What's more, she'll soon be married to Vania's sister. I'm sure the man my brother will marry is Rama Asher. Why is my heart like this, imagining the man I love, will be with my feet.
The man who was previously my husband, will soon be my sister-in-law.
My heart also ached when I saw my son repelling Erik's presence. My son wants no other father than Rama. But I am confused how else. If things were different, I would not have taken Rama back for my son. I can't hurt the feelings of a good man like Erik.
Even that man is what makes me still able to breathe until this moment. He was the one who saved me from the coma that almost took my life. I fell into a coma after giving birth to my son, due to a severe depression.
I remember vividly when I was pregnant with Ethan. In my days, I went through with holding back the longing for my ex-husband. I want to be around her, I want to hug her body back. All my wishes I held until it made my head become dizzy. Fortunately, in the middle of my depression, my son was born safely.
"Tok, tok," the sound of the door being knocked from the outside.
It was my son who knocked on my door. Looking at my son's face reminds me of Rama. Their faces were like a pea on the two sides. It's just the difference between the adult version and the kids version.
"Mama! Can we go to Papa's palace, now? I can't be far from my papa, ma," said my son. Wait, my son just told us, it's the same way he asked me to meet Rama.
"Mama," my son's call, once again awakened me from my mind. I immediately squatted to align our body height.
"Don't you say, papa's busy working, baby."
"I know, then we can wait for papa at papa's house, ma."
How is this, there is no way I go to Rama's house. On the other hand I do not know his house, nor can I meet him again. What else in this house there is still Erik.
I see my son still whining while tugging at my hand. Even my son was crying because I did not comply with his request. Why my son had to meet his father. If only I get hurt again, because I have to be reunited with Rama.
While on the other hand, I saw Erik who was chatting with Adrian's brother turning to me and my son. Even I'm sure, Erik also heard my son's whining. I'm not feeling well with him, what else is he now my fiancee.
I was confused between having to leave or staying here. I even saw Erik start to stand up and walk up to me and my son. She smiled and squatted down, aligned her height with my son. If only my son had not met Rama. Maybe my son thinks Erik is his father.
"Ethan, why are you crying, son?" ask my son Erik. But my son turned his face away, not wanting to respond to Erik's question. I wanted to get angry, seeing my impolite son. But Erik held me back, he was still trying to melt my son's heart. But nil, my son even pulled the hand of the Goddess, and invited her out while crying.
"Sister, take me to papa's house! My heart is not okay. I feel like something happened to my dad. If my mama won't take me, then take me sis. Just let my mama stay here with that om" Ethan said with a disappointed look directed at me. My heart was really hurt, after hearing my son's words. I have disappointed my son. Even in our first meeting, I had already disappointed him.
Adrian can only be silent without being able to persuade my son. Even the Goddess looked confused as to how to act. Finally I asked Erik for permission to take my son to Rama's house. Erik let me, as long as he's gonna deliver us. I nodded, all for the sake of my son. I must be ready and strong, to meet Rama again.
We went four, brother Adrian did not come with us. With the help of the direction of the Goddess, we were able to find the residence of Rama. It turned out that Rama's house was not far from our residence. Or indeed he deliberately wanted to always be close to his son.
We used the car owned by brother Adrian, about ten minutes, we have arrived in front of a magnificent building that I believe is the house of Rama. The building is heavily guarded by two black-clad guards. My son got out of the car and asked the guard to open the door.
As if already recognizing my son, the two guards saluted my son. Our car entered a large yard after two guards opened the gate for us.
Etan ran to find his papa. The three of us were still waiting at the door. Before long a woman who I believed was the assistant of the household in this house, allowed us to enter.
I see this house is very luxurious, it is fitting that my son calls it papa's palace. This house is like a palace. Maybe Rama designed a palace for our son. Our son? I just called Ethan our son. It cannot be denied, he is indeed our son. The son who was born after our household was divided.
I heard Ethan calling out to his papa, banging on the door upstairs. Out of curiosity, I also stepped up the stairs, followed by Erik behind me. I wonder why Rama didn't open the door to his room.
Even the two guards who were standing guard in front of the gate earlier, were running towards here. I was panicking, what was really going on. Even the two guards, to break the door of Rama's room. What happened to Rama, why suddenly my feelings are not good.
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Does anyone know why Rama?
So just curious, why guess, huh?🤔
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