Only Bride Reserves

Only Bride Reserves
The Heart that Has Moved



Rama Asher


My heart was forcibly crushed when I heard Kezia asking for a divorce from me. I admit I was too much to yell at him yesterday. He's sick, I'm making out with Vania. I had no other choice then, Vania came to my apartment without me asking for it.


Since Kezia asked for a divorce, we just kept quiet without saying hello.Living on one roof but not talking to each other. There is only one roof but it does not touch each other. I wanted to hug her, it hurt when I couldn't reach her. It felt different, when I hugged Vania and Kezia. The vibes I once felt for Vania were no longer the same. The tremor was stronger, as I hugged Kezia. I admit my heart has now moved to my wife.


I don't know why I feel comfortable around Kezia. I don't love Vania anymore, because my heart is completely in Kezia's possession. These few months, I haven't seen anything bad about Kezia. Everything Vania said about Kezia doesn't seem right.


I've been used to living with Kezia for a few months now. Start by eating your food every day. Hugging him while sleeping, smelling his scent makes me opiate. Kezia, the tomboyish girl who loves me has managed to snatch my heart. Love flows as it is without the element of compulsion. But it was only time that was too late.


When my heart moved to Kezia, she asked for a divorce from me. I know the reason so that I can unite with Vania. He doesn't know if I love him. I was too proud to be honest with him. On the other hand, I was looking for the right time to end my relationship with Vania. Why don't you wait for me in a minute, Kezia. Whether living by my side makes you suffer.


I heard everything Kezia said to me while I slept. I actually woke up that time. I deliberately pretended to be asleep, when I found the movement of Kezia's body. I can hear all the words that hurt my heart.


"Did you suffer so much while you were by my side? Do you want to be free from this marriage? I know that I am not in your heart. In your heart, only my brother's name is engraved. I know, it's my brother who should be in your arms right now.


Rama, forgive me, if upon my return to Indonesia only make you suffer. I realized, love cannot be forced to move to another heart. If I were you, of course I would remain loyal to my beloved. I was just a bitch in the relationship between you two. It's appropriate, that person gets rid of himself so that you can unite. Thank you for being my husband for a few months. I'm happy enough to have been your wife. Though it's hard, let's speed up our divorce proceedings."


I don't want that farewell, Kezia. Be patient until I can release Vania without hurting her heart. Although I can guess, Vania will definitely get hurt. But Kezia remained firm on her founder to divorce me. My head was so dizzy that I started my old habit of smoking. I thought smoking would take away my belly button. I was wrong, that's not what I needed.


I came out of the bathroom after the shower, but Kezia was no longer home. I found a piece of paper on the door of my room. It turned out to be messages from my wife so I wouldn't forget to eat my breakfast. I smiled, at least Kezia still cares about me.


My car has reached the tall building, precisely the office of the Afshen family. I put my feet in my direction towards my destination. When I was in front of Ceo's room, Adrian was out of his room.


"What's the matter, so you came to my office?" Ask.


"Is my wife here?"


"You asked your wife for me, and you were her husband. How can a husband not know the existence of his wife. Is it because she's too busy cheating on her boyfriend?"


"I'm here looking for Kezia, not to listen to your interrogation," I said annoyedly, I just walked my feet away from Adrian's office. Not that I found Kezia, but the Adrian interrogation I got. Where my wife is currently. Does he have a shooting schedule. After I thought, ucapa Adrian was right. As a husband, I should know where my wife is.


Shit, I've been cursing my stupidity all this time. Even all this time I never cared about where Kezia went. Let him go wherever he wants. While I only focus on work and Vania. I never even knew what my wife liked. What kind of husband am I, when other husbands indulge their wives. I even gave my wife a wound.


Do I have to grant Kezia's request, to make her happy. Would he be happy if he got away from me. Hasn't he been trying to forget me all along. But in fact, his love for me never disappeared. He no longer loves me.


"Arrrkkk, my head felt like it wanted to break thinking about all this. If it's true, Kezia no longer loves me. Then what made him manage to erase his feelings to me. Alex erased his love for me. I often see them eating together. I don't want Kezia's heart moved to another man. Kezia belongs to me, I won't let another man have it but me. I will never let mine be taken by someone else.


Was I so stupid, or was fate playing tricks on me. Even the other day, I received word from my man. It turned out that it was Vania who told people to harm Kezia. I could not believe the words of my man. I can't believe it until I prove it myself. Hasn't Vania been gentle with her sister. It wasn't Kezia who always hurt Vania. Or vice versa, why all this makes me dizzy. Who is right, why do I feel being played by two women at once.


Today I passed by for so long, I can't wait to meet my wife when I get home. Fuck who's right between Kezia and Vania. All I need right now is to meet my wife. Hugging her tightly, smelling her scent that makes me opiate. Looked at her beautiful hazel eyes. I want to say that I love you very much. I'd also say if I didn't want to get divorced. Kezia, I can't wait to see you later.